drank as he had been used to do when he was at at this court frequented tournaments (utterance_0) before drank the scored to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of a battle a fearful torrent (utterance_1) these tidings came to urban (utterance_2) not i by my confession unto heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_3) and the tears she said in the words she had spoken a welcome (utterance_4) and evil be tied me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowest whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou didst say (utterance_5) then durrance went to see urban (utterance_6) sir said he i am going upon to quest and i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_7) take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_8) but one person only will go to me (utterance_9) and he desired eat it to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_10) and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_11) and though thou shouldst desire to see mightify in my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_12) and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_13) and say not one word unto me unless i speak first unto thee (utterance_14) i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_15) i made and said he it is vain to a temper suiting food (utterance_16) i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore wash the horses and sleep not (utterance_17) and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked around her to see if he were waiting and thereupon he woke (utterance_18) and they left the wood and they came to an open country with medals on one hand and mow was mowing the meadows (utterance_19) my lord he added will it be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest all some (utterance_20) wilt thou foul my counsel said thee you can take thy meal for me (utterance_21) what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_22) then they washed and took derrip past (utterance_23) i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_24) i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_25) and after they had eaten and drank drain went to sleep and so did enid also (utterance_26) the date seemed unemplored but throughout the period the officers and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_27) bows attacked the ship's doors surveyed relissed and restalled them saving very much space by unstowing numerous cases and stolen the contents in the lazarette (utterance_28) without steam the leak cannot be kept under with the hand pump by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_29) as the ship was and in her present heavily laid in condition it would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_30) the lives green tent was put up and proper supports made for it (utterance_31) the enterumstack and animison's people on the engines scientists were stolen their laboratories the cook refitting his galley and so forth not a single spot but had its band of workers (utterance_32) the men space such as it is therefore extends from the fore hatch the stem on the main deck (utterance_33) under the four castlers stalls for fifteen ponies the maximum of the space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fodder (utterance_34) meadly behind the forecastle bulkheads a small boobihette the only interest of the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_35) about the four hatches the ice house (utterance_36) we managed to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two cockases of mutton and three cockasses of beef besides some box of sweetbreads and kidneys into the space (utterance_37) the sacks containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy decked cargo and one is naturally anxious concerning it but everything that can be done by lashing and scurring has been done (utterance_38) forage i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed oat and hay from melbourne (utterance_39) the scene is wholly enchanting in such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden flowers tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_40) a great mass of people assembled (utterance_41) cayenne i lunch with the party in the muzil and companyship ruperhu (utterance_42) tell a grime to say tara nova had arrived sunday night (utterance_43) a third sledge stands across the brake of the poop in the space hitherto occupied by the afterwentch (utterance_44) the quantity is to unhaptuns and the space occupied considerable (utterance_45) the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remedyed (utterance_46) they must perforce be chained up and they have given what shelters afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_47) it is a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beast admits a long pathetic wine (utterance_48) there are generally wanted to on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_49) later in the day the wind has veered to the westward heading us slightly (utterance_50) oats and atkinson with intermittent assistants from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_51) there was nothing for it but to grapple with the evil and nearly all hands were laboring for hours in the ways of the ship heaving coal sacks overboard and relashing the petrol cases et cetera and the best man impossible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_52) no sooner would some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy way would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_53) from this moment about floriam the engine room became the centre of interest (utterance_54) the water gained in spite of every effort (utterance_55) the outlook of paid grim (utterance_56) the amount of water which was being made but the ship so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_57) williams had to confess he was beaten and must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_58) the built pump is depended on the main engine (utterance_59) on one occasion i was waste deep when standing on the rail of the poop (utterance_60) the after god were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and one imagined account is a soul safeguard of the ship from sinking practically in attempt to bale or out (utterance_61) occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only saved by his chain (utterance_62) now this is how author hunted the stag (utterance_63) and the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of atho caval was his name (utterance_64) then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered out (utterance_65) one wished that it should be given to the lady best beloved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_66) and after midday they beheld an unshaply little man upon a horse and after him a day more damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully and clad in broken and worthless armor (utterance_67) i know not who they are said he but i know said glenarva this is the night whom deraint pursued and meet things that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_68) but gerant has overtaken an adventure insult to the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_69) lady said he at the gate there was a night and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon as he (utterance_70) i do said he he tells me that he is ederan the sum of nutt (utterance_71) then she replied i know him not (utterance_72) sagoniver went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_73) and geran greets thee well and in greeting thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure for the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf nowhere did he overtake thee (utterance_74) sir said she when thinkest thou that gerant will be here (utterance_75) to morrow lady i think you will be here with the maiden (utterance_76) i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_77) well let us offer from what i hear it because gwinever to be merciful towards thee (utterance_78) the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_79) thus will it be best to do said arthur let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_80) to go over in her handmaid and said he (utterance_81) and the steward of the household so awaded her (utterance_82) and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of montret otha's nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_83) and when durand came to the place where glenarva was he saluted her (utterance_84) then they went in and dismounted (utterance_85) heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_86) and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished edmund the son of ned thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_87) and from that time she became his wife (utterance_88) and the maid took up her abode in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more steamed than she in the island of britain (utterance_89) and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fame had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_90) and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_91) and the neighbouring chief's knowing this grow insolent toyed him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_92) and otha told yurant the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of conwol truly said draint be it to my advantage your disadvantage load i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_93) what discourse said glenarva do i hear between you (utterance_94) said draint i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they sat forth (utterance_95) and never was there seen a fair host journeying towards a severn (utterance_96) and he said to drank i am a feeble and an aged man and whilst i was able to maintain the dominions for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_97) and every one asked that which he desired (utterance_98) and they were not long in giving so eager was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask if none departed unsatisfied (utterance_99) then geraine sent ambassadors to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_100) and they also that it would be the fullness of joy and honour to them for gerank to come and receive their homage (utterance_101) so he received the homage of such as were there (utterance_102) and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_103) a number of other days were observed with a christian church of various times as a birthday of jesus the gospels give no date and appeared to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_104) yet there is no evidence that he was born on that day (utterance_105) might as discrepancy and historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_106) again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of herod marian joseph with the infant jesus fled into egypt looks as nothing about this hurried flight nor of heroes intended to kill the infant siah (utterance_107) when we come to the more important chapters of jesus we meet with queer difficulties (utterance_108) or is always on a friday that the crusphicians commimorated the week in which the day occurs very free to hear (utterance_109) get friday falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox is the full moon louse thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun and the zodiac and the phases of the moon (utterance_110) the pagan ostaria has become the christian easter (utterance_111) that in the absence of evidence origin offers a folly metaphysical arguments against a sceptical senses one (utterance_112) if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the midst of jesus (utterance_113) the immediate companions of jesus appeared to be on the other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_114) who was matthew who was marked (utterance_115) who were john peter judas and mary (utterance_116) there is actually no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_117) if peter ever went to rome with the new doctrine how's it that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_118) here again we see the presence of a myth (utterance_119) he was the only one who saw them (utterance_120) peter paul john james judas i'll keep out the stage almost exclusively (utterance_121) it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of this time you not take notice of him (utterance_122) who they had been in a conspiracy against him (utterance_123) how is his eumaenamous science be accounted for (utterance_124) how then are we to decide which of the a numerous candidates for divine honour should be given our votes (utterance_125) and such a faith is never free it is always maintained but a sword now and by health far hereafter (utterance_126) yet the most impossible utterances are put in juda's mouth (utterance_127) only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the gulme of eaters who had petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_128) moreover givitis could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no childless mothers no shipwrecks no floods no famines no disease no cripple children no insanity no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_129) heavy squares been answered (utterance_130) how me self delude profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_131) and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_132) the same which a preachers of to day give he parried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was to be taking with the provision that what we asked for would be given if god fired for our good (utterance_133) but he said if he asked anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_134) did he not mean just what he said (utterance_135) self effort and not prayer is a remedy against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_136) but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_137) but there is more of a moral tonic in the open and candid discussion of a subject like the one in hand than in the multitude of platitudes (utterance_138) i never deliver a lecture in which i do not either directly or indirectly you full and free expression to my faith in everything that is worthy of faith (utterance_139) if i do not believe in dogma he is because i believe in freedom (utterance_140) oh he tears down for he is not built up is another chryst is one about my work it is not true (utterance_141) no preacher a priest is more constructive (utterance_142) clasping truth in a jail jagged in the mouth of a student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_143) when brino lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world who was his reward the stake (utterance_144) count your rights political religious social intellectual and intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_145) i wish to tell you something (utterance_146) the first list be impersonal be a pites irreverent blastummer atheist and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from indie (utterance_147) not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of men and books searching with a sweat of his brow for the real bread of life when in the open page afore him with his tears push into the wee hours of the night his quest animated by the fairest of all loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience by calling him names (utterance_148) as i approached the city i heard bells ringing and a little later i found the streets astir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_149) looking about me i saw a gentleman in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_150) he must have realized i was a stranger and wished to tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_151) we gazed for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_152) of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_153) yes he answered i can not the worship i am a priest (utterance_154) an idle i whispered taken by surprise (utterance_155) they worship god they did not exist (utterance_156) that the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clamory in my breast (utterance_157) no i said in a low voice (utterance_158) he was an idle then and not a god (utterance_159) it made athens a sea of light he created the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_160) that had only one fault and true to my guide what was that (utterance_161) i inquired without knowing what his aunt's would be it was not true (utterance_162) forgive him (utterance_163) i went with it to myself what blast of me (utterance_164) then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo's radiant presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_165) do you doubt homer (utterance_166) i said to him homer the inspired bard (utterance_167) no no a pole was not an idle (utterance_168) he is a god and the son of a god (utterance_169) the air was heavy with incense a number of men and gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro thou and a kneeling before the various lives and images (utterance_170) observing my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that a people were celebrating the anniversary of the berth the other readiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_171) forget apollo he said with his suggestion of severity in his voice (utterance_172) there is no such person he was only an idle (utterance_173) if you would assert for apollo and all the universe you would never find any one answering to his name or description (utterance_174) i won't deceive jesus i hasten turning toward him (utterance_175) will he not be here this morning (utterance_176) will he not speak to his worshippers i asked again (utterance_177) will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to class his divine feat to unhelve the embrasial fragrance of his breath to basque in the golden light of his eyes to hear the music of his immaculate accents (utterance_178) i asked my eyes fell with wonder in my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_179) would not that then i ventured to ask impatiently make jesus as much of an idol as a pawlo (utterance_180) and if faith it jesus is a god proves him a god while will not faith in a parallel make him a god (utterance_181) i met his a fanciful explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_182) the mind craze for knowledge the child ask questions because of an emborning desire to know (utterance_183) now and then they came close enough to snap at each other (utterance_184) with this mythos the broom man was satisfied and his developing intelligence realized its inaniquisy science was born of that realization (utterance_185) the merest of a one eyed people live in an india has in replace by accurate information concerning the hindus (utterance_186) and this is precisely the use to which me has having put (utterance_187) in his judasameth (utterance_188) there is in man a faculty for fiction (utterance_189) at faint slats and a guesses (utterance_190) it is reflection which introduces a bit into the mouth of imagination curbing its pace and subduing its relentless spirit (utterance_191) we feel the space abound over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beings (utterance_192) we come at the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_193) our feet not really begin to touch the firm ground until we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_194) science was not born till man had matured (utterance_195) gone at people create science (utterance_196) the cradle is the room of other fairies and face to mankind (utterance_197) the school was the birthplace of science (utterance_198) religion is the science of the child (utterance_199) in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_200) he has god's mouth peace and no one may disagree with him (utterance_201) the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_202) let us place ourselves entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_203) as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only costing the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawn to his service to time the ejees the affections the devotions and the labor of humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_204) and again when the artist following malicorne's advice was a little late in arriving and when saint agnen had been obliged to be observed to though no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side two souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quiet meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_205) in a word malicorne philosopher that he was though he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of plenty and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_206) in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confidant she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tardy perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_207) but the door remained closed and neither saint agnen nor the painer appeared nor did the hangings even move (utterance_208) quoth the dearest love said the king that returned quickly (utterance_209) no no not to day sir (utterance_210) i knew but too well that you had not ceased to love me (utterance_211) the valory with a gesture partly of extreme terror and partly as if invoking a blessing attempted to speak but could not articulate one word (utterance_212) at the moment however when the king threw himself on his knees a cry of utter despair rang through the corridor accompanied by the sound of retreating footsteps (utterance_213) the captain sitting buried in his leather arm chair his furs fixed in the floor his sword between his legs was reading a number of letters as he twisted his mustache (utterance_214) d'artagnan uttered a welcome full of pleasure when he perceived his friend's son (utterance_215) i own my boy he said by what lucky incident as it happened that the king has recalled you (utterance_216) these words did not sound agreeably in the young man's ears who as he exceeded himself reply upon my word i cannot tell you all that i know is i have come back hum (utterance_217) that the king has not recalled you and you have returned (utterance_218) i do not understand that at all (utterance_219) crows already pale enough and he now began to turn his hat round and round in his hand (utterance_220) what that do says the matter that you look as you do and what makes you so dumb (utterance_221) said the captain two people nowadays assume that sort of airs in england (utterance_222) i have been in england and came here again as lively as a chaffinch (utterance_223) will you not say something (utterance_224) i had too much to say (utterance_225) ah how is your father (utterance_226) forgive me my dear friend i was going to ask you that (utterance_227) d'artagnan increased his sharpness of his penetrating gaze which no secret was capable of resisting (utterance_228) you are unhappy about something he said (utterance_229) i am indeed and you know the reason very well monsieur d'artagnan (utterance_230) they do not pretend to be astonished (utterance_231) i am not pretending to be astonished my friend (utterance_232) i have neither head nor arm do not despise but help me in two words i am the most wretched of living beings oh (utterance_233) she is deceiving you said d'artagnan not a muscle of whose face had moved those are big words who makes use of them (utterance_234) everyone ah (utterance_235) as every one says so there must be some truth in it (utterance_236) not for a friend for a son (utterance_237) i do take it you are really ill from curiosity (utterance_238) nor does not from curiosity us from love (utterance_239) cut another big word (utterance_240) i tell you i love louise to the staction (utterance_241) well suppose it were only that (utterance_242) no sensible man ever succeeded in making much of a brain when the head was turned (utterance_243) i have completely lost my senses in the same way a hundred times in my life (utterance_244) you would hear but you would not understand me you would understand but you would not obey me (utterance_245) oh try try to try (utterance_246) i go far even if i were unfortunate enough to know something and foolish enough to communicate it to you you are my friend you say indeed yes (utterance_247) very good i should quarrel with you (utterance_248) i never complain as you know but as heaven and my father would never forgive me for blowing out my brain i will go and get the first person i meet to give me the information which you withhold i will tell him he lies and and you will kill you (utterance_249) and a fine affair that would be so much the better what should i care (utterance_250) you now assume a different tone instead of killing you will get killed yourself i suppose you mean very fine indeed (utterance_251) how much i should regret you (utterance_252) of course i shall go about all day seeing ah (utterance_253) what a fine stupid fellow that bragglon was (utterance_254) as great as stupid as i ever met with (utterance_255) go then growl go and get yourself disposed of if you like (utterance_256) i hardly knew who can have taught you logic but do take me if your father has not been regularly robbed of his money (utterance_257) i will buried his face in his hands murmuring no no i have not a single friend in the world (utterance_258) i don't fancy monsieur i do not laugh at you though i am a gascon (utterance_259) a carpenter what do you mean (utterance_260) upon my word i do not know someone told me there was a carpet to whom made an opening through a certain floor (utterance_261) oh i don't know i (utterance_262) and whose room then (utterance_263) i have told you for the last hour that i know nothing of the whole affair (utterance_264) but the painter then the portrait (utterance_265) will you suit him only that name in your mouth (utterance_266) i do not suppose it will concern you (utterance_267) yes you're right and he made a step or two as if you were going to eat why are you going (utterance_268) to look for some one who will tell me be true (utterance_269) who is that a woman (utterance_270) you wish to be consoled by some one and you will be so at once she will tell you nothing ill of herself of course so be off (utterance_271) you are mistaken monsieur replied raoul the woman i mean will tell me all the evils she possibly can (utterance_272) well i admit it (utterance_273) and in point of fact why should i play with you as a cat does with the poor mouse (utterance_274) you distress me you do indeed (utterance_275) wait if you can (utterance_276) i cannot so much the worse (utterance_277) ah said raoul snatching eagerly at the pen which the captain held out to him (utterance_278) how very fortunate that is he was looking for you too (utterance_279) she said in the same tone of voice it is not i who am going to speak to him oh then (utterance_280) i accompanied my granddaughter to dismiss the tamat her ladyship responded (utterance_281) it is scarcely a joyous occasion to my mind (utterance_282) no need the dresser thought like that if it isn't a jackalated mister benny (utterance_283) if i were a sure business wasn't said a man i go myself (utterance_284) when i write a fellow whose neighbour knave north foi i stick to him believe i'll send to find out (utterance_285) the only hive him in elikonna partner was the first time he saw her in the dress she had copy of moctavius nay scamb that and goaded out didn't get a hear i'll wager (utterance_286) this will look like it he said wrathfully (utterance_287) no she answered i am not afraid at all (utterance_288) i shall not be afraid again (utterance_289) in fact she had perfectly confounded her ladyship by her demeanour (utterance_290) i dare if you're not speak to me of very yet she said i will not listen (utterance_291) and turning about she walked out of the room (utterance_292) and nothing more happened than on such acceptance (utterance_293) before breakfast miss blendo was startled by the arrival of another telegraph which mineness follows (utterance_294) arrived to day perasha the earthey to morrow evening (utterance_295) friend with me martin bassard (utterance_296) well remarked ratsavia i suppose that would have been in advantage (utterance_297) octavia was a marked figure upon the ground of that garden party neither jess my dear remarked mister burden (utterance_298) and what a charming color she has in a clear she is usually paler (utterance_299) perhaps the others to lord lynde's own (utterance_300) just prettyer than ever to day in its enjoying yourself (utterance_301) she was enjoying herself mister grannisboro observed it rather gloomily as he stood apart (utterance_302) and then i come lord lyndzo who and crossed the lawn to shake him for this host had been observed to keep his eye fixed upon one particular point vermiston he said after having spoken his first words who is that tall girl in wait (utterance_303) in ten minutes lady theobald mister burnett mister beryle and the verse others too numerous to mention sawmiss in the octavia side evidently with no intention of leaving it (utterance_304) not long after this francis burrow found his way to miss belinda he was very busy even by their nervous enisus evidently enjoying herself he remarked (utterance_305) oklayevia is most happy to day answered mister blinda (utterance_306) very few people understand octavia said miss belinda i'm not sure i follow all her mids myself (utterance_307) she is not as frivolous as she appears to those who don't know her well (utterance_308) they old sedgenawing his mustache and made no reply he was not very comfortable (utterance_309) he saw himself ill used by fate and neither bush tier returned the london from bodok considered voidering and slowbridge (utterance_310) he had amused himself at first but in time he had been surprised to find its amusement knew something of its zest (utterance_311) it's ducily bad form on his part he said mentally what does he mean by it (utterance_312) octivia on the contrary did not ask when he meant by it (utterance_313) where are you jockolated i see what are they (utterance_314) i had not observed it answered her ladyship (utterance_315) but she glared i barrelled as she passed and back into him why was lucia she remained it (utterance_316) i saw her with bermiston half narrow ago he answered coolly have you any message my mother i shall return to london to morrow leaving here early turn quiet pale (utterance_317) what has happened she asked rigidly he looked slightly surprised nothing whatever he replied (utterance_318) i remained here longer than i intended (utterance_319) she began to move the mankels in her right wrist (utterance_320) she had not brought lucia up under her own eye for nothing (utterance_321) chapter twenty three may i go (utterance_322) the very day after this octavia opened a forked trunk (utterance_323) evidently something had happened octavia she said mister doggie is at old klow who is he (utterance_324) he is my great uncle exclaimed lucia tremulously he has a great deal of money (utterance_325) i did not go i understand where mamma tavia she said (utterance_326) last night she came to my room to talk to me and this morning she came again and oh (utterance_327) she broke out indignantly how could she speak to me in such a manner (utterance_328) what did you understand (utterance_329) i am to run after a man who does not care for me and make myself attractive in the hope i he will condescend to marry me because mister binny may leave me as money (utterance_330) do you wonder that it took even lady phileas on a long time to say that (utterance_331) well remarked octavia you will do it i suppose i wouldn't worry (utterance_332) oh i always do it i didn't guess (utterance_333) which she smiled ever so faintly (utterance_334) that is one of the reason why she loathes me so she added (utterance_335) lucia thought deeply forbidden it she recognised all at once several things she had been mystified by before (utterance_336) octavia smiled and would all again (utterance_337) lucia sat thinking her hands clasped tightly (utterance_338) i'm glad i came here said at length (utterance_339) i think i shall never be afraid of her any more (utterance_340) her delicate nostrils were daulated and she held her head up her breath came fast there was a hint of edification in her tone (utterance_341) she walked very fast after she left the house (utterance_342) but it was not against him that lucia's indignation was aroused (utterance_343) she wondered if he had heard her last works she fancied it had (utterance_344) it took hold of her shaking little hand and looked down at her excited face (utterance_345) i am angry she said you have never seen me angry before (utterance_346) i am on my way to my lady theobald (utterance_347) he held her head as calmly as before (utterance_348) what do you want to say to her he asked she laughed again (utterance_349) held her hand rather closer (utterance_350) she has made you very angry said (utterance_351) and then almost before she knew what she was doing she was pouring forth the whole of her story even more of it than she had told ottavia (utterance_352) we shall he said i wish you would let me go and talk but lady theobald you she's out with little start (utterance_353) jesse answered let me go to her (utterance_354) if you will say yes to that i think i can promise but you mean never be afraid of her any more (utterance_355) the fierce collar died out of her cheeks and the tears rushed to her eyes (utterance_356) she raised her face with a methodic look (utterance_357) i'm desperately in love with you he entered in this quietest way (utterance_358) alo colonel how do you fall your word this time (utterance_359) why that thing we must charge you three in a quarter this time the don't (utterance_360) supper was over and i retired to my upper berth situated longside and overlooking the back table where the captain was deeply engaged having now the other pilot as his principal opponent (utterance_361) how do you enjoy then and take in six cords of it's good see do it talks na ket verwell leave the game now is getting right along (utterance_362) this prelate's beading is all this match the witty completed to be paddled on a yat (utterance_363) their anxious to alarm the game and they did learn it (utterance_364) still at all these disadvantages they continued playing they wanted to learn the game (utterance_365) oh pretty quidiglibly sir replied the mate you can scarcely tell what have we are making for we are obliged to keep in it all together and there is a shadow of a fog raising (utterance_366) this wits seems rather better than that we took in a yellow faces but we nearly out again and must be looking out for more (utterance_367) as our way just to how on the right shall we hail (utterance_368) yes yes replied the captain vin the bellinaff whom it's the price of it up here (utterance_369) i thought you really in years double kings (utterance_370) dear sir if you please better look like this time (utterance_371) the other pilot's voice of again her own deck how much have you (utterance_372) only about ten cords sir was replied the youthful sealsman (utterance_373) we've happened here till tom seemed to take six cords which will last delay light and again turn its attention to the game (utterance_374) the pallids here changed places when did they sleep (utterance_375) with a can end the caravan again took her place in the middle of the stream powdling on as usual day at length dawned (utterance_376) i had risen on my out with a cabin to enjoy a view of a bluff (utterance_377) theorete is exclaimed the captain stop her (utterance_378) he was gone (utterance_379) no more deep blue skys are crimsoned now in the tints (utterance_380) she sat by herself at the fire with unlighted candles on the table behind her giel over the day the happy walk happy sketching cheerful pleasant dinner and the uncomfortable miserable walk in the garden (utterance_381) here was she disturbed and happy because her instinct had made anything but a refusal impossible while he not many minutes after he had met with a rejection on what ought to have been the deepest holiest proposal of his life could speak as if its brief success in all the superficial consequences of a good house clever and happy (utterance_382) her mother came into the room before this world of course was adjusted into anything like order (utterance_383) mister hale sipped his tea in outstretched silence margaret had the responses on to herself (utterance_384) she forgot that he had not made them an offer (utterance_385) margaret was preparing her mother's worsted work and rather shrinking from the thought of the long evening and wishing bedtime would come that she might go over the events of the day again (utterance_386) margaret (utterance_387) i won't speak to you about something very serious to us all (utterance_388) very serious to us all (utterance_389) mister lennox and never had the opportunity of having any private conversation with her father after her refusal or else that would indeed be a very serious affair (utterance_390) but she soon felt it was not about anything which having only lately and suddenly occurred could have given rise to any complicated thoughts that her father wished to speak to her (utterance_391) mister hale did not answer for a minute or two (utterance_392) margaret could not bear the sight of the suspense which was even more distressing to her father than to herself (utterance_393) but why do you papa do tell me (utterance_394) because i must no longer be a minister in the church of england (utterance_395) and nothing to the shop tree received from mister hale's last speech what could he mean (utterance_396) it was all it was for being so mysterious (utterance_397) why can you no longer be a clergyman (utterance_398) surely is the bishop who told all we know about frederick and the hard in jest (utterance_399) margaret i will tell you about it (utterance_400) or relents at any questions this ones but after to night let us now speak of it again (utterance_401) i can meet the consequences of my painful miserable doubt but it is an effort beyond me to speak of what has caused me so when suffering (utterance_402) no not doubt as to religion not the slightest injury to that he paused (utterance_403) margaret sighed as if standing on the words of some new horror (utterance_404) margaret how i love the holy church from wintering to be shut out (utterance_405) he could not go on for a moment or two (utterance_406) margaret could not tell what to say it seemed to her as terror be a mysterious as if her father were about to turn mahometeen (utterance_407) the one state foundation of her home of her idea of her beloved father seemed realing and walking (utterance_408) he swallowed down the dry choking sob which had been heaving up from his heart hitherto and going to his bookcase he took down a volume which he had often been leading lately and from which he thought he had derived strength to enter upon the cause in which he was now embarked (utterance_409) listen dear margaret said he putting one arm around her waist (utterance_410) when god will not use thee in one kind yet he will in another (utterance_411) if when thou art charged with corrupting god's worship forcifying thy wilms their pretendest and necessity were it on an order to a continuance in the ministry (utterance_412) as he read this and glanced at much more which he did not read he gave resolution for himself and felt as if he too could be brave and firm in doing what he believed to be right but as he ceased he heard margaret's low convulsive sob and his courage sang down under the keen sense of suffering (utterance_413) i have won long with south reproach that would have roused any mine less too better and cowardly than mine (utterance_414) he shook his head as he went on (utterance_415) margaret i tried to do it i tried to content myself with simply refusing the district government and stopping quietly here striming my conscience now as i had strained it before (utterance_416) god forgive me (utterance_417) he rose and walked up and down the room speaking low words of soft reproach and humiliation for which margaret was thankful to hear but a few (utterance_418) margaret i return to the old said burden we must leave helstone (utterance_419) yes (utterance_420) i have written to the bishop i dare say i have told you so but i forget things just now said mister hale collapsed into his depressed manner as soon as he came to talk of hard matter of fact details informing him of my intention to resign the speakerage (utterance_421) they are but what i have cried upon myself without a wail (utterance_422) that will be a trial but worse far worse will be departing from my dear people (utterance_423) you will come to stay with us to morrow (utterance_424) was it to be some sudden men (utterance_425) what does mama say (utterance_426) margaret i am a poor coward after all i cannot bear to give pain (utterance_427) yes indeed she must said margaret (utterance_428) perhaps after all she may not oh yes (utterance_429) she will she must be shot as the force of the blow returned upon herself and trying to realize how another would take it (utterance_430) to milton norden he answered with a dull indifference for he had perceived that although his daughter's love had made her claim to him and for a moment tried to soothe him with her love yet the keenness of the pain was as fresh as ever in her mind (utterance_431) note to an author (utterance_432) yes said he in the same despondent in different way (utterance_433) but he with this quick induity of sympathy read in her face as in the mirror the reflections of his own moody depression and turned it off with an effort (utterance_434) you shall be told oh margaret (utterance_435) only help me to tell your mother (utterance_436) i am going out for the day to bid father dobson and the pull people on basie common good bye (utterance_437) would you dislike breaking it to her very much margaret (utterance_438) margaret did dislike it gitching from it more than from anything she had ever had to do in her life before (utterance_439) mister hale shook his head discordiningly and pressed her hand in token of gratitude (utterance_440) margaret was nearly upset again into a burst of crying (utterance_441) to turn her thoughts she said now tell me papa what outlines are (utterance_442) you and mamma have some money independent of the income from the living have not you on shore has i know (utterance_443) serenity of that has always gone to frederick since he has been abroad (utterance_444) you must have sawn the painful serving with the spanish army (utterance_445) frederick must not suffer said margaret decidedly in a foreign country so unjustly treated by his own and as his left (utterance_446) no (utterance_447) said mister hale that would not answer i must do something (utterance_448) i can always decide better for myself and not influence by those whom i loved said he as i half apology for having the reign so might be fully had told any one of his family of his intentions (utterance_449) i cannot stand objections (utterance_450) they made me swollen decided (utterance_451) mister hale continued a few months ago when my measure of doubt became more than i could bear without speaking i wrote to mister bell you remember mister bell margaret (utterance_452) no i never saw him i think (utterance_453) at any rate he has property then which has very much increased in value since milton has become such a large manufacturing town (utterance_454) i don't know that he gave me my strength (utterance_455) a private tutor (utterance_456) said margaret looking scornful one in the world in manufactures won with the classics on literature on the accomplishments of a gentleman (utterance_457) oh said her father some of them really seemed to be fine fellows conscience of their own deficiencies which is more than manly a man at oxford is (utterance_458) some want they children to be better instructive than they themselves have been (utterance_459) and in milton margaret i shall find a busy life if not a happy one and people and seeing so different that i shall never be reminded of helstone (utterance_460) discordant as it was with almost a detestation for all she had ever heard of the north of england the manufacturers of people the wild and late country there was a small recommendation it would be different from helstone and could never remind them of that beloved place (utterance_461) when do we go (utterance_462) i do not know exactly (utterance_463) i want his to talk it over with me (utterance_464) you see no mother knows nothing about it yet but i think in a fortnight after my dear resignation is sent in i shall have no right to remain (utterance_465) margaret was all withstanded (utterance_466) but she recovered herself immediately (utterance_467) yes papa it had better be fixed soon and decidedly as you say (utterance_468) called polaria (utterance_469) oh if i were not married if i were but myself in the world how easy it would be (utterance_470) no said margaret sadly i will do it (utterance_471) you must not deceive yourself into doubting the reality of my words my fixed intention and resolve (utterance_472) he looked at her in the same steady stony manner for some moments after he had been speaking (utterance_473) the blessing of god bel upon thee my child (utterance_474) the next moment she feared lest this answer to his blessing might be reverent wrong might hurt him as coming from his daughter as she threw her arms around his neck (utterance_475) she heard him murmur to himself the martyrs and confesses had even more pain to bear i will not shrink (utterance_476) they were startled by hearing missus hale inquiring for her daughter (utterance_477) in seventeen fifty he came forth in the character for which he was eminently qualified a majestic teacher of moral and religious wisdom (utterance_478) the vehicle which he chose was that of a periodical paper which he knew had been upon former occasions employed with great success (utterance_479) when i was to begin polishing that paper i was at a loss how to name it (utterance_480) i sat down and night up on my bedside and resolved that i would not go to sleep till i had fixed its title (utterance_481) edison's note was a fiction in which unconnected fragments of his lucubrations were purposely jumbled together in his awe the matter as he could in order to produce a laughable effect (utterance_482) whereas johnson's abreviations are all distinct and applicable to each subject of which the head is mentioned (utterance_483) for instance there is the following specimen (utterance_484) public calamities no sense of their prevalence of bad habits nigligent of time ready to undertake careless to pursue all changed by time (utterance_485) confidence of others unsuspecting as unexuspecting as unexecurrented imagining himself secure against neglect never imagines they will venture to treat him ill ready to trust expecting to be trusted (utterance_486) new fanbacious as thinking honours easy to be had (utterance_487) different kinds of praise pursued at different periods (utterance_488) of the fancy and manhood (utterance_489) three (utterance_490) scholars friendship like ladies (utterance_491) drawn to man by words repelled by passions (utterance_492) common danger unites by crushing other passions but they return (utterance_493) quality hinders compliance (utterance_494) superiority produces insolence and envy (utterance_495) too much regard in each to private interest to little (utterance_496) of confederacy with superiors everyone knows the inconvenience (utterance_497) with equals no authority every man his own opinion is an interest (utterance_498) man and wife hardly united scarce ever without children (utterance_499) coputation if two to one against two how many against five (utterance_500) in this as in many other cases i go wrong in opposition to conviction for i think scarce any temporal good equally to be desired with the regard and familiarity of worthy men (utterance_501) i hope we shall be sometime nearer to each other and have a more ready way of pouring out our hearts (utterance_502) the greatest benefit which one friend can confer upon another is to god and excite and elevate his virtues (utterance_503) this your mother will still perform if you diligently preserve the memory of her life and of her death a life after fours i could learn which will wise and innocent and the death resigned peaceful and wholly (utterance_504) i cannot forbear to mention did neither reason nor revelation denies you to hope that you may increase her happiness by obeying her precepts and that she may in her present state look with pleasure upon every act of virtue to which her instructions or example have contributed (utterance_505) if you write down minutely what you are member of her from your earliest years you will be did with great pleasure and receive from it many hints of soothing recollection when time shall remove her yet father from you and your grief shall be mature to veneration (utterance_506) number thirty two on patience even under extreme misery is wonderfully lofty and as much above the rent of stoicism as the song of revelation is brighter than the twilight of pagan philosophy (utterance_507) it must indeed be allowed that the structure of his sentences is expanted and often has somewhat of the inversion of latin and that he delighted to express familiar thoughts in philosophical language being in this the reverse of socrates whom it was said reduced philosophy to the simplicity of common life (utterance_508) this idle charge has been echoed from one babylon to another who have confounded johnson's essays with johnson's dictionary and because he thought it's right in the lexicon of our language to collect many words which had fallen into disuse but were supported by great authorities it has been imagined that all of these have been into woven into his own compositions (utterance_509) their styles differ as plain cloth and brocade (utterance_510) our extremest pleasure has some sort of groaning and complaining in it would you not say that it is dying of pain (utterance_511) the highest and fullest contentment offers more of the grave than of the merry ips of felicatos say missy temporart premit even felicity unless it moderate itself oppresses (utterance_512) socrates says that some god tried to mix in one mass and to confound pain and pleasure but not being able to do it he bethought him at least to couple them by the tail matrodore said that in sorrow there's some mixture of pleasure (utterance_513) nature discovers this confusion to us painters hold that the same motions and grimaces of the face that serve for laughter too and indeed before the one of the other be finished do but observe the painter's manner of handling and you will be in doubt to which of the two the design of laughter does at last bring tears (utterance_514) and therefore common and less speculative souls are found to be more proper for and more successful in the management of affairs and the elevated and exquisite opinions of philosophy unfit for business this sharp vivacity of soul and the supple and restless volubility attending it disturbed by negotiations (utterance_515) he who dies into and in his inquisition comprehends all circumstances and consequences hinders his election a little engine well handled this sufficient for executions whether of less or greater weight (utterance_516) when the lofty fusities is about to enter upon his description of the plague that desolated athens one of his modern commentators assurest the reader that the choice morsel from a cupboard to regale a favorite that this plague will give his history a most agreeable variety (utterance_517) such are the true subjects for the historic pen (utterance_518) the fall of empires the desolation of happy countries splendid cities smoking in their ruins the proudest works of art tumbled in the dust the shrieks and groans of whole nations ascending under heaven (utterance_519) thus those swarms of flies which are so often execrated as useless vermin are created for the sustenance of spiders and spiders on the other hand are evidently made to devour flies (utterance_520) ancient traditions speak much of his learning and of the gallant inroads he had made into the dead languages in which he had made captive a host of greek knowns and latin verbs and brought off rich booty in ancient saws and apothegems which he was wont to parade in his public harangues as spolia opiuma (utterance_521) it was observed however that he seldom got into an argument without getting into a perplexity and then into a passion with its adversary for not being convinced grattus (utterance_522) his abode which he had fixed at a bowery or country seat at a short distance from the city just at what is now called dutch street soon abounded with proofs of his ingenuity patents that astonished and confounded all beholders (utterance_523) it is in knowledge as in swimming he who flounders and spices on the surface makes more noise and attracts more attention than the pearl diver who quietly dies in quest of treasures to the bottom (utterance_524) the romans by this means erected their colonies for perceiving their city to grow immeasurably populous they eased it of the most unnecessary people and sent them to a madness the mother of corruption should bring upon them some worse inconvenience (utterance_525) and we suffer the eels of a long piece luxury is more pronicious than more (utterance_526) and this also was one reason why our king philip consented to send his son john upon a foreign expedition that he might take along with him a great number of hot young men who were then in his pay (utterance_527) what other end as the impious art of the gladiators proposed to itself what the slaughter of young men what pleasure fed with blood (utterance_528) prince take the honours delayed for thy reign and be successor to thy father's henceforth let none at rome be slain for sport (utterance_529) let beasts blood stain thee influous arena and no more homicides be their actant (utterance_530) it was not enough for them to fight and to die bravely but cheerfully too insomuch that they were hissed and cursed if they made any hesitation about receiving their death (utterance_531) the very girls themselves set them on (utterance_532) beginning of revolt (utterance_533) at this unexpected command the surprise was great on board the forward (utterance_534) light the fires exclaimed some (utterance_535) what with asked others (utterance_536) and stuffed the stove with the masts added warren (utterance_537) did you hear me (utterance_538) who spoke cried hatteras (utterance_539) i did said pen advancing towards the captain (utterance_540) i say answered pen with an oath i say we've had enough of it and we won't go any further (utterance_541) you shan't kill us with hunger and work in the winter and they shan't write the fires (utterance_542) if you repeat what the man says answered hatteras i'll have you shut up in your cabin and guarded (utterance_543) a murmur was heard (utterance_544) the engineer followed by clover and worn went down to his post (utterance_545) the steam was soon got up the anchors were weighed and the forward veered away east cutting he on ice with her steel prow (utterance_546) between barring island and beacher point there are considerable quantity of islands in the midst of ice fields the streams crowd together in the little channels which cut up this part of the sea they had a tendency to agglomerate under the relatively low temperature (utterance_547) i'm beginning not to answered wall (utterance_548) hatteras still hoped to find an open sea beyond the seventy seventh parallel as sir edward belter had done (utterance_549) ought he to treat these accounts as a paqueropho (utterance_550) the next day the sun set for the first time ending thus the long series of days with twenty four hours in them (utterance_551) the men had ended by getting accustomed to the continual daylight but it had never made any difference to the animals the greenland dogs went to their rest at their accustomed hour and dick slept as regularly every evening as though darkness had covered the sky (utterance_552) the doctor by following johnson's advice accustomed himself to support the low temperature he almost always stayed on deck roving the cold the wind and the snow (utterance_553) there's more than one among stushwood liked to an imitate that i think (utterance_554) they are cowards mister clawbonny those animals have no provisions as we have and are obliged to seek their food where it is to be found (utterance_555) you hope that hatteras will succeed then (utterance_556) he certainly will mister clawbonny (utterance_557) i'm of the same opinion as you johnson and if he only wanted one faithful companion he'll have too (utterance_558) prince albert land which the ford was then coasting bears also the name of grenole land and though hatteras from his hatred to the yankees would never call it by its american name it is the one that generally goes by (utterance_559) on the eighteenth of august they sighted britannia mountain scarcely visible through the mist and the forward weighed anchor the next day in northumberland bay (utterance_560) and as a mortal apollo sought to earn his bread amongst men (utterance_561) afterward people wondered at admediss's ever smiling face and evarating beam (utterance_562) those before it matters sailed on the argo with jason and the companions of the quest (utterance_563) thereafter admitted us having love of alchestus was even more happy than he had been before (utterance_564) a radiant figure it was and it matters knew that this was apollo come to him again (utterance_565) but apollo turned to administer a face that was without joy (utterance_566) what years of happiness have been mine know paula through your friendship for me said nodmetus (utterance_567) but still apollo stood before him with a face that was without joy (utterance_568) he spoke and his voice was not that clear and vibrant voice that he had once in speaking to admesis (utterance_569) at midas at menace he said it is for me to tell you that you may no more look on the blue sky nor walk upon the green earth (utterance_570) it is to me to tell you that the god of the underworld will have you come to a madmedress and menace know that even now the god of laundorld is sending death for you (utterance_571) if one will go willingly in thy place with death thou canst still live on go and notice (utterance_572) and then he came upon ancient woman who sat upon stones in the courtyard grinding and corn between two stones (utterance_573) there she was sitting as he had first known her with her eyes blurred and her knees shaking and with the dust of the courtyard and the husks of the corn in her maddened hair (utterance_574) he went to her and spoke to her and he asked her to take the place of the king and go with death (utterance_575) but when she heard the name of dass hoar came into the face of the ancient woman and she cried out that she would not let death come near her (utterance_576) admedist took the man shirled hand and he asked him if he would not take the king's place and goethe death that was coming for him (utterance_577) then admemna swinking to the palace and into the chambers bed was and he lay down upon the bed and he lamented that he would have to go with death that was coming for him from the god of the nondor world and he lamented that none of the wretched ones round the house would take his place (utterance_578) one should go in your place for you are the king and have many great affairs to attend to (utterance_579) now the footsteps seemed to stop (utterance_580) it was not so terrible for him as before (utterance_581) and the words he had spoken he would have taken back the words that had brought her consent to go with death in his place (utterance_582) death would soon be here for her (utterance_583) no not here for you would not have death come into the palace (utterance_584) he lifted our casta strong bed and he carried her from the palace (utterance_585) no more speech came from her (utterance_586) and as for admeters he went within the chamber and knelt beside the bed on which i cast his sad lane and thought of his terrible loss (utterance_587) to what god is that sacrifice do (utterance_588) and then haracklees felt that another labor was before him (utterance_589) i have dragged up from the underworld he thought the hounds i guards those whom death brings down into the realm of the god of the undulled (utterance_590) why should i not strive with death (utterance_591) and one a noble thing it would be to bring back this faithful woman to her house and to her husband (utterance_592) he left the palace of edward meadows and he went to the temple of the gods (utterance_593) you are held by me death and you will not be let go unless you promise to go forth from this temple without bringing one with you (utterance_594) and death knowing that harackles could hold him there and that the business of the god of languors would be left undone if you were held promised that you would leave the temple without bringing one with him (utterance_595) she was veiled and that menace could not see her features (utterance_596) here is a woman whom i am bringing back to her husband i want her from an enemy (utterance_597) this i cannot do said her in medicines i have had pains enough (utterance_598) then at matters raised the veil of the woman he had taken across the threshold of his house (utterance_599) thus when dogmas lead it what the man really and in general wills remain still the same (utterance_600) for these are careful only for themselves for their own egoism just like a bandit from whom they are only distinguished by the absurdity of their means (utterance_601) the deeds and conduct of an individual and of a nation may be very much modified through dogmas example and custom (utterance_602) with an equal degree of wickedness one man may die on the will in another in the bosom of this family (utterance_603) it is conceivable that a perfect state or perhaps indeed a complete and firmly believed doctrine of wars and punishments after death might prevent every crime politically much would be gained thereby morally nothing only the expression of the will in life would be restricted (utterance_604) we who here seek the theory of virtue and have therefore also to express abstractly the nature of the knowledge which lies at its foundation will yet be unable to convey that knowledge itself in this expression (utterance_605) he sees that this distinction between himself and others which to the bad man is so great a gulf only bonds to a fleeting and a loose of phenomena (utterance_606) he recognises himself his will in every being and consequently also in the sufferer (utterance_607) but the latter is the necessary and inevitable symptom of that knowledge (utterance_608) the opposite of the steen of conscience the origin and significance of which is explained above is the good conscience the satisfaction which we experience after every disinterested deed (utterance_609) to good man lives in world a friendly individuals the well being of any of whom he regards us his own (utterance_610) therefore although the knowledge of the lot of mankind generally does not make its disposition a joyful one yet the permanent knowledge of his own nature in all living beings gives him a certain evenness and even serendy of disposition (utterance_611) for the interest which is extended to innumerable manifestations cannot cause such anxiety as that which is concentrated upon one (utterance_612) the accidents which concern individuals collectively equalize themselves while those which happen to the particular individual constitute good or bad fortune (utterance_613) thus though others have set up moral principles which they give out as prescriptions for virtue and laws which it was necessary to follow i as has already been said cannot do this because i have no oct or lot prescribed to the eternally free will (utterance_614) further than this it cannot go for there exist no reason for preferring an individuality of another to its own (utterance_615) yet the number of other individuals whose whole happiness or life is in danger may outweither regard for one's own particular well being (utterance_616) so died socrates in guirdano bruno and so many a hero of the truth suffered death at the stake at the hand of the priests (utterance_617) weeping is accordingly sympathy with her ownselves or sympathy directed back on its source (utterance_618) it is therefore conditional upon the capacity for love and sympathy and also on imagination (utterance_619) when we are moved to tears not through our own suffering but through that of another this happens as follows (utterance_620) either we vividly put ourselves in the place of the sufferer by imagination or see in his fate the lot of humanity as a whole and consequently first of all are on lot and thus in a very round by way it is yet always about ourselves that we weep sympathy with ourselves which we feel this seems to be the principal reason of the universal and thus natural weeping in the case of death (utterance_621) first of all he certainly weeps for the fate of the dead but he also weeps when after long heavy and incurable suffering death was to this man a wish for deliverance (utterance_622) they were in the land this people said before the moon had come into the sky (utterance_623) and many of the magicians of egypt who had come with keen cessostrous stayed in that city of aa and they taught people spells that could stay the moon and are going and coming in a rising and setting (utterance_624) mitya too his wise daughter knew the secrets talked by those who could sway the moon (utterance_625) for jason was the grand son of krethius and krethius was the brother of othamus their grandfather (utterance_626) jason took pelias and tormon with him (utterance_627) as they came to the city a mist fell and jason and his comrades with the sons of francis went through the city without being seen (utterance_628) the mist lifted and before the heroes was the wonder of the palace in the bright light of the morning (utterance_629) on each side of the courtyard were the palace billions in one keen aetis lived with absurdists his son and in the other chalciope and media lived with their handmagians (utterance_630) and then a dove flew toward her it was been chased by a hawk and many a saw the hawk's eyes and beak (utterance_631) we pulled away from that place and thereafter we were driven by the wind back to the mouth of the frosts (utterance_632) with him there came the mightiest of the sheriff's greece (utterance_633) already he has heard of your bitter foes the sarah matti (utterance_634) he with his comrades would subdue them for you (utterance_635) it is heart was filled with wrath as he looked upon them and his eyes shone as the leopard's eyes (utterance_636) and then speaking to the king in a quiet voice jason said (utterance_637) his heart was divided as to whether he should summon his arm to men and have them slain upon the spot or whether he should put them into danger by the trial he would make of them (utterance_638) it may be that ye are truly of the seed of the mortals (utterance_639) and it may be that i shall give you the gold fleece to bear way after i have made trial of you (utterance_640) she entered softly and she stood away from her father and the four who were speaking with him (utterance_641) she had a dark face those made very strange by her crown of gold hair (utterance_642) know that on the plain of aris yonder i have two fire bringing balls with feet abreas (utterance_643) then i showed the furrows not with the seed that demeanor gives but with teeth of a dragon (utterance_644) if you can accomplish this that i accomplished in days gone by i shall submit to you and give you the gold fleece (utterance_645) but if you cannot accomplish what i once accomplished you shall go from my city empty handed for it is not right that a brave man should yield up to one who cannot show himself as brave (utterance_646) then jason utterly confounded cast his eyes upon the ground (utterance_647) i will dare this contest monstrous outers it is (utterance_648) as he said this he saw the eyes of mitya grow wide as with fear (utterance_649) phrontis and mills went to where their mother was (utterance_650) but what can i do so small and stupid and shy as i am (utterance_651) i must find some way to give the little ones an ice christmas (utterance_652) tom oll like to have regoish him and saying while he places harp in the streets (utterance_653) yes i will try and then if i do well the little one shall have a merry christmas (utterance_654) but see that it is cold in the streets the wind bites and the snow freezes one's fingers (utterance_655) she thanked tommo and ran away to get ready for she felt sure her father would not refuse her anything (utterance_656) then she watched out little ransos frock and put it to dry because she would not be able to do it the next day (utterance_657) she longed to make the beds and dressed the children over night she was in such a hurry to have all in order but as i could not be she sat down again and tried over all the song she knew (utterance_658) when she had told her plan peter binardie shook his head and thought it would never do but tessa begged so hard he consented at last that she should try it from one week and sent her to bed the happiest little girl in new york (utterance_659) as soon as her father was gone tessa flew about and put everything in nice order telling the children she was going out for the day and they were to mind tom was mother who had seen about the fire in the dinner for the good woman left tessa and entered into her little plans with all her heart (utterance_660) portess's heart beat fast as she trudged away with toma who slung his harp over his shoulder and gave her his hand (utterance_661) it was rather a dirty hand but so kind that tessa clung to it and kept looking up at the friendly brown face for encouragement (utterance_662) see now have no fear give them bella monica that is marianne will make the laugh whispered toma turning his heart (utterance_663) one of that old frenchman nodded to her and it seemed to help her very much for she began to sing before she thought and that was the hardest part of it (utterance_664) but tommo shook his curly head and answered soberly yes i took you there first for they love music and are after our country but up among the great houses we shall not always do well (utterance_665) but she had made half a dollar for toma divided the money fairly and she felt rich with her share (utterance_666) her hands were covered with chilblanes for she had no mittens but she had put them under her shawl and shuffled merrily away in her big boots feeling so glad that the week was over and nearly three dollars safe in her pocket (utterance_667) how gave the streets where that day (utterance_668) how brisk everyone was and how bright the faces looked as people charted about with big baskets holly wreaths and young evergreens going to blossom into splendid christmas trees (utterance_669) but i can't so i'll fill the socks all full and be happy said tessa as she looked wistfully into the gay stores and saw the heavy baskets go by (utterance_670) who knows what may happen if we do well returned tommo nodding wisely for he had planned as well as tessa and kept chuckling over it as he trudged through the mud (utterance_671) we'll try one more street and then go home thou art so tired little one (utterance_672) at the fourth some people at them sing all their songs and gave nothing (utterance_673) tusta felt so grateful that without waiting for tomah she sang her sweetest little song all alone (utterance_674) i last mamma said rose and away she went into the dining room close by (utterance_675) as the door opened tessa saw what looked to her like a fairy feast all silver mugs and flowery plates and oranges and nuts and rosy wine and tall glass pitchers and smoking dishes that smelt so deliciously she could not restrain a little sniff of satisfaction (utterance_676) ah yes i shall come with much gladness and play as never in my life before cried tommo with a flourish of the old cap that made the children laugh (utterance_677) give these to your brother said the fairy prince stuffing nuts and oranges into tessa's hands (utterance_678) ah so kind so very kind i have no way to say thank you but runs us shall be for you a heavenly angel and i will sing my heart out for your tree cried tessa folding the mittens as if she would say a prayer of thankfulness if she knew how (utterance_679) she got up early to see if the socks were all right and there she found the most astonishing sight (utterance_680) four socks instead of three and by the fourth pinned out quite elegantly was a little dress evidently meant for her a warm woollen dress all made and actually with bright buttons on it (utterance_681) tessa screamed and danced in her delight and eftumbling all the children to scream and dance with her making a regular carnival on it small scale (utterance_682) in her long stocking she found all sorts of treasures for tomo had stuffed it full of queer things and his mother had made ginger bread into every imaginable shape from fat pigs to full omnibuses (utterance_683) little ranso was accepted with delight by the kind lady and her children and tussa learn the song quite easily (utterance_684) arose from the crowd of children gathered to the festival (utterance_685) before they went home the kind mamma told tessa she should be her friend and gave her motherly kiss which warmed the child's heart and seemed to set a conceal upon that promise (utterance_686) the senator took his seat in the popit with the ministron one side of him and the superintendent of the sunday school on the other (utterance_687) so ot were they by the presence of a living united states senator that during three minutes not a spit ball was thrown (utterance_688) after that they began to come to themselves by degrees and presently the spell was wholly gone and they were reciting verses and polly hair (utterance_689) the usual sunny school exercises were hurried through and then the minister got up and bored the house with a speech built on the customary sunday school plan then the superintendent put in his oar and then the town dignitaries had their side (utterance_690) and i am some populous centre of my own country where the choicest children of the land have been selected and brought together as at a fair for a prize no (utterance_691) then where am i yes where am i (utterance_692) my soul is lost in wonder at the thought (utterance_693) earth has no higher no grander position for me (utterance_694) then what is it what did my consciousness reply (utterance_695) i think of that now i could hardly keep the tears back i was so grateful (utterance_696) they could not give him a costly education but they were good and wise and they sent him to the sunday school he loved this in the school (utterance_697) i hope you love your sunday school i see by your faces that you do that is right (utterance_698) always love your teachers my children for they love you more than you can know now (utterance_699) and by and by the people made him governor and he said it was all owing to the sunday school (utterance_700) why the people gave him a towering illustrious position a grand imposing position (utterance_701) it was senator of the united states (utterance_702) that poor little boy that left his sunday school became that man that man stands before you (utterance_703) above all things my children be honest (utterance_704) when senator dower they departed from cattleville he left three dozen boys behind him arranging a campaign of life whose objective point was the united states in it (utterance_705) never mind polly said jasper there's all next summer and after a winter and dressed in and all our hard work over music one would be fine notes had john round again and his eyes glistened (utterance_706) and you'll go on drawing and painting till you get to be a great artistry on polly enthusiastically and then we'll see something you've done in the louvre maybe the louvre cried adela oh dear me polly pepper (utterance_707) tom selwyn had been very souvi during all this merry chatter and now in his seat across the narrow aisle he drummed his heels impatiently on the floor (utterance_708) what's up little mother asked tom in surprise at her unusual manner it's just this tom (utterance_709) when the news was circulated as it was pretty soon that the party was not to be broken into it all till paris was a completed story the jubilation was such as to satisfy even tom (utterance_710) oh isn't it oats peas beans and barley grow cried polly as they watched them intently (utterance_711) and his long arm went out and picked a jack and end of an urchin who incautiously regarding such quiet travellers as not worth minding had hovered too near while trying to tease the girls (utterance_712) and presently a woman came and took little blue pin of fore off and then the rest of the girls unclassed their hands and the ring melted away and the game was over (utterance_713) i'm glad the girls over here half fun said polly as grandpapin his party moved off isn't it nice to think they do (utterance_714) two or three days of rest at martinique put every one in good shape and gave them all a bit of time to pick up on many little things that were behind hand (utterance_715) that's my third letter polly announced jasper on the other side of the table now i'm going to begin on jewels (utterance_716) one too said polly counting why i thought i'd written three while this one is most finished asper (utterance_717) dare said tom delighted to think that no terrible rewards ought had really ensued from his words that after they were out had scared him mightily (utterance_718) i'll poster us to polly give them here (utterance_719) then his face brightened and he said and she's right polly while polly fished up frank out of joe's little money bag that hung in her belt (utterance_720) dig at the stamps please jasper and put them on and he took up her two letters and she gave the bag a little patch for joel's sake wishing it was his stuffy black hair that her fingers could touch (utterance_721) i don't know where we are going to get nice weight paper for a round robin said polly leaning her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands i know ejaculated tom whirling on his heel and dashing out (utterance_722) i want polly to said phronsie wriggling away from the pen that polly held out alluringly (utterance_723) phronsie who hadn't heard what polly said her small head being full of the responsibility of beginning the important letter and considering since it was to be done it was best to have it over with as soon as possible felt a scribbling the letters as fast as she could all of them running down hill (utterance_724) it's all right grind jaddy i'll like it he said (utterance_725) i tell you you don't know my granddaddy he's got lots of fun in him he added (utterance_726) i won't cry any more declared phronsie wiping off the last tear trailing down her nose (utterance_727) then i shall be all as well as ever said polly kissing the wet little face (utterance_728) we must put in little pictures said polly trying to make herself cheery as the work went visily on (utterance_729) polly you always do think of the best things exclaimed jasper beaming at her which made her try harder than ever to smile (utterance_730) i wouldn't feel so badly polly he managed to whisper when phronsie was absorbed with an work he'll like to probably just as father did the tinge red boy (utterance_731) he seems to accomplish something every time he goes observed jasper drily hello just look at him now (utterance_732) oh dear me exclaimed adela as her scissors slipped now you've jogged the table again then she caught polly's eye (utterance_733) rather not much obliged tom bobbed his thanks (utterance_734) picture after picture cut from railroad guide books illustrated papers and it seemed to jasper gathered as if by magic with cunning little photographs broke up the letter and wound in and out with funny and charming detail of some of their journey (utterance_735) the rest of it is nice whispered jasper and i venture to say that hull like that the best of all (utterance_736) mister king thought so too and he beamed at phronsie so you did he cried now that's fine i wish you'd write me a letter some time (utterance_737) i don't know how to say good bye to you nelli told dorothy and then next morning (utterance_738) oh that will be splendid declared nan (utterance_739) you are quite rich now are you remarked dorothy (utterance_740) and dorothy went up and down the room like the pictures of cinderella's proud sisters (utterance_741) oh you'll be on hand to thank you replied the joking dorothy (utterance_742) come nelly called missus mc glaughlyn i'm ready where's your hat (utterance_743) we might be able to manage that too nelli told him (utterance_744) my uncle is a fireman and he can take us through his engine house (utterance_745) most of them i guess answered bert (utterance_746) well we have had a good vacation and i'm willing to go to work again (utterance_747) so am i declared nan but the casem was just long enough i think (utterance_748) mister bobbsey was done from the city of course to take the family home and now all hands even futty and plassy were busy cracking up (utterance_749) there were the shells to be looked after the fish nets besides downy the duck and the sneaked the cat (utterance_750) and so our little friends had spent all their vacation (utterance_751) captain bull the commander of a small garrison at sabrook permitted him to land but when the governor began to read his commission all ordered him to be silent (utterance_752) what has happened mister prince watsworth asked for he could see that the man was greatly excited governor andrews was come again gasped mister prince why should that alarm us the fellow though given to boasting is not dangerous declared mister prince the liberties of the colony are involved (utterance_753) captain watsworth became a little uneasy though he was still inclined to treat the matter lightly (utterance_754) we have stubbornly refused to yield their charger voluntarily for it is the guardian of our political brites (utterance_755) that is true captain wadsworth continued mister prince and to subdue our stubbornness this this this story has come to heartford with sixty armed men to demand the surrender of the charter in person (utterance_756) captain watsworth bounded to his feet in a rage and placing his hand on the hilt of the sword declared he shall not have it (utterance_757) the day was well nigh spent when he arrived and the members were engaged in a heated debate on a subject of the utmost importance (utterance_758) he consented however to await the discussion but as soon as it was ended he declared that he would have the charter (utterance_759) after that captain had taken two or three turns across the room he paused and asked (utterance_760) what is the assembly doing engaged in a bay (utterance_761) and will he wait until it is ended he has promised to do so (utterance_762) mister prince fixed his amazed eyes on the captain's face and read their desperate determination captain he began (utterance_763) mister prince bowed and hastily returned to the house where the assembly was in session (utterance_764) as soon as he was gone charles stephen said (utterance_765) yes charles will answer what do you mean uncle (utterance_766) never did debaters take greater interest in a minor subject (utterance_767) what do you intend doing uncle will you fight then (utterance_768) remember the work that must be done right at the time not too soon nor to read (utterance_769) the sun was setting and the captain said (utterance_770) come charles let us hasten to the assembly (utterance_771) by no means but i want you to be fully impressed with the seriousness of your mission (utterance_772) take your pleased charles and be prepared to do your part whispered captain wobb'sworth (utterance_773) child's god is close to the long table used by the secretary's as possible without attracting special attention (utterance_774) the discussion went on darkness came and forelighted candles replaced on the table in two set on herself on the wall (utterance_775) those two candles on the wall were at great annoyance to charles until he saw a man's station near them (utterance_776) though the lights were extinguished through the window the faint starlight dimly illuminated the scene (utterance_777) he followed him as rapidly as he could (utterance_778) the youth was closed behind him and when they were outside seized his arm (utterance_779) why have i care how you approached me (utterance_780) the soldiers began the crowd about the house when at a signal from captain wadsworth the trained bands came on the scene and prepared to grapple with the soldiers (utterance_781) where is the charter (utterance_782) you have your soldiers at the door and we have the trained bands with connecticut ready to define us against violence (utterance_783) who of you has the charter (utterance_784) it was the boy cries in range governor (utterance_785) every member of the assembly shook their heads (utterance_786) we do not know him he does not live in temnikin where does he live (utterance_787) little did the captain or his youthful system dream that their simple act would make the old tree historic (utterance_788) the tree in which the document was hitting was ever afterwards known as to charter oak (utterance_789) it remained the grisps bearing fruit every year and tittle a little after midnight august eighteen fifty six when it was prostrated by a heavy storm of wind (utterance_790) when the order from the seizure of the chartiffs was first made known assembly of royal and sent a most loyal address to the king's saying (utterance_791) he formerly dissolved the assembly broke the seal of the colony which bore the figure of an anchor and the word hope and minute five and the inhabitants into his legislative council and assumed the function of governor but he did not take away the parchment on which the charter was written (utterance_792) from that time until the four steunion of the colonies from mutual defense at the birth thing out of the french in indian war the inhabitants of rhode island or their share in the defence of efforts especially when the hostile savages hung along their frontiers through new york like an ill omened cloud (utterance_793) the history of that commonwealth is a denorfied with that of all new england from the beginning of king william's ware soon after to the expulsion of andrews (utterance_794) a beautiful day had grown out of the dreadful storm (utterance_795) and everybody was so happy (utterance_796) the neptine the vessel that had struck on the sand bar was now safely anchored near shore and the sailors came in and out in row boats back and forth to land just as they wished (utterance_797) then we had to go back to work at the logs went on the captain and then one of our crew took a fever (utterance_798) that was what galina so (utterance_799) finally we had every wall gloried on the schooner and we started off (utterance_800) we counted on getting home last week when this last storm struck us and drove us out of our course (utterance_801) about the value asked mister bobbsey who was down from the city (utterance_802) the value repeated the captain aside so that the strangers might not hear (utterance_803) while i am a rich man now and so as my mate mc glawklin for that wood was contracted for by the largest and riches piano home in this country and now it is all but delivered to them and the money in our hands (utterance_804) yes indeed it would have taken us a lifetime to accumulate as much money as we have earned in this year (utterance_805) maybe on emolee will take you down to the city on her shopping tour suggested nan (utterance_806) he made me clark to move all the trucks from the oz and i guess everybody was glad the army fell down (utterance_807) the wonderful fresh air that these men lived in night and day had biten their eyes too so that even the plainest feast and the most awkward man among them was as nimble as an athlete from his perfect exercise (utterance_808) called bert who had heard his uncle getting ready to run down to the water's edge (utterance_809) it's a schooner said mister bingham to mister mintrey and she is a very heavy cargo (utterance_810) to this cord was fastened a heavy rope or cable (utterance_811) what's that board for asked bert as he saw board following the keyhole (utterance_812) thence the direction said how (utterance_813) they are printed in a number of languages and they tell the crew to carry the end of the table high up to the mast and fasten it strongly there (utterance_814) oh i see said bert the line will stretch then and the breeches will you will go out on a pony (utterance_815) it was clear day now and much of the wicked storm had passed (utterance_816) what the daylight came girls and women into the beach (utterance_817) missus bobbsey missus mintren nellie and her mother besides dorothy and nan were all there flossy and freddy being obliged to stay home with dinah and susan (utterance_818) of course the girls asked all sorts of questions and burton how tried to answer them as best they could (utterance_819) it seemed a long time before any movement of the cave all showed that the boy was returning (utterance_820) nearer and nearer it came until now a man's head could be seen (utterance_821) the girls and woman were too frightened to talk and nelli clung close to her mother (utterance_822) a big roller dashing in finished the work for the lifegirds and a man in the courtyard banded upon shore (utterance_823) everybody gathered around and nelly with a strange face and a stranger hope broke through the crowd to see the rescued men (utterance_824) oh it is my father she screamed falling right into the arms of the drenched man (utterance_825) but the half dreamed man rubbed his eyes as if he could not believe them then the next minute he pressed his little daughter to his heart unable to speak a word (utterance_826) and as george bring him out there anxiously asked the brother (utterance_827) safe and well came the welcome answer (utterance_828) i guess i prayers were heard last night (utterance_829) here come to another man exclaimed the people as this time a big man dashed on the sands (utterance_830) while i declare we did the land on a friendly shore (utterance_831) just as mister bingham said the life saving work turned out to be a social affair for there was a great time greeting nelli's father and house uncle (utterance_832) and how on his father too put in nan (utterance_833) what a morning that was at sunset beach (utterance_834) i'm so gladly prayed said little flossie to freddy when she heard the good news (utterance_835) pray captain cries i as i was going down into his cabin it's a man never overtaken by death and this passage (utterance_836) why there's not time for a man to be sicken it replied he what a cursed liar for i am sick as a horse quoth i already what a brain upside down hay dey (utterance_837) sick sick (utterance_838) sick sick (utterance_839) when shall we get to land (utterance_840) the wind chopped about (utterance_841) zdass the nile shall meet him full in the face (utterance_842) captain quoth she for heaven's sake let us get ashore (utterance_843) was not democritus who laughed ten times more than i tan clug of abdira (utterance_844) nay if you don't believe me you may read the chapter for your pains (utterance_845) icy shawls of them depart not perhaps it's out in a mate longing too to grate the island along with his happy snobs (utterance_846) farewell dear friends i say new little novitian individual who regards you from the beach is your friend and historyographer and prosser (utterance_847) i went to day to see our excellent ventnolks on board the queen of the french many scores of snobs were there on the deck of south vineship marching force in their bride and bravery (utterance_848) they will be at ostend in four hours they will enundate the continent next week they will carry into far lands the famous image of the british snob (utterance_849) i have seen snobs in pink coats and tunting boots scouring over the companion of rome and have heard as their roads and they are well known slang and the galleries of the vatican and under the shadowy arches of the colosseum (utterance_850) my lady marchioness comes on board looks round with that happy air of mingled terror and impertinence which distinguishes her ladyship and rushes to her carriage for it is impossible that she should mingle with the other snobs on deck (utterance_851) there she sits and will be illumprivered (utterance_852) the strawberry leaves on her chariot panels are in great on her ladyship's heart (utterance_853) and davisiot best take the pistol case into his cabin (utterance_854) look at the honest nace and hanstitch and his lady and their little son (utterance_855) what a noble air of blazing contentment illuminates the features of those snobs of eastern rays (utterance_856) want a tourn at hounds did she say as (utterance_857) you will never spare himself any cheap enjoyment (utterance_858) i have said before i like to look at the peoples on their gala days they are so pictroscoply and outrageously splendid and happy (utterance_859) younger comes captain bull speak and span tide and drum which travels for four or six months every year of his life who does not commit himself by luxury of raymond or rensolence of demeanour but i think it's as great as not as any man on board (utterance_860) bob passes the season in london sponging for dinners and sleeping in a garret near his club (utterance_861) see he's up told carbas already i told you he would (utterance_862) that broad shouldered book with a great whiskers and the cleant white kid gloves is mister falum clansy of poulderie's down he endeavors to disguise his native broke with the richest superposition of english and if he played billiards or a cart with him did chances are that he were won the first games and seeing (utterance_863) the next person is but a hark (utterance_864) when a gross instance of snobbishness happens i should not the indignant journalist cause the public attention to these at delincrosy too (utterance_865) how for instance could that wonderful case of the earl of mangle verta at his prosser be examined in the snobbish point of view (utterance_866) all requie is that a man should be recommended to us by the earl of mangle vonsusha (utterance_867) oh you pride of all snob lent (utterance_868) a cruelling truckling self confessed luckies and parasites (utterance_869) it was her snobbish sentiment but in his letter and to make her vanities of prey to this swindling fortune teller (utterance_870) how do your count for the prodigious beneath a land's exercise to wash into singing french lady (utterance_871) the almost boarding house table read her feet at once (utterance_872) good honour simple lord loving children of snobland (utterance_873) finally there was a case of de right honorable mister vernon at york (utterance_874) the right honorable was a sum of an ob woman and practised on an old lady (utterance_875) then he cast his nets over a family of father mother and daughters one of whom he proposed to marry (utterance_876) one day the drait of bread with a teap water and a basket full of cold fig charts (utterance_877) it was a right honorable which baited the hook which gorge all these greedy simple snobs (utterance_878) what they have been taken in by commoner (utterance_879) alas and alas what mortal man that speaks the truth can hope for such a landlady (utterance_880) and yet all these instances are fond and credulous snobbishness have occurred in the same week's paper which here knows how many school more (utterance_881) we are three sisters from seventeen to twenty two (utterance_882) we are just the same to persons who mister hamilton's name must deserves without it (utterance_883) if you do i cannot help it but i am of a sanguine disposition and entertain a lingering hope (utterance_884) excuse this girl but i always write had long (utterance_885) we never write a fume to paper in short i can't help thinking that if he knew us you would not think a snobs (utterance_886) i shall have a black crape round my white hat and my usual barboo came by sir richly gilts knob (utterance_887) i am sorry there will be no time to get up moustaches between now and next week (utterance_888) from seventeen to two and twenty good gods what ages (utterance_889) dear young creatures i can see you all three (utterance_890) seventeen sous me as near as my own time of life but might i don't say two and twenty years to all (utterance_891) no no and that fritty rogue is demure middle one (utterance_892) kees p'ees go silly little fluttering heart (utterance_893) you snobs dear young ladies (utterance_894) i will call any man's nose he says so (utterance_895) there is no harm in being of a good family (utterance_896) you can't help it poor dears what's in a name (utterance_897) that very confident savius of arrogance and to be arrogant is to be a snob (utterance_898) but aren't there no tiny natures no tender hearts no saws humble simple and druice loving (utterance_899) ponderwell on this question sweet young ladies (utterance_900) interest however still runs on in both cases superiortica or accidental payment of it just serving to keep the memory of the affair of her life till at length in some eve louder pup comes a creditor upon each and by demanding principle upon each (utterance_901) as reader for i hate your lives has a sorrow knowledge of human nature i need not say more to satisfy him that my hero could not go on at this rate without some slight experience of season to dent on memento's (utterance_902) to speak the truth he had wontily involved himself in a multitude of small book debts of this damp which notwithstanding eugenius's frequented vice he too much disregarded thinking that as not one of them was contracted through any malignacy of mind and the major kennedy of humor they would all of them be crossed out in cause (utterance_903) eugenie's would never admit this and would often tell him that to one day or rosa he would certainly be reckoned to wist and he would often add in an accent of sorrowful apprehension to the uttermost bite (utterance_904) what inclined eugenius to the same opinion was as follows (utterance_905) yorik followed hughinius with his eyes to the door he then closed to them and another opened them more (utterance_906) alas courioric (utterance_907) nevertheless in general appearance the harrier and the fox found a very much alike the one obvious distinction being that of sides (utterance_908) if you want to hunt your hair yours on foot sixteen inches is quite big enough almost too big to run with but if you are riding into them twenty inches is a useful height or even nineteen inches (utterance_909) it is useless to lay down any hard and fast rule as to colour it is so much a matter of individual taste (utterance_910) thought poppies are usually sent out to walk and may easily be procured to be captain reared until they are old enough to be entered to their work (utterance_911) nias of course finer but with the length of neck so perfect in the bigger hound little shoulders of the same pattern and the typical quarters and second pies (utterance_912) and when he is fairly on a line of course he sticks to it as the saying is like a beagle (utterance_913) it is quite possible therefore that the beagle was crossed with the welsh southern or otterhound to get more size and power as there certainly was a welsh rough coated beagle of good eighteen inches and an almost identical contemporary that was called the essex bugle (utterance_914) that a great many of the true order were bred became very manifest as soon as the harrier and begal association was formed and more particularly when a reception of the peterborough hound shell was reserved for them (utterance_915) then i seemed to spring from every part of the country (utterance_916) one here's now of thee jostan the house did place very noted indeed the sultan the lee park the serbiton the trinity foot the wood dale missus prices and missus turners (utterance_917) eyes brown dark chasel or hazel not deep set nor bulgy and with a mild expression (utterance_918) ears long set on low fine in texture and hanging in a graceful fold close to the cheek (utterance_919) neck moderately long slightly arched the throat showing some duba (utterance_920) shoulders clean and slightly sloping (utterance_921) forelegs plight street well under the dog of good substance and round in the bone (utterance_922) feet round well nuckled up and strongly patted (utterance_923) coat smooth variety smooth variety smooth very dance and not too fine or short (utterance_924) height not exceeding sixteen inches (utterance_925) all things which follow from the absolute nature of any attribute of god must always exist and be infinite or in other words are each colonel and infinite through this said attribute (utterance_926) proof conceive if it be possible supposing the proposition to be denied that something in some attribute of god can follow from the absolute nature of thee said attribute and that at the same time it is phinite and that at the same time it is a fine (utterance_927) enminence nature infinite (utterance_928) much necessarily exist (utterance_929) we have now granted therefore thought not constituting the idea of god as it is absolute thought for it is conceived as constituting the idea of god which is against our hypothesis (utterance_930) and beyond the limits of the duration of the idea of god supposing the latter at some time not to be going to exist thought would perforce have existed without the idea of god necessarily flowed their from (utterance_931) bearing mind that the same proposition may be affirmed of anything which in any attribute necessarily follows from god's absolute nature (utterance_932) corollary hence it follows that god is not only the cause of things coming into existence but also of their continuing in existence that is inscholastic phraseology god is cause of the being of things as sindy rheram (utterance_933) corollary individual things are nothing but modifications of the attributes of god or modes by which the attributes of god are expressed in a fixed and definite manner (utterance_934) such a corps such a time you never did see (utterance_935) i was wishing somebody would give the conversation i start we and henny made a break (utterance_936) this ain't no great stock country says he to the old gentleman with the cane (utterance_937) no sir says the old gentleman (utterance_938) there is very little grazing here and the range is pretty much wore out (utterance_939) the young lady smiled through veil and the old lady snapped her eyes and looked sideways at the speaker (utterance_940) i'm going down to alleens to see if i can't get a contract out of uncle sam to feed the boys once been licking them infernal mexicans so bad (utterance_941) i've read some accounts of the battle says the old gentleman that didn't give a very flattering account of the conduct of some of our troops (utterance_942) the old preacher listened to him with evident signs of disp pleasure twisting and groaning till he couldn't stand it no longer (utterance_943) he should his mouth right in the middle of what he was saying and looked at the preacher while his face got his rigged as fire (utterance_944) swearing says the old preacher he's a terrible bad practice and there ain't no use in it no how (utterance_945) oats but if he any kept shady he appeared to be cowed down (utterance_946) the old gentleman with the cane took a part in the conversation and the hoozy listened without ever open in his head (utterance_947) he was at sawder mengamoreo and seen the place war lots wife fell ah (utterance_948) yes says the preacher he went to the very spot and was the remarkableest thing of all he seen the pillar of salt watch he was turned into (utterance_949) yes sir he seen the salts stand in thar to this day (utterance_950) what says hoozer greel genoine good salt (utterance_951) yes sir a pillar of saul juice as it was when that wicked woman was punished for her deasal obedience (utterance_952) right out in the open air he asked (utterance_953) we had been but little of that minute and accurate knowledge of the interior of the continent which was requisite for a determination of the problem (utterance_954) several different parties were therefore organized to examine the various routes supposed to be practicable within the northern and southern limits of the united states (utterance_955) the only discrimination made was in the more prompt and thorough equipment of the parties for the extreme northern line and this was only because that was supposed to be the most difficult of execution of all the surveys (utterance_956) the inquiries were made with regard to gunpowder which subsequently led to the use of a coarser reign for artillery (utterance_957) the officers of these regiments were chosen partly by selection from those already in service in the regular army and partly by appointment from civil life (utterance_958) under instructions from the president the least was therefore revised and modified in accordance with this new element of geographical distribution (utterance_959) after some further discussion of the question the visitors withdrew dissatisfied with the result of the interview (utterance_960) the quartermaster general on hearing of this conversation hastened to inform me that it was all in the stake and the appointed to the office had been confounded with his father who was a well known wig but that he the son was a democrat (utterance_961) i assured the general that this was altogether immaterial adding that it was a very pretty quarrel as it stood and that i had no desire to effect a settlement of it on any inferior issue (utterance_962) the social attitude tour smoking his already victorian days and for some time later was curious (utterance_963) now missis creep yes i feel in thus moking humor and shall probably blaze away all night (utterance_964) but seed where you are if you please in case i want you (utterance_965) the dwarf's case however were capital it (utterance_966) but the crewp and brass were now the anxiety (utterance_967) there was stupenial fact that vamponis and the nouncers of tobacco (utterance_968) one of the most distinguished was the great duke of wellington who abominable men smoking and was annoyed by the increase of cigar smoking a mile fiercer south the army (utterance_969) the ladies had their kinsons for the abom and the ball door off tobacco and at this trust that the man was monk (utterance_970) here is fists to those or thacker is common on it for this they smoke in that it should be considered a crime (utterance_971) i believe in my heart the women are jealous of it i stop a rival (utterance_972) i delay a guinea that the manian lady who has just been kind enough to read the abob lines lays down the book after this confession not mine that i must smoker and the same oh the vulgar wretch and the passer sounds with something else (utterance_973) germany has been puffing for three score years france monks to a man (utterance_974) schah look at his progress (utterance_975) thus the outdoor of the back was not brought into the drawing room (utterance_976) this journal is and the bohemians whom that had their codgers were about or below the thick pace of fashion and the smoking was always a feature of their gatherings (utterance_977) both queen victoria and the prince consort detested it so tobacco was to bouliever the poor force (utterance_978) at that very time attaining the morning of the second of september napoleon was standing among his troops and the procloni heel looking at the panaramas gratad before him (utterance_979) the brighteners of the morning was magical (utterance_980) but the myclamoses i was ready to descend upon the vanquished (utterance_981) yet here she is lying at my feet with her golden domes and a crosses singleating in a twinkling of the sun shine (utterance_982) but i shall spare her (utterance_983) from behind out to kremlee yes theories the kremlin yes i will give them just allows i will teach them the meaning of true civilization i will make generations simple we are to remember their conqueror with law (utterance_984) i will tell that that quotation did i denount and to mount as i wore that i forged the war only against a false policy of their court that i love in the risk back alexander and that immymsical i'll accept him so peace with thee of myself and of my people (utterance_985) i do not wish to utilize the fortunes of war to humility an honored monarch (utterance_986) he would have to be told i'll the same so some gentleman out this wit but gentlemen (utterance_987) a single report out the signaling gun follow and the troops who were already spread out on tiferna's side south moscow moving to the city through the sedithir koluga and dargammel of gates (utterance_988) his major domo came in a second time to say that the frenchman who had brought the letter from the countess was very anxious to see him if only four minutes and thus some one from bessitife's widow had a cow to ask pierre to take charge of her husband's book asked she herself was slavering for the contrary (utterance_989) there was no way in the passage (utterance_990) the hall poolser was standing at the front door (utterance_991) from the landing where pierre stood there was a second the series ling it with a back inches (utterance_992) he went down that staircase and out into the yard no one has seen him (utterance_993) when he found that he was being a look at it he behaved like austerbridge which highly as had in the bushy under now to be seen he hung his head and quickening his face when down the street (utterance_994) he hired the first a cap he met and told the driver to go to the patriax palace where the wiggle basideve's house was (utterance_995) this was the authentic scout axe with plasty of snows and his inclinations (utterance_996) he has set a dad the dusty writing table and having laid the manuscript before him open the mouth closed them finally pushed them away and arresting his head on his hand the sank into medication (utterance_997) macariah laxovitch came twice that evening shuffling along a sklashis as far as the door and the stops and the looked in greciate only of the pier (utterance_998) the officers were bound to take leave and the prince and you apparently relaxed and to be left along with his friend asked them to stay and have tea (utterance_999) caesar brought in and so wast that he (utterance_1000) the officer's case was surprised at a pure schudged stout figure and listened to his talk of massaco and the position of aborarni on which he had a breedin (utterance_1001) so you understand the whole position now power tricks (utterance_1002) now being a military man i can stay up and are soothing the fool for they understand the general precision (utterance_1003) well then you know more than any one else be it hoit may sab grisenjo (utterance_1004) and tell me you are opinio factly they told me (utterance_1005) pure look that to mount him with the countysendole into rock tab smile with which everybody involuntarily rejoiced that officer (utterance_1006) monsieur leires is his serenity has been appointed your excellency set and mocking timically and continually turning to glass at his colonel (utterance_1007) why so ask the peer (utterance_1008) the life was it forbidden (utterance_1009) at small length too he judged correctly that the french might outclank us as they had a large forces (utterance_1010) he ordered us to retreat and how our aphorus and allows us when for nothing (utterance_1011) so we they asked him with barkily (utterance_1012) well rosamond was well the florino could serve her and be a splan in the minister for that soon as she is in danger she needs one of her own king (utterance_1013) and they say he has a skilful commander rejoined the peer (utterance_1014) i don't understand what is meant by a skilful commander replied prince andrew ironically (utterance_1015) a skilful commander replied the peer (utterance_1016) pure look at the hammer of surprise (utterance_1017) and yet they say that the war is like a game of chaste he remarked (utterance_1018) the relative strength of bodies of troop can never be known to any one (utterance_1019) success never depends a narrow will depend on position where equipment or even thou nebors and the least i fall on position but on what then (utterance_1020) on the third thing that is in me and eh him if going to the talking malikin and he ished sozer (utterance_1021) the battle is one by those who firmly resolved to win it (utterance_1022) why they will lose the battle and the oswalders (utterance_1023) we floust so lightest one and we ran (utterance_1024) but to morrow we shall sere it (utterance_1025) but that one of the way there's to morrow (utterance_1026) the fact is that of those men with whom you have three than round the position not only to now help matters but a hinder (utterance_1027) vast the truth the real truth said to malchon (utterance_1028) is now the day for that they say (utterance_1029) oh were silent the officers rules (utterance_1030) yes yes answered the prince andrew absently (utterance_1031) the french has destroyed my home and are only with the destroyed massacre they have outraged and are outrazonly every moment there are my enemies (utterance_1032) in my opinion there are criminal criminals (utterance_1033) and so thinks to malchy and the whole army (utterance_1034) since they are my foes they can not be my friends whatever may have been said at a closet (utterance_1035) yes yes mothered a peer looking with shining eyes at the prince andrew (utterance_1036) the tug to us after rules of war of chivalry our flax of tooth of mercy to the unfortunate and so long is our rabbits (utterance_1037) the plunder of their people's houses issued false claver money and a warst thou found they kill my children and my father and they tauk of ruesa fore and magnimity to foes (utterance_1038) take no freesoners but the keel and b kil (utterance_1039) treason drew who had found it was all the same to him whether another massacre was taken as now then scad been or suddenly checked thee his speech by a spect in the crambiest throat (utterance_1040) he paced up and done a few times in silence but his eyes gleetered vigorously and the hissed leaves quivered as it began speaking (utterance_1041) and the wind there was the war like this one it would be ware (utterance_1042) one has needed the four success in warfare (utterance_1043) on each side i follow this it is the highest class respected by every one (utterance_1044) hodas got a bow of look of them and he heard them (utterance_1045) i see that i have began to understand too much (utterance_1046) and a dozen two for men to taste out the tree of knowledge of good and evil ah well it is now four long he added (utterance_1047) however your sleepy at this time for me to sleep (utterance_1048) go back to gorky said the prince andrew suddenly (utterance_1049) go go before battle one must have a one to sleep out wicked prince andrew (utterance_1050) no he does not want it here come cold it (utterance_1051) and i know that this is i were last a meeting (utterance_1052) one takes her succeeded another in his imagination (utterance_1053) and one now then he'd draw to lie and assure for me (utterance_1054) his characters get drunk or good mad with jealousy or for inepolectic fits or raised hysterically (utterance_1055) if daustiersky had had less vision he would have been stringbird (utterance_1056) like them he is a novelist of torture (utterance_1057) certainly the lasted cruelty the lasted destruction of the destruction of the destruction's sake is the most conspicuous of the deadly sins and dustaeuskins men and women (utterance_1058) he may not be a cruel author (utterance_1059) but they are never in balance they are always in demoniacal conflict (utterance_1060) even the lost is never hardly ever the lust of a more or less sane man (utterance_1061) tustassky could not have described the scene of naklatov in resurrection (utterance_1062) this is a madhouse krystowa and indiedeus (utterance_1063) one result of this is a mortiplicity of action (utterance_1064) even the talk is of actions more than of ideas (utterance_1065) he saw his violent deeds not with the hand but with a sack (utterance_1066) but one had noticed during this last two days that the other was wearing a silver watch on a yellow bed chain which he seemed not to have seen on him before (utterance_1067) he took a knife and when his friend had turned away he approached him cautiously from behind till game turned his eyes heavenwards crossed himself and praying fervently god forgive me for christ's sake (utterance_1068) he never paints every man he always projects dostevsky or a knight married de stebsky (utterance_1069) that is why a crime and punishment belongs to a lower range of fiction than any coronina or fathers and sons (utterance_1070) we sympathized indeed with the fears the bravado the despair that succeeded the crime (utterance_1071) he is a grotesque made alive by sheer imaginative intensity and passion (utterance_1072) one does not grudge an artis an abnormal character or two (utterance_1073) he invented vicious great ess his dickens advanced comic greatest (utterance_1074) was very fond of hanging cuts and during them with great ceremony (utterance_1075) as for the caramisovs themselves he betrays the old father and the eldest of his sons hating each other and fighting like brutal maniacs (utterance_1076) serve him right shouted dmitri breathlessly (utterance_1077) if i haven't killed him i'll come again and kill him (utterance_1078) it is easy to see why dosty ee ozhki has become a popular author (utterance_1079) no milly jamatist ever poured out incident upon the stage from such a horn of plenty (utterance_1080) kostea ski is always ready to show the more than at once (utterance_1081) on two opposite pages of the idiot one finds the following characters brought in by name general a parchon prince s adelaida ivanovna lizarda yvonna yakovna nina alexandrovna gunna tistan and general of oggon (utterance_1082) but the secret of dusty of skizzophyle is something more than the multitude in thrill of his incidents and characters (utterance_1083) mister murray bored their faces a difficulty and attempts to definition (utterance_1084) to him tusta esqui's work is the record of a great mind seeking for a way of life it is more than a record of a struggle it is to struggle itself (utterance_1085) and those voices take shape in certain unforgettable fragments of dialogue that have been spoken by one spirit to another in some ugly mean turven certain surrounding darkness (utterance_1086) ultimately they are the creations not of a man who desires to be but of a spirit which sought to know (utterance_1087) because they are possessed they are no longer men and women (utterance_1088) this is all an imagin true (utterance_1089) to say this is not to deny the spiritual content of dostiersky's work the anguish of the imprisoned souls at battles with doubt and denial and despair (utterance_1090) there is in dostelliaski a suggestion of calaban trying to discover some better god than to tables (utterance_1091) the ultimate attitude of daustaevsky is as christian as the apostle peters lord aboulaite hope thou might unbelief (utterance_1092) and beyond the dark night of suffering and dissipating the night vesteersky still sees the light of christian compassion (utterance_1093) or even by the compassion of others but prince michkin in the idiot (utterance_1094) his work like his face bears the mark of this terrible conflict (utterance_1095) the novels of the perfect image of the man (utterance_1096) as to the man himself the vicomte de virgi described him as he saw him in the last years of his life (utterance_1097) when he began excited on a certain point one could have sworn that one had seen him before seated on a bench in a police court awaiting trial or among baggagelons he passed their time begging before the prison doors (utterance_1098) at all other times he carried that look of sad and gentle meekness seen on the images of old stevonic saints (utterance_1099) thus the portrait of the man one sees behind ostevsky's nose the portrait one might almost have inferred from the novels (utterance_1100) it is a figure that at once fascinates andrew pells (utterance_1101) he is not by temperament as sinner (utterance_1102) his music is a still small voice unevenly matched against his consciousness of midnight and storm (utterance_1103) truth to tell mister hardy is neither sufficiently articulate nor sufficiently fastidious to be a great poet (utterance_1104) he does not express life easily in beautiful words or in images (utterance_1105) thus he writes in i found her out there of one who (utterance_1106) there could not be an ugly and more presaic exaggeration that is contained in the image in the last mine (utterance_1107) improves in truth in the choice of words as well as in images (utterance_1108) take for example the use of the word domiciled in the passage in the same palm about (utterance_1109) when we and strangers sought their katerin care veiled smiles bespoke their thought of what we were (utterance_1110) katerin care is in a pawling phrase (utterance_1111) is a line of glue poetry (utterance_1112) you did not come and marching time drew on and warm me none yet lost for loss of your dear presence there then that i thus found rocking you'll make that higher compassion which can overbear reluctance for pure loving kindness sake grieved dye when as the hobara stroked its song you did not come (utterance_1113) there are hints of the grand style of liric poetry in these lines but phrases look in your make and as the hope hour stroked its song a discourse that britt tumbling to the levels of victorian commonplace (utterance_1114) he has a temperament sensitive beyond that of all but a few recent writers to the pain and passion of human beings (utterance_1115) one can remember paul after paulm of his with a theme that might easily have served for mister hardy too late christina the lost mistress the last ride together the statue in the breast to name of feu (utterance_1116) but what a sense of triumph there is in brownie's tragedies (utterance_1117) his world is a place of opulence not of poverty (utterance_1118) to have lob given for an hour is with browning to live forever after in the inheritance of a mighty achievement (utterance_1119) to have loved for an hour is in mister hardy's imagination to have deepened the sadness even more than the beauty of one's memories (utterance_1120) for then i undistressed by hearts grown cold to me could only wait my endless rest with accrunimity (utterance_1121) but time to make me grieve part steals let's part abide and shakes this fudgel frame at eves with throbbings of noontide (utterance_1122) and despair is by no means triumphant in what is perhaps the most attractive of all mister harley's poems the oxen (utterance_1123) you pictured the meek mild creatures where they dwelt in this story pen nor did it occur to one of us there to doubt they were kneeling then (utterance_1124) the mood of faith however or rather of delight in the memory of faith is not mister hardy's prevailing mood (utterance_1125) he can enter upon a wall without a running good darts as we see in the song men who march away (utterance_1126) how long he cries in a palm written some years ago (utterance_1127) when shall the sceners softer qualities wherever we dream have sway in each proud land and patriotism growing godlike scorn to stand one's leave to realms but circle earth and seas (utterance_1128) but perhaps his characteristic attitude to war is to be found not in lands like these but in that melancholy poem the souls of the slain in which the souls of the dead soldiers returned to their country in question as senior solf claim is to how their friends and relatives have kept their doubty deeds in remembrance (utterance_1129) and general how hold out our sweethearts swollen oil as dogs (utterance_1130) some fichtal and fleet hearts are found in new loves (utterance_1131) and i wives quoth another resignedly don't i on our deeds (utterance_1132) mister hardy has too bitter a sense of reality to believe much in the glory of war (utterance_1133) the real will to mister hardy is the road of ancient human things in which war has come to be hideous irrelevance (utterance_1134) it may be thought on the other hand that mister hardy's corns about war and no more expressive of tragic futility than his poems about love (utterance_1135) futility and fosteration are ever recurring themes in both (utterance_1136) his lovers lucky soldiers wrought in the grave defeated of their glory (utterance_1137) la was always severed both in life and in death (utterance_1138) in beyond the last bank we had the same born for cry over the servants (utterance_1139) no shade of pinnacle or tree or tower while earth in jaws will fall on my mound and within the hour still unto yours one robin never haunt our two green covertures (utterance_1140) they bring us face to face with an experience intensor that our own (utterance_1141) nothing of tiniest worth have i wrought pondered planned no one thing asking blame or praise since the pale corps like birth of this diarn or unit bearing blanks in all its rays dullest of dull huge days (utterance_1142) in one corner of the little room kenneth thorpe squattered upon a bench with an empty pine box held carelessly in his lap (utterance_1143) while yankin worked the boy was busy with his pencils but neither had spoken for it pleased a half hour (utterance_1144) then riding slowly up the head's border drawd his troubles once more assailed him and he wondered if there was not some sport upon the broad earth to which he could fly for a tyrant until the girls had left almost for good (utterance_1145) norah shied and he looked up to discover that he had nearly run down of phydestrian a stout little man with a bundle under his arm who held up one hand as it were left him (utterance_1146) where do you want to go asked the boy (utterance_1147) let us the same jean as ever he responded was a shake of his grizzled head (utterance_1148) do you know i saw a horse she performed and i'd be glad to see her again that i wish you got money (utterance_1149) aunt jane's rich aunt t (utterance_1150) i called the man quickly what your name's that (utterance_1151) don't my girls i take it (utterance_1152) another long pause then the boy suddenly turned questna (utterance_1153) you know aunt miss merrick sir (utterance_1154) i used to when we were worth younger (utterance_1155) kennit stopped short and the man stopped and the little man with the whims of good smile at the boy's astonishment also stopped (utterance_1156) john mevick let me (utterance_1157) you was a pint smip (utterance_1158) they kept a crack of her because she suddenly became rich and a great lady and that was a surprising thing to happen to a meddlek (utterance_1159) thank you lad returned the man gratefully i thought a little exercise would do me good but this three miles have seen like turkey to me (utterance_1160) i will said the man (utterance_1161) the boy turned away but in a moment hoisted again (utterance_1162) his interest in miss jane's brother john was extraordinary (utterance_1163) there's little danger in this court l'empture so i may as well be fensed with the portchised (utterance_1164) ah why don't (utterance_1165) i hesitated (utterance_1166) the letter asking me to visit her was the first i have ever received from her (utterance_1167) but since she asked me to visit her which judge she had softened and might wish to become sensie and so i accepted the invitation (utterance_1168) shod the two girls will have a better time in this lonely old place that one could have alone (utterance_1169) oh yes she has corrected louise (utterance_1170) you mean taciousia dolide yes (utterance_1171) when me niche concluded she left out of the arrangement said beth calmly (utterance_1172) you will fight for your own chance and five mighty hard (utterance_1173) why my dear cousin i don't want aunt jane's money (utterance_1174) my mother and i are am people righted for and i am only here to find dress for my social duties and to get acquainted with my dead father's sister that is all (utterance_1175) my father teaches musing and mother's causes continually for not being able to earn enough money to keep out of debt (utterance_1176) we've never seen her scent of her money although father has tried at times to borrow enough to help him out of his difficulties (utterance_1177) i used to kiss her when she asked me to and it sent a shiver all down my back (utterance_1178) for my part i am fond of every one and it delights me to fasten down in willids and assist them (utterance_1179) you see you like to careful in willids and i don't (utterance_1180) you're trying to make me think you don't want any of us when you're as anxious to get it as i am (utterance_1181) they call me beth suddenly (utterance_1182) i couldn't deserve in this out of the way corner of the world you know (utterance_1183) but suppose she leaves it to you persisted bed (utterance_1184) louise seemed to meditate (utterance_1185) it's a magnificent estate said beth looking at her cousin doubtfully (utterance_1186) now shall we be french she asked lately (utterance_1187) to be sure i shall want it all my dear (utterance_1188) such a girl said it had never been her privilege to have before and when her suspicions were forgotten she became fairly responsive and bright and wonderfully (utterance_1189) silas she said rennienta what do you think of my nieces (utterance_1190) they are very charming girls he answered although they are at an age when few girls short of the bandage (utterance_1191) why does you not in life kennist to de nonteen the boy (utterance_1192) he is constantly saying this agreeable things (utterance_1193) very well said the lawyer quietly which of my nieces do prefer (utterance_1194) asked you a lady after a pause i cannot say on so short an acquaintance he answered with gravity which do you prefer jane (utterance_1195) they are equally unsatisfactory she answered (utterance_1196) i cannot imagine elmhurst belonging to either silence (utterance_1197) i must see that other niece the one who defies me and refuses to answer my second letter (utterance_1198) there would be a dozen airs to fight for my money and dear royle ellinghurst would be sore to strangers she resumed with bitterness (utterance_1199) they are but look on lovers who can content themselves with a dialogue carried on at beaucard distance (utterance_1200) if there be an elysia monad it is this (utterance_1201) his own daughter his only daughter of the best blood of southern aristocracy beautiful accomplished everything to secure him as splendid alliance holding nightly assionation with a horse hunter (utterance_1202) he could well conceive so much to her caprice since her staying at home could be no disadvantage to the cause that had prompted him to the stern council (utterance_1203) it is already known that this road passed the hassy enda of casa del corul at some distance from the house and on the opposite side of the river (utterance_1204) on reaching the corpse he dismounted led his horse in a mongol underwood hitched him by looping his bridle green around the topmost wigs of an elastic boar then detaching a long rope of twisted horsehay from the horn of his saddle and inserting his arm into its coil he glided out to the edge of the island on that side that lay towards the hashas the hass the hashiendasss (utterance_1205) before wossaking the shadow of the corpse he cast a glance toward the sky and met the moon sailing supremely over it (utterance_1206) the droll conceit which has so often mused the nocturnal inebriat of cat cities appeared to produce a like effect upon the night paprolla of the prairie and for a moment the shadow laid darkening his brow disappeared (utterance_1207) it's not likely at this hour unless it be the honour of a bad conscience who can't sleep (utterance_1208) trot there's one such within those walls (utterance_1209) if he be abroad that's a good chance of his seeing me on the open ground not that i should care a straw if it were only myself to be compromised (utterance_1210) it's no use waiting upon the moon dewstaker (utterance_1211) it is true he had designs upon the hussienda but these did not contemplate either its cash flit or jewelry if we accept the most precious jeweller content the mistress of the mansion herself (utterance_1212) he tarried at gimasho a few days and came up to gardo where i then resided he was apparently without any business that would support him but he soon became acquainted with my son thomas with whom he hunted for a long time and made his home with him at my house winter came on and he continued his day (utterance_1213) the enraged husband well knowing that he should feel of blow if he waited to hear the order repeated instantly retreated and went down the river to his cattle (utterance_1214) we protected the poor mandie gorg woman and gave her victuals and allan sympathized with her in her misfortunes to spring when her husband came to her acknowledged his former address and that he had abused her without a cause for mister reformation and she received him with every mark of renewal of her affection (utterance_1215) the indians were soon answered by the american officer that the wont woman was cordially accepted and that the continuance of peace was arrency wished for (utterance_1216) my son domis went with them with islands horse and carried the good (utterance_1217) alim on finding that his enemies had gone came back to my house where he lived as before but of his return they were soon not to fight at tiarah and nettles whom i would priscilla ramsee with a small party of indians came on to take him (utterance_1218) nettles at length abandoned the chase went home and island all in datters came in (utterance_1219) by running in the woods his clothing had become torn into rags so that he was in a suffering condition or was naked (utterance_1220) alan made his trousers himself and then built a raft on which he went down the river to his own place at mount maris (utterance_1221) there and in him gave him some refreshment and a good gun with which he hastened on to little beardstown where he found his core (utterance_1222) not daring to risk himself at that place for fear of being given up he made her but a short visit and came immediately to guard all (utterance_1223) the love of liberty however added to his natural swiftness gave him sufficient strength to make his escape to his former castle of safety (utterance_1224) his pursuers came immediately to my house where they expected to have found him secreted and under my protection (utterance_1225) still unsatisfied and doubting my viracity may advise my indian brother to use his influence to draw from me the secret of his concealment which they had an idea that i considered of great importance not only to him but to myself i persisted in my existence of his situation and finally as he left me (utterance_1226) he came to my house in the night and awoke me with the greatest caution furling that some of his enemies might be watching to take him at a time when and in a place where it would be impossible for him to make his escape (utterance_1227) at that time alan lay in a secret place in the gulch a short distance above my flat in a hole that he accidentally found in the rock near the river (utterance_1228) the povloved grides held feast after feast celebrating a wares they had received for the campaign and made expeditions to all modes to visit a certain caroline nungayrian who had recently opened a restaurant there with girls's waitresses (utterance_1229) the guards had made their whole march as if on a pleasure trip parading their cleanliness and disciplined (utterance_1230) the regiments had entered and left the ton with their bands clear and by the grandeugue's orders the men had marched all the way in step a practice on which the guards predied themselves the officers on foot and at their proper course (utterance_1231) boris had been quartzards and had marched all the way with berg who was already in command of a company (utterance_1232) boras during the campaign had made the acquaintance of many persons who might prove useful to him and by a letter of recommendation he had brought from pierre had become acquainted with prince andrew bolkonski though whom he hoped to obtain a post on the commander in chief staff (utterance_1233) berke and boris having rested after yesterday's march were sitting clean and neatly dressed at a round table in the clean quarters allotted to them plain chests (utterance_1234) well how are you going to get out of that's he remarked (utterance_1235) at that moment the door opened (utterance_1236) dear me how you have changed (utterance_1237) he was about to embrace his friends but nicholas avoided him (utterance_1238) he wanted to pensh him push him do anything but kiss him a thing everybody did (utterance_1239) but notwithstanding their sparis embraced him in a quiet friendly way and kissed him three times (utterance_1240) they had not made for nearly half a year and being at the age when young manteated their first steps and life's road each saw immense changes in the other quite a new reflection of the society in which they had taken those first steps (utterance_1241) i did not expect you to do he added (utterance_1242) you know of course that his imperial highness wrote with our regiment all the time so that we had every comfort in every advantage (utterance_1243) what receptions we had in polands (utterance_1244) what dinners and balls i can't tell you (utterance_1245) oh you god said rostov i say suffers a wine (utterance_1246) he went to his bed drew a parson under the clean pillow and sent for wine (utterance_1247) yes and i have some money in the letters to give you he added (utterance_1248) oh don't mention it coad i quite understand said bog getting up and speaking in a muffled and guttural voice (utterance_1249) go across to our host they invited you at the boris (utterance_1250) bert put on the cleanst of coats without a spot or speck of dust stood before a looking glass and brushed a hair on his temples upwards in the way affected by the emperor alexander and having insured himself from the way rostov looked at it that his coat had been noticed left the room of a pleasant smile (utterance_1251) oh dear what a beast i am muttered rostov as he read the letter why (utterance_1252) well have you sent gabriel for some wine all rightly to have some (utterance_1253) in the letter from his parents was enclosed a letter of recommendation to bagration which the old countess had anna mikholovna's advice had obtained through an acquaintance and sent to her son asking him to take it to his destination and make use of it (utterance_1254) why have you thrown that away asked boris (utterance_1255) it's a blesser of recommendation what the devil do i want it for (utterance_1256) he looked intently and inquiringly into his friend's eyes evidently trying in vain to find the answer to some question (utterance_1257) which you believe it kate i was not at all alarmed as i knew i was right (utterance_1258) i came forward bert stood up and showed how he presented himself with his hand to his cap and really it would have been difficult for a face to express greater respect and self complacency than his debt (utterance_1259) well he stormed at me as he sang his stormed and stormed and stormed (utterance_1260) it was not a matter of life but rather of death as to say is (utterance_1261) obeyedians and devils and too siberia said burg with a sagacious smile (utterance_1262) still i remain silent and what do you think cote (utterance_1263) the next day it was not even mentioned in the orders of the day (utterance_1264) that's the weak coat said burgh lighting his pipe and emitting rings of smork (utterance_1265) yes i was fain said rostov smiling (utterance_1266) rustla with a choiceful young man and wouldn't know a cat have told a deliberate lie (utterance_1267) he began his story meaning to tell everything just as it happened but imperceptibly involuntarily and inevitably he elapsed into falsehood (utterance_1268) prince andrew who liked a help young man was flattered by being asked for his assistance and being well disposed towards boris who had managed to please him the day before he wished to do what young man wanted (utterance_1269) in spite of prince andrew's disagreeable ironical tone in spite of the contempt with which rostov from his fighting army point of view regarded all these little adjutants on the staff of whom the newcomer was evidently won rostov fell confused blushed and became silent (utterance_1270) boris inquired what news there may be on the staff and what without indiscretion one may ask about our plans (utterance_1271) we shall probably advance replied bolkovski evidently reluctant to see more in the presence of a stranger (utterance_1272) berked at the opportunity to ask with great politeness whether as was rumors the eloans of forage money to captains of companies who had been doubled (utterance_1273) i was there said rostov angrily as if intending to insult the aide the camp (utterance_1274) with a slightly contemptuous smile he said yes that i many stories now told about that affair (utterance_1275) but our stories are the stories of men who have been under the enemy's fire (utterance_1276) our stories have some weight not like the stories of those fellows on the staff who get rewards without doing anything (utterance_1277) however he added rising you know my name and were to find me i don't forget that i do not regard either myself or you as having been at all insulted and as a man older than you my advice is to let the matter drop (utterance_1278) exclaimed prince andrew and was about to them both he went out (utterance_1279) and he was still more angry at having omitted to see it (utterance_1280) he ordered his horse at once and called it taking leave of bars rode home (utterance_1281) should he go to headquarters next day and challenge their effated adjutant or really let the matter drop was the question that weighed him all the way (utterance_1282) it was long since the rostovs had news of nicholas (utterance_1283) not till midwinter was the count at last handed a letter addressed in his son's handwriting (utterance_1284) on receiving it he ran on tiptoe to his study and alarm and haste trying to escape notice closed the door and began to rid the letter (utterance_1285) each time of these hints began to meet the comtesse anxious as she glanced uneasily at the count and at anna mikolovna the latter very adroidly turned to conversation to insignificant matters (utterance_1286) but for god's sake be careful you know how it may affect your mamma (utterance_1287) no are my true word of honour said natasha crossing herself i won't tell any one (utterance_1288) and she ran off at once to sonya (utterance_1289) she rushed to sonya hugged her and began to cry (utterance_1290) it's true that all you women are cry baby shimark petya pacing the room with large wrestle at straits (utterance_1291) you're all blubberous and understand nothing (utterance_1292) natasha smiled through her tears (utterance_1293) what nasty brutes they are (utterance_1294) hold your tongue peter what a goose you are (utterance_1295) sonya smiles do i remember nicholas (utterance_1296) i remember nikolinka too i remember him well she said (utterance_1297) no she shut her eyes (utterance_1298) she felt that sonya was speaking the truth that there was such love as sonya was speaking of (utterance_1299) she believed it could be but did not understand it (utterance_1300) shall you write to him she asked (utterance_1301) now that he was already an officer and a winded hero would it be right to remind him of herself and as it might seem of the obligations to her he had taken on himself (utterance_1302) i don't know (utterance_1303) so ye smiled no (utterance_1304) it's because she was in love with that fat one as spectacles that was her picture described his name'steak the new cobozukov and now she's in love with i singer he made natasha's italian seeing master that's why she's ashamed (utterance_1305) patria your stupid said natasha (utterance_1306) the countess had been prepared by anna mikolovna's heads at dinner (utterance_1307) on returning to her own room she sat in an armchair her eyes fixed on a miniature portrait of her son on the lid of a snuff box while the tears kept coming into her eyes (utterance_1308) the coat put his ear to the keyhole and listened (utterance_1309) at first he heard a sign of indifferent voices then animicolovna's voice alone in a long speech then a cry then silence then both voices together with glad insinations and then footsteps (utterance_1310) animicolovna opened the door (utterance_1311) when she heard this sonya blushed so that tears came into her eyes and unable to bear the looks turned upon her ran away into the dancing hole her old grind it at full speed with her dress puffed out like a balloon and flushed and smiling plugged down on the floor (utterance_1312) the contest was clay (utterance_1313) from all he say is one should be glad and not cry (utterance_1314) how charmingly he describes said she reading the descriptive part of the letter and what a soul (utterance_1315) i always said when he was only so high i always said (utterance_1316) i have been told that mister van brant is in prison for debt i said (utterance_1317) and i saw for myself last night that he had left you hopeless (utterance_1318) he left me the little money he had with him when he was arrested she rejoined sadly (utterance_1319) his cruel creditor is or more to blame than he is for the poverty that has fallen on us (utterance_1320) even this negative defence of van bratt stung me to the quick i ought to have spoken more guardedly of him i said bitterly (utterance_1321) i ought to have remembered that a woman can forgive almost any wrong than a man can inflict on her when he is the man whom she loves (utterance_1322) she put her hand on my mouth and stopped me before i could say any more (utterance_1323) how can you speak so cruelly to me she asked (utterance_1324) you know to my shame i confessed it to you the last time we met you know that my heart and secret is all yours (utterance_1325) what wrong are you talking of (utterance_1326) is it the wrong i suffered when van bratt married me with a wife living at the time and living still (utterance_1327) do you think i can never forget the great misfortune of my life the misfortune that has made me unworthy of you (utterance_1328) it is no fault of mine god knows but it is not the less true that i am not married and that the little darling who is playing out there with her doll as my child (utterance_1329) and you talk of my being your wife knowing that the child accepts me as her second father i said (utterance_1330) it would be better and happier for us both if you had as little pride as a child pride she repeated (utterance_1331) in such a position as mine (utterance_1332) a helpless woman with the mock husband and prison forget (utterance_1333) am i to marry you for my food and shelter (utterance_1334) am i to marry you because there is no lawful tie that binds me to the father of my child (utterance_1335) that is he is he is not forsaken me he has been forced away (utterance_1336) my only friend is it possible that you think me ungrateful enough to consent to be your wife (utterance_1337) the woman in my situation must be heartless indeed who could destroy your place in the estimation of the world and the regard of your friends (utterance_1338) the wretchedest creature that walks the streets which shrink from treating you in that way (utterance_1339) no what a mad made of (utterance_1340) how can you how can you speak of it (utterance_1341) i yielded and spoke of it no more (utterance_1342) every word she uttered only increased my admiration of the noble creature whom i had loved and lost (utterance_1343) bitterly as i hated the man who had parted us i loved her dearly enough to be even capable of helping him for her sake hopeless invatuation (utterance_1344) i don't deny it i don't excuse it hopeless inbatuation you have forgiven me i said (utterance_1345) not me deserve to be forgiven (utterance_1346) it is something to be your only friend (utterance_1347) you must have plans for the future tell me unreservedly how i can hope you (utterance_1348) complete the good work that you have begun she answered gratefully help me back to health (utterance_1349) make me strong enough to submit to a doctor's estimate of my chance of living for some years yet (utterance_1350) a doctor's estimate of your chances of living i repeated what do you mean (utterance_1351) i hardly know how to tell you she said without speaking again of mister van brant (utterance_1352) dess speaking of him again means speaking of his debts i asked (utterance_1353) why need you hesitate (utterance_1354) you know that there is nothing i will not do to relieve your anxiety (utterance_1355) neffer let me tell you the plain truth (utterance_1356) there is a serious necessity for his getting out of prison (utterance_1357) yes this is his position in two words a little while since he obtained an excellent offer of employment abroad from a rich relative of his and he had made all his arrangements to accept it (utterance_1358) unhappily he returned to tell me of his good fortune and the same day he was arrested for debt (utterance_1359) this narenza had been set for her was plainly revealed in those four words (utterance_1360) in the eye of the law she was of course a single woman she was of age she was to all intends and purposes her own mistress (utterance_1361) what was there to prevent her from insuring her life if she pleased and from so disposing of the insurance as to give them brought a direct interest in her death (utterance_1362) thanks to the happy accident of my position the one certain way of protecting her lay easily within my reach (utterance_1363) i could offer to let the scoundrel the money that he wanted in an hour's notice and he was a man to accept my proposal quite as easily as i could make it (utterance_1364) you are quite mistaken i replied (utterance_1365) i am only doubting whether you are plan for relieving mister van brant of his embarrassments is quite so simple as you suppose (utterance_1366) are you aware of the delay that are likely to take place before it will be possible to borrow money on your policy of insurance (utterance_1367) i know nothing about it she said sadly (utterance_1368) will you let me ask advice of my lawyers (utterance_1369) they are trustworthy and experienced men and i am sure they can be of use to you (utterance_1370) cautiously as i had expressed myself her delicacy took the alarm (utterance_1371) promised that you won't ask me to borrow money of you for mister van brant she rejoined and i will accept your help gratefully (utterance_1372) i could honestly promise that (utterance_1373) my one chance of saving her lay in keeping from her knowledge of the course that i had now determined to pursue (utterance_1374) i rose to go while my resolution still sustained me (utterance_1375) kiss me she whispered before you go (utterance_1376) it is only her goodness that overpowers me (utterance_1377) it's a sad thing for a body to lack brains where she wants to be a teacher isn't it (utterance_1378) when the lopie has studied so hard all winter and she hasn't gone anywhere so the other sister wistfully (utterance_1379) dorry streamed of credit restes all that night and dwelt about them all the next day (utterance_1380) so it must be confessed did penelope though she would not have a mighty ache for the world (utterance_1381) she knew that pennonope had started out to say a new dress (utterance_1382) dorry's hunter i believe it's an old quilt (utterance_1383) listen penelope my dear doris (utterance_1384) love to pen and up and yourself (utterance_1385) you're affectionate out at ella hunter (utterance_1386) i don't see it's beauty said penelope with a great (utterance_1387) it may have been pretty wants but it is all fidy now (utterance_1388) tell me dorry does it argue a lack of proper respect for my ancestors that i can't feel very enthusiastic over this hero especially when grandmother hunter died years before i was born (utterance_1389) it was very kind of aunt adela to send it said torres duty for it (utterance_1390) why the wrong side is ever so much prettier than the right exclaimed penelope (utterance_1391) what lovely old tie me stuff at knock a bit fated (utterance_1392) i declare it is as good as new (utterance_1393) well let us go and have keith said pennie lope i decidedly hungry (utterance_1394) besides i see the poverty butler coming (utterance_1395) it is something to passes and herrloon after all (utterance_1396) when the lopi was surprised as much as the taddler sisterly heard could wish the while doris flashed out upon her too fondly and the evening on the party with the black skirt nicely pressed and rehung and the prettiest waist imaginable a waste that was a positive creation of her (utterance_1397) so when anope went to branch party and her dress was the admiration of every garth (utterance_1398) when the lopesolved her altogether sharply (utterance_1399) she looks as if she had just tapped out of the frame of some lovely old picture she said to herself (utterance_1400) my aunt adelah gave me give us the material she stammered (utterance_1401) i enaved after her missus fairwater suddenly put her arm about pennilope and drew the young girl to her her lovely old face a glow with delight and tenderness (utterance_1402) then you're my grandness she said (utterance_1403) when i saw your dress i felt sure you were related to her i should recognize that rose bart seal if i came across it into bed (utterance_1404) penelope was four years older than i was but we were devoted to each other (utterance_1405) soon after this our mother died and our house called was broken up (utterance_1406) my dear i am a very lonely old woman which no party belonging to me (utterance_1407) now she pattened missus farewerther's soft old hand affectionately (utterance_1408) nor isn't pennelope found their leaves and clouds changed in the twined cling of an eye (utterance_1409) where missus ferwattle had gone torres and pennonope looked at each other (utterance_1410) as she slaved into her blue print afternoon dress her aunt called to her from below (utterance_1411) aunt jane was standing at the foot of the stairs with a lamp in one hand and a year old baby clanging to the other (utterance_1412) she was a big shaped placed woman with a round good natured face cheerful and vulgar as the sun flower was armed jane at all times and occasions (utterance_1413) i want to run over and see how missus bicksby is this evening city and you must take care of the baby till i get back (utterance_1414) soon they sighed and went downstairs for the baby (utterance_1415) all her days were alike as far as hard work and dullness went but she accepted them cheerfully and uncomplainingly (utterance_1416) but she did return having to look after the baby where she wanted to write her letter (utterance_1417) the room once more and their box about the kitchen which seemed they shared with two small cousins (utterance_1418) her bed and the cot where the little girl slept filled up almost all the available space (utterance_1419) just at that particular angle one i appeared to be as large as an orange while the other was the size of a p and the moths exact from ear to ear (utterance_1420) sidna hated that mirror as very likely as she could hate anything (utterance_1421) her mother had died to day after and sydney their up and had come into the hands of good aunt jane with those books for her story since nothing else was left after the expanses of the double funeral had been paid (utterance_1422) presently she began to write with a flush of real excitement on her face (utterance_1423) only one answer came to alan douglas and that was forewarted to her pipe the long suffering adeter off the mapple leaf (utterance_1424) he wrote that although his aged bird him from membership in the club he was twenty and the limit was eighteen he arrived the letters of the department with marching thrust and often had thought of answering some of the request for a correspondent (utterance_1425) she never had done so but ellen dublasus's letter was so interesting that he had decided to write to her (utterance_1426) would she be king enough to correspond with him (utterance_1427) he was two years out from the east and had not yet forgotten to be homesick at times (utterance_1428) sydney like the letter and ashwart eat (utterance_1429) she never expected to meet john lincoln nor did she wish to do so (utterance_1430) in the correspondence itself she found her pleasure (utterance_1431) jumping on rod brazier counts of french life and adventures on the far western plains so alien and low from snug humd dramb brainfield life that sinea always had the sensation of crossing the garf wherein she opened a letter from the bar and as for signate's own letter this is the way it's read as she growty (utterance_1432) the evergreens prayingfield dear mister lincoln (utterance_1433) i love life and its bloom and brilliancy i love meeting new people i love the reple off musey the harm of laughter and conversation (utterance_1434) the manner had been talking with was all more the great novelist (utterance_1435) as it was i had contradicted him twice and he had laughed and liked it but his books will always have a new meaning to me henceforth through the inside he himself has given me (utterance_1436) it is such meetings at these that give life its sparkle for me (utterance_1437) you will be wary of my robes of these overflow (utterance_1438) she has sympathy and understanding for my every new (utterance_1439) yours censorily seem a rich man (utterance_1440) out jane came home presently and carried away her sleeping baby sydney sat her prayers went to bed and slept soundly and sir nili she mailed her letter the next day and the mount later and answer came (utterance_1441) sidna did not sleep that night but toast restlessly about or cried in her pillow (utterance_1442) the good woman shook her hat (utterance_1443) soon they trod the way of the transgressor and found that its tones burst to dawn and narrow (utterance_1444) you see that road out there (utterance_1445) and there was no harbor or glimpse of distant sea visible (utterance_1446) had the halter keeper made a mistake (utterance_1447) this is his place nobody courted the evergreen but myself (utterance_1448) i don't understand he said pereplexitly (utterance_1449) oh sydney too out her hands in the burst of passionate protest (utterance_1450) no and you never will understand i can't make you understand (utterance_1451) everything i told you about it and my life was just imagination (utterance_1452) then why did you write them he asked blankly (utterance_1453) why did you deceive me (utterance_1454) oh i didn't mean to deceive you i never thought of such a thing (utterance_1455) i just couldn't write you about my life here not because it was hard but it was so ugly and empty (utterance_1456) and when once i had begun i had to keep it up (utterance_1457) i found it so fascinating to (utterance_1458) those letters made that other life seem real to me i never expected to meet you (utterance_1459) this last four days since you latter came have been dreadful to me (utterance_1460) oh but he's gone away and forgives me if you can (utterance_1461) it was worse than she had even thought it would be (utterance_1462) he was so handsome so merrily so earnest eyed (utterance_1463) john lincoln opened the gate and went up to her (utterance_1464) please don't distress yourself so sidnay he said unconsciously using her christian name (utterance_1465) i think i do understand (utterance_1466) i'm not such a dull fellow as you take me for (utterance_1467) after all those letters were too or rather there was truth in them (utterance_1468) this young man was certainly good at understanding (utterance_1469) you you'll forgive me then she stammered (utterance_1470) but in the state of the lessons there would have been longed necessary age (utterance_1471) on the contrary everything generated in stressed in perfect but in the state of innocence children would have been begun by generation (utterance_1472) therefore from the first they would happen in perfect in bodily size and power (utterance_1473) therefore in the state of innocence there was no need for a women to be born on the contrary nature's process in generation with happening in harmony with the manner in which it was established by god (utterance_1474) for whether in that state men would have been master over man (utterance_1475) therefore in the state of innocence man had no mastership of the animals (utterance_1476) therefore in the state of innocence before man had its bait nothing disbaded that was naturally subject to him (utterance_1477) signally disaprove by the order of divine providence which are as governs in purer things by the superior (utterance_1478) certainly disapproved from a property of men and other animals (utterance_1479) now whatever his part is paid to it is subjected what is essential and universal (utterance_1480) therefore disjection of other animals to man is proved to be natural (utterance_1481) they not however on this kind have been accepted from the mastership of men as neither at present nor they for their reason accepted from the mastership of god this providence has ordained all this (utterance_1482) this is signified by the fact that god led thee and most of men that he might give the names expressive of their respective natures (utterance_1483) so all animals would have a bit men of their own court as in the present day some domestic animals obey him (utterance_1484) objection one it was seen that in a saboniscence man would not have had mastership over all other creatures (utterance_1485) much less fearful would he have a bit man in the state of innocence (utterance_1486) therefore it seems it is by this reason that man is competent to have mastership it seems fetting the state of incense man had not been in over plans (utterance_1487) nauiment reason has the position of a master and not of a subject (utterance_1488) i answer that we must needs admit that in a primitive state they would have been some inequality at least as regards sex because generation depends upon diversity of sex and likewise as regards age for some would have been born of others nor would sexua uni have been starry (utterance_1489) there might also have been bodily despairing (utterance_1490) the quality might also rise on the parts of nature as both described without any defective nature (utterance_1491) objection one it will seem that in my state of innocence may not happy master over men (utterance_1492) therefore in the state of innocence men would not have been subject to man (utterance_1493) in other sense mastership is referred in a general sense to any kind of subject and in this sense even he has the office of governing and directing free men can be cut a master (utterance_1494) such a kind of master should have existed in the state of innocence between man and men for two reasons (utterance_1495) more than this he hath been heard to rail on you my lord or i now has judged (utterance_1496) judge thy just doom would be to die on the spot stoop let us hear what thou hast to say (utterance_1497) then the judge to some of the kings spoke thus you see this man who has made such a stirring yard town (utterance_1498) thus while one lost his life for the truth a new man rose from his death the tribe of the same way was christian (utterance_1499) come good hope for said christen let us walk on the grass (utterance_1500) so they sat off through the field (utterance_1501) hopeful i have my fears from the first and so gave you a heap christin good friend i grieve that i have brought you out of the right path (utterance_1502) hopeful say no more no doubt it is for our good (utterance_1503) christian we must now stand thus let us try to go back (utterance_1504) then set drawing despair you have no right to force your way here the ground on which you lie is mine (utterance_1505) they had not much to say as they knew that they were in ford (utterance_1506) and by basac we could our sows as well (utterance_1507) he now went on till he came to the house at a door of which he was to knock visited two or three tons (utterance_1508) griston i have come to see the good man at the house (utterance_1509) christian sir i am come from the city of destruction and m my way to monsaion (utterance_1510) i was stood by the men that stands at the gate that if i came here you would show me good things that would help me (utterance_1511) he stood as if he would cleave for men and a crown of gold hard near his head (utterance_1512) christian what thus this mean (utterance_1513) then he took him to a large room that was full of dust for he had not been swept and interpreter told his man to sweep it (utterance_1514) christend what means this (utterance_1515) the eunact sort made come into lady dust so he seemed maketh eat and laid low by faith in the book (utterance_1516) just as christian came up to the cross his load slith from his back close to the mouth of the tomb where it fell in and i saw it no more (utterance_1517) as he stood thus and wept low three broadwaters came to him and one of them said he speak to thee thou hast graced from thine scenes (utterance_1518) christian gave three leaves for joy and said as he went ah what a place is this blast cries plast too (utterance_1519) he went on thus till he came to a veil where he saw three men who were in a sound sleep with chains on their feet (utterance_1520) christian sirs whence come you and where do you go (utterance_1521) for malice and hypocrisy we were born in the land of faine glory in our own our way to mount dying for praise (utterance_1522) know you not that he that comes not in at a door but can't set to getting the same that's a thief (utterance_1523) they told question that he had known me for care on thus gore for long years had made it law and they could prove that it had been silver years (utterance_1524) yes said they no doubt of it (utterance_1525) and if we get in the road at all pray what are the arts (utterance_1526) is not our case as good as yours (utterance_1527) i saw then that they all went on do they came to the foot of the hill of difficulty where there was a spring (utterance_1528) now when christian guard as far as the spring of life he drank of it and then went at hugh (utterance_1529) now half way out was a cave made by the lord of that hue that those who came by met raspir (utterance_1530) timora sat that dying was the heal they meant to climb but that when they had gone half way they found that they met with more and more risk so that great fear came on them and all they could do was to turn back (utterance_1531) yes said miss rast for just in front of us there lay two beats of prey now path we knew not if they snuffed her not but we thought that they would follow this and to our lings (utterance_1532) yet he thought once more with what he had heard from the man and then he found in his coat for his grow that he might read it and find some peas (utterance_1533) he felt for it but found it not (utterance_1534) so he fell down on his knees to bray that guard would give him graceful disapt and then went back to look for his crow (utterance_1535) oh for that i am saying to sleeping the daytime so they gave way to the flesh as to use for ease that rest which lord of the hill had made but for the help of the soul (utterance_1536) such was the lot of the jews for they were seen they were sent back by way to gratsee and i am made to try those steps with grave which i might have dropped with joy had it not been for this leave (utterance_1537) how far would i have being on my way by this time (utterance_1538) now i this time he had come to the vale once more where for spell he said dying well but at last as he cast a set plans at the foot of the bench he saw his crow which he caught it with haste and putting his cloak (utterance_1539) words are to weep to tell the joy of christian when he had got back his row (utterance_1540) he laid it up in the breast of his coat and gave thanks to god (utterance_1541) with what a light step did he now clem to him (utterance_1542) ha thought he these beefs ranching the night for their prey and if they should meet with me in the dark how could i fly from them (utterance_1543) the name of the men who kept the large of their house was watchful and when he saw their christian made a halt as if he would go back he came out to him and said is by strength so small (utterance_1544) fear not the two wild beasts for they are gone by chains and are put in to try to faith of those that have it and to find out those that have known (utterance_1545) keep in the midst of the path and no harm shall come to thee (utterance_1546) then i saw in my dream that still he went on in grey dread of the wild beasts he heard them roar yet they did him no harm but when he had gone by then he went on with joy till he came and stood in front of the lot we had watchful doubt (utterance_1547) christian sir what house it this they are rest here to night (utterance_1548) when watchful told her why christian had come there she said what is your name (utterance_1549) then christian bent down his head and went with him to the house (utterance_1550) hydie calm good christian sings our love prompts us to take you into rest let us talk with you for that you have seen all your way (utterance_1551) christened with a right good will and i am glad that you should ask it of me (utterance_1552) prudence and first say what is it that major wished to go to montarion (utterance_1553) there they say is no death and there i shall dwell with such as not the lord (utterance_1554) charity have your wife and babes christian yes i have (utterance_1555) charity why did you not bring them with you (utterance_1556) they would not come with me nor have been a lithum (utterance_1557) thus did a question talk with his friends to the room dark and then he took his rest in a large room the name of which was peace there he slapped to break a day and then he saw him (utterance_1558) and they brought out a jarn bone of the nest with which samson did such refuge and the sling and stone with which dabbot slew galiath of gaff (utterance_1559) what is the name of this land said kreuton (utterance_1560) then they told him it was in mariusland (utterance_1561) it was a knight when sorrow may come to the brightest without causing any great sense of incongruity when with impressible persons love becomes sinister'sness hope sings to misgiving and faith to hope when the exercise of memory does not prompt to enterprise (utterance_1562) still to a close observer they are just as perceptible the difference is that their meteor of manifestation are less trite and familiar than such well known ones as the bursting of the buds or the fall of the leaf (utterance_1563) if anything could be darker than the sky it was the wall and if anything could be gloomier than the wall it was the river beneath (utterance_1564) an indescribable succession of dull blows perplexing in their regularity sent their sound with difficulty through the fluffy atmosphere (utterance_1565) not long after a form moved by the brink of the river (utterance_1566) this was all that was positively discoverable though it seemed human (utterance_1567) the shape went slowly along but without much exertion for the snow though sudden was not as yet more than two inches deep (utterance_1568) at this time some words were spoken aloud one (utterance_1569) two three (utterance_1570) four five (utterance_1571) between each utterance the little shape advanced about half a dozen yards (utterance_1572) here the spot stopped and dwindled smaller (utterance_1573) then a mortal of snow flew across the river towards the fifth window (utterance_1574) the river would have been seen by day to be of that deep smooth sort which races middle and sides with the same gliding precision any irregularities of speed being immediately corrected by a small warpool (utterance_1575) the window was struck again in the same manner (utterance_1576) then an noise was heard apparently produced by the opening of the window (utterance_1577) said the blurred spot in the snow tremulously (utterance_1578) i ask which was your window forgive me (utterance_1579) what i said that you might (utterance_1580) oh must i it is when shall we be married frank (utterance_1581) i have money (utterance_1582) and believe in two parishes do he what then (utterance_1583) if i said so course i will (utterance_1584) the fact is i forgot to ask (utterance_1585) good night frank good night (utterance_1586) he hoped nothing serious it happened to drag her out at such an untoward time (utterance_1587) but as the rain gave not the least sign of cessation he observed i think we shall have to go back never (utterance_1588) why not he cried (utterance_1589) i cannot understand how you should know me while i had no knowledge of you (utterance_1590) oh but you know me about me at least (utterance_1591) i should think so (utterance_1592) he's my father indeed (utterance_1593) but we have been tenants of savonia castle on the island here this season (utterance_1594) my father's is a comparatively humble residence hard by (utterance_1595) but he could afford a much bigger one if he chose (utterance_1596) you've had her (utterance_1597) i don't know he doesn't tell me much of his affairs (utterance_1598) my father she burst out suddenly is always scolding me for my extravagance (utterance_1599) was that this evening (utterance_1600) there on the nets they sat (utterance_1601) joscelyn thought it strange that he should be thrown by fate into a position to play the son of the montaguese to this daughter of the capital (utterance_1602) no i shall go on and get a lodging in boboth's turn if ever i reach it (utterance_1603) it is so late that there will be no house open except a little place to the station where you won't care to stay (utterance_1604) the island was an island still (utterance_1605) they had not realized the force of the evidence till now (utterance_1606) he seated her bodily by encircling her waist with his arm and she made no objection (utterance_1607) he pitied her and while he wondered at it admired her determination (utterance_1608) their application for a mission led to the withdrawal of a boat and they stood within the gaslight of the passage (utterance_1609) he could see now that though she was such a fine figure quite as tall as himself she was but in the bloom of young womanhood (utterance_1610) i will tell the servants to do this and send you up some day to eat (utterance_1611) he felt ravenously hungry himself and set about drying his clothes as well as he could and eating at the same time (utterance_1612) by the aid of some temporary raps and some slippers from the cupboard he was contrived to make himself comfortable when the maid servant came downstairs with a damp armful of woman's raymond (utterance_1613) you are sleeping my girl said piercing (utterance_1614) he again became conscious of the change which had been initiated during the walk (utterance_1615) the well beloved was moving house had gone over to the wearer of this attire (utterance_1616) and how bad little avis carroll (utterance_1617) things arrange themselves (utterance_1618) but the countess never gave way an inch (utterance_1619) the following was the answer which she returned to the note written to her by aunt judia (utterance_1620) i shall not know how to drink wine with them and should do a hundred of things which would make them think me a beast (utterance_1621) but the girl begged for some to day (utterance_1622) it was a matter that required to be considered (utterance_1623) pride in him might be as weak as pride in them (utterance_1624) if they were put out their hands to him why should he refuse to put out his own (utterance_1625) ardeta received him courteously having learned to like the man understanding that he had behaved with honesty and wisdom in regard to his plant and respecting him as one of the workers of the day but he declared that for the level family as a family he did not care for them particularly (utterance_1626) there poles a center from me he said (utterance_1627) but by your good fortune and merit if you will allow me to say so you have trouble from the one pole very far towards the other (utterance_1628) at present i think that the sense of the country is in favor of an aristocracy of birth (utterance_1629) when you were foremost among them did you not wish to be their master (utterance_1630) it is one to which all legislative and all human efforts should and must tend (utterance_1631) when you make much water boil mister threat some of it will probably boil over (utterance_1632) i quite agree with you that the silk gowns should be kept for their elders and so the conversation was ended (utterance_1633) with her there was a real wish that the poles might be joined together by her future husband (utterance_1634) if you ready wish it you shall go he said (utterance_1635) and a blue one to be buried in i'll ask me (utterance_1636) must i have a pink silk gown to walk about in early in the morning (utterance_1637) i soon as you've darned my worst in stocking the sweetheart (utterance_1638) i can do that too (utterance_1639) and now i'll sit down and write a letter to my lord (utterance_1640) she draws close and satisfys (utterance_1641) he could not forget missus pineavan's eyes though he remembered nothing of her other facial details (utterance_1642) afterwards they kept a part awhile in the drawing room for form's sake but eventually gravitated together again and finished the evening in each other's company (utterance_1643) but this was not all (utterance_1644) but was he able (utterance_1645) it was unfair to go further without telling her even though hitherto such explicitness had not been absolutely demanded (utterance_1646) he determined to call immediately on the new incarnation (utterance_1647) she lived not far from the long fashionable hamptonshire square and he went thither with expectations of having a highly emotional time at least (utterance_1648) but somehow the very bell pulled seemed cold although she had so earnestly asked him to come (utterance_1649) raising her eyes and a slightly inquiring manner from the book she was reading she bent back in her chair as if sulking herself in luxurious sensations which had nothing to do with him and replied to his greeting with a few commonplace words (utterance_1650) just as they turn my dearer into port in the space of a single night so this old air has been taken and doctored and twisted about him brought out as a new popular duty indeed (utterance_1651) she thought a little and then they went on to talk about her house which had been newly painted and decorated with greenish blue satin up to the height of a person's head an arrangement that somewhat improved her slightly faded though still pretty face and was helped by the ornings over the windows (utterance_1652) yes i have had my house some years she observed complacently and i like you better every year (utterance_1653) don't you feel lonely in it sometimes oh never (utterance_1654) what an unsivil thing to say she murmured in surprise (utterance_1655) it is rather unsybil (utterance_1656) as a punishment she did not ring the bell but left him to find his way out as he could (utterance_1657) i saw him at lady channockliff's the other night (utterance_1658) josted in piercing (utterance_1659) oh didn't he marry her (utterance_1660) said missus pineava with a start (utterance_1661) but jostlym was receding from the pretty widow's house with long strides (utterance_1662) yadiarius had left the drawing room for a moment to see that all was right in the dining room and when he was shuny in there stood alone in the lamplight nikolapine even (utterance_1663) she had been the first arrival (utterance_1664) as the other guests dropped in the pair retreated into a shady corner and she talked beside him till all moved off for the eating and drinking (utterance_1665) he had not been appointed to take her across to the dining room but at the table found her exactly opposite (utterance_1666) the spring in the present case was the artistic commendation she deserved and craved (utterance_1667) the lady on dostance left wife of a lord justice of appeal was in like manner talking to her companion on the outside so that for the time he was left to himself (utterance_1668) it came from the wife of one of his father's former workmen and was concerning her son whom she begged justlyn to recommend as candidates for some post in turn that you wished him to fill (utterance_1669) what is necessary to the completeness of the story at this stage is not to recapitulate but to take up some of the loose hands of the threads well within and followed them through until the clear and comprehensi the picture of the events can be seen (utterance_1670) the way of the inventor is hard (utterance_1671) he can sometimes raise capital to help him the working out his crude conceptions but in then it is frequently done at a distressful cost a personal surrender (utterance_1672) when the result is achieved the event she makes its appeal on the score of the colony a material are of effort and then label often awaits with crushing and tyrannical spirit smash the apparelous of her business very used (utterance_1673) possibly our national opposition as reviting the mansion the seeking a higher good knit some check (utterance_1674) possibly the litters would travel too far on the road of refaction if consovedison did not also play its salutary part in insisting that the procession of forad assaho (utterance_1675) on the contrary the conditions for its perceptions having written fast (utterance_1676) yes the very vulgar of the electric art light made harder the arrival of the incandescent (utterance_1677) a number of parents arequining companies or in existence and a great many local compass had been caught into things under french ice for commercial business and to execute regular city contracts for the street line (utterance_1678) thus and the curious manner the modern art of electrolyine was in a very true sense divided against hisself with intunes reveries and jealousies which were none the less real because they were by temporary and occurred in fact where ottoma union of the force was inappetible (utterance_1679) hence twenty years after the first avasonistation were established the mattered stay involved could be fairly credited with no less than sixty seven per cent (utterance_1680) it will be readily understood that under these conditions the modern mining company supplies to its customers both incandascent and arglyne frequently from the same dynamo the electry machinery as the source of current and that the old food as between the rival systems has died out (utterance_1681) in fact for some years past the residence of the national electric light association had been chosen almost exclusively from among the managers of the great athen mining comptus and the leading citizens (utterance_1682) the other strong opposition to the incandescent light came from the gas in the school (utterance_1683) there also the most bitter feeling was shown (utterance_1684) the gas manager did not like our plight but he interfered only with his street service which was not his large source of income by any means (utterance_1685) here again was given the most convincing demonstration of the truth that such an addition to the resources of mankind always carries with it uncispacked with benefits even for his animus (utterance_1686) this was not long no universally the spirit of shown and to day in hundreds of cities they lackedrica and gas progress are united under that one management which does not find it impossible to pushing the friendly and progressive way the use of both illuminance (utterance_1687) the most conspicuous example this identity of interest is given in new york itself (utterance_1688) so much for the early opposition of which they were just plenty (utterance_1689) but it may be questioned whether in oceans not equally to be dreaded with active ewel (utterance_1690) of course a grey many counts were eaten and read but why a genuine interest was aroused it was necessarily apothetic (utterance_1691) we got it at the great bargain and only paid us more some dam and the ballast and water gauge (utterance_1692) was so them for four cents that they were only about twenty with thirty thousands of them (utterance_1693) the fourth year i guarded on to thirty seven cents and i made all the money up in one year that i had asked previously (utterance_1694) one of the incidents which caused very great cheapening was that when we started one of the important processes had to be done by experts (utterance_1695) after feeling around for some days i got a clue how to do it (utterance_1696) a dam made another machine which did the word nicely (utterance_1697) incidentally it may be doubted as lustrative of the problem brought to a listen that while he had the factory at harrison and importing the chinese trader when to him and to want it a dynamo to be run by hand power (utterance_1698) for making the dynamos edison secured as noted in the preceding chapter the roach i a war son go work street new york and this was also equipped (utterance_1699) to sick monday bird man who had grown previously with atticus and phoneographs and was over to making edison specialist in a small way in a loft on loose der street new york was a sign that has of constructing sock thats fixedly fuses numbers out of each house (utterance_1700) in the early part of eighteen eighty one the edison electrilectrileite company least a o b charmassion at sixty five fifth avenue close to fording street for its headquarters and shelryms (utterance_1701) this was one of the finest homed in the city of that period and its acquisition was the premideous sign of the surrender of the famous western should have been to commerce (utterance_1702) they experienced with a later gas engine was further startling (utterance_1703) one day it was not going very well and when done to the man in charge and got it's poring around (utterance_1704) for the next four or five year such a fire was a varied boat b high dae and night (utterance_1705) the room team was very much the same as that at the laboratory in its arnadult of the clock (utterance_1706) i was telling the gentleman one day that i could not keep a secret even if i longed to madden my task they would break it open (utterance_1707) he suggested to me that he had a friend over on eight avenue who made a superior grade of secrece ah who would show them a trick (utterance_1708) he said that he would have some of them made up with hair and o paper and i could put them in without a word and see the result (utterance_1709) i thought no more about the matter (utterance_1710) i didn't remember anything about it (utterance_1711) i was to busy on other things to the notice (utterance_1712) speaking of those days of nights and asan says years ago one of the great violinist was rammony (utterance_1713) who was taught with me that i never asked him to bring his violin (utterance_1714) why not he came with his father lean about twelve o'clock (utterance_1715) after that every time he came to new york he used to call a sixty five late a night with his violins (utterance_1716) another visitor who had used to give us a good deal of amusement and pleasure was cap'n shaw the head of the lent and fibery gate (utterance_1717) who will go out among the fire ladies and have a great time (utterance_1718) speaking of tell the stories i went scout telling a master as at the house in lambfactory in the yard as he was leaving (utterance_1719) he was winter and he was all in first (utterance_1720) i had nothing known to protect me against the code (utterance_1721) then a gob clarissie and had to be shipped to florida for cure (utterance_1722) he had merely enjoyed the delights of anxious anticipation and the perilous pleasure of factening at his experiments (utterance_1723) now after its poitation was requite (utterance_1724) lynton is goat and glory (utterance_1725) they say best man are moded out of thoughts and for the most become much more the better for being a little bad (utterance_1726) standing on the broken column of the oastebre three hundred feet above praying road hill william struck an attitude of theoretrico fashion and uttering the falling aritariko flight (utterance_1727) corrus london (utterance_1728) a sad how sad to think that the day will come when not a vastity of this one of romance of human energy shall remain with a cry of the waff back and beat him she only be heard a nature again resumed her rustic splendid desolation (utterance_1729) the devil's tavern was the resort for actors authors bohemians lords and ladies who did not retire early to their downing to couches (utterance_1730) well i am my sound soon found rest in deep slumbering and wafted away into a dreamless rim our tide bodies lay in the foeing arms and morphis unto the pot and knocked at our door next morning as the clock of the tower struck the hour of nine (utterance_1731) on first side of the song rising lena giveth's great expectations of fame and fortune for surely all we had was glowing expedations (utterance_1732) oft exportation fowls and most oft they were most a promises and off a heads where hope is codest and despair most fits (utterance_1733) dusis one double when six is tropically (utterance_1734) william to the great amazement of the dinner flung a guinea in the tinapot which were seemed immediately tacted by jack while they others looked on in silent expectation (utterance_1735) the plight jack replied all right sir take a word for it (utterance_1736) i have sent my life upon the cast i will stand a hazard of the die (utterance_1737) i immediately followed in this footsteps and found him joking with a landlady about a cup of infant bo perhaps she was fondling her compacious lap (utterance_1738) if they had dropped out of the clouds well and could not have been more pleased or surprised and the feeling was reciproco (utterance_1739) the preening shop of fau was owing a sure distance from the devastavum and we were invited to visit the establishment (utterance_1740) james redbitch gazed for a moment on the manly formal willum and blurriot a his bluff manner what do you know (utterance_1741) the next day everybody in the house began to make preparations for the journey (utterance_1742) everything was done very leisurely though there was a lot of talking and disputing and the giving of contrary orders (utterance_1743) the old porter was fair directing as scolding the servants that they piled the rugs and blankets and bags of food and pots and pans and dishes into the wagon (utterance_1744) there was quite a procession when that last the big wagon rumbued out through the gateway (utterance_1745) behind i came to gamother in her duly deck a foot of a litter or easy chair sunk between two long poles (utterance_1746) besides the family there were many servants and several others walked beside the slow moving wagon (utterance_1747) the cook too while with them (utterance_1748) good bye shouted little nauf miss carton whilst they went by good bye (utterance_1749) they shouted greeting through their friend to the potter as they passed him and also to the old faccar smeared out over with the ashes who sat in a little brick hut by the bridge and pretended to make wonderful cures (utterance_1750) this is more fun they go into school said color as the oxen plotted along through clouds of dust (utterance_1751) these lovely birds are found nearly everywhere in india and in some parts are in quite wild (utterance_1752) his long matted hair hung on his shoulders and he was saying his prayers with the hope of a rosary of beads which he continually passed through his hands (utterance_1753) as the wagon came up a young man who accompanied the holy man ran up and held out a begging ball saying give o charitable people to this holy one (utterance_1754) no country in the world has so many beggars as india (utterance_1755) many of them are caught wholly men because they do nothing but make pilgrimages from one secret place to another living solely on the arms that are given to them (utterance_1756) when they had eaten their lunch the young people to explore the garden near them (utterance_1757) perhaps their dog said mahala a little fearfully but they forgot about dogs and they thought they could have sugar cane down by its stream (utterance_1758) perhaps you can buy some from the man there he is now playing by the stream said colla (utterance_1759) it is looking for water said the farmer as he took a long spluck of cane and gently guided it down to the stream (utterance_1760) the snake is another sacred animal of the hendues and though not killer and jerwind for anything (utterance_1761) as they were about to move on again they saw green cloud of dust down the road (utterance_1762) i turned out that it was a great and powerful rajah go in stay on a journey to with another rajah or ruler of one of the small kingdoms or states of which marden and deils formerly made up (utterance_1763) first there came a big elephant autocrated silken gold and silver (utterance_1764) on the elephant's back which was the hoda which was like a big chair the canopy over it and in this sitting cross light was the ruggir a big fat fellow dressed in coloured silks and jewels the great diamonds at plume in his turban (utterance_1765) behind the howder stood a servant holding a big umbrella a fine feathers over the raja's head (utterance_1766) the driver sat on the neck of the elephant and guided the big beast that were prowling him on one side or the other with an iron sharp stick or gold (utterance_1767) is it it fine to rite like down a big elephant (utterance_1768) nor the rest of the day the middle folk talked of nothing but the great regiarnas escort (utterance_1769) our party came to a halt among many other bluelock carts the owners of which were already sitting around on the ground cooking their suppers a bargaining for sleep at a little booth (utterance_1770) these they used for plates heaping them up with their boiled rice and curry and sersh and our sources of puddings and sweets (utterance_1771) a supper was being eaten another party stopped at the parrol and camped not far away (utterance_1772) when the lidder was put down the emboy stepped out looking very proud and haughty (utterance_1773) his servants i once spread a handsome rug on the ground for him to sit on i rushed about waiting on him taking good care to keep everyone undergisted (utterance_1774) yes and how he orders everyone about him (utterance_1775) around a little brownman's neck was a thin corridor thread which was the sign of his high cast (utterance_1776) meanwhile the haughty little bramman ate his supper when this head turned away so no one could see him eat and then growing tired of respectful glances of the crowd around him he got into his litter again and the servants fastened the curtains tightly around him (utterance_1777) everybody stepped soundly in spite of the fact that one of the servants was beating a drummas of the night which generally believed was the way to keep off evil spirits (utterance_1778) oh the thieves he cried (utterance_1779) there are spatters to bakers (utterance_1780) what art thou guarding so carefully she a asked her brother (utterance_1781) he and colo were walking beside the wagon for a change (utterance_1782) the laudices rised so shea and her mother and aunt could enjoy the fresh air (utterance_1783) there my doll said the little girl sadly as she patted the bundle beside her (utterance_1784) i take them with an offering to the holy river poor little woman (utterance_1785) must those sacrifice die toys too (utterance_1786) smaller uncle as he patted her head (utterance_1787) chapter forty nine greeks is stubborn (utterance_1788) the days glided by but the stiffness and crisppies limbs growing thus painful and the pony recovering fast for the clear mountain air seemed to act like a cure for winds (utterance_1789) every day they came showed the injured animal in bitter condition (utterance_1790) at efforts to move no longer made chris wince and forget his own pains and those he fell at seeing the mustain suffer (utterance_1791) everyone was busy for the keeping watch reggirowy took up a good deal of time (utterance_1792) it's all nonsense ned cried chris for them to think they're staying on account of us hullo greggs were you listening (utterance_1793) how did your pony go this morning splendid (utterance_1794) just how to deliver on the bare leg but is better than i was yesterday (utterance_1795) did you counter this morning counter (utterance_1796) we went at a good swinging gallop and what about you (utterance_1797) oh i'm only little stiff still (utterance_1798) we shall get strong more quickly journeying over the plains or climb me in and out among the mountains (utterance_1799) he says we're to start to morrow at daybreak (utterance_1800) hurrah cried chris (utterance_1801) but we shan't my lad why not (utterance_1802) because austine indians again (utterance_1803) oh your allus singing indians again (utterance_1804) well they showed themselves to me i didn't want them said griggs strarley (utterance_1805) then artful lot never been away at all i believe (utterance_1806) we couldn't see him oh if you may disturb they had been close upon a heels directly (utterance_1807) ah you have to trap them chris said ned maliciously (utterance_1808) look here if you say that again we shall queere here that griggs (utterance_1809) oh yes i hear serve you right (utterance_1810) if he can show us a better way he had better hold her tongue (utterance_1811) very well i can do that said ned hottily (utterance_1812) there that's enough cried chris don't be so petty ned (utterance_1813) that's right cried giggs (utterance_1814) look here lads i've just been trying that place again (utterance_1815) and he turned the doctor likes (utterance_1816) being shot up by fellows with bows and arrows sounds bad enough but there's not much risk here (utterance_1817) i don't know about that said chris anxiously (utterance_1818) don't you well i do (utterance_1819) i should be running fast and dodging in and out among the rocks and trees (utterance_1820) but the enemy won't be standing still continued griggs (utterance_1821) don't believe there's a bitter risk for me i shall be all right (utterance_1822) what the animals will be well back in that hole said chris (utterance_1823) yes my lad but i want them to be planted for the backstill (utterance_1824) i'm afraid father was saying that the ponies ought to be close at hand (utterance_1825) yes that's right if it can be done but it'll go hard with us all of the indians gave up the bay of the trap and turned upon both who said it (utterance_1826) well you must talk at a rude father said chris (utterance_1827) to many redskins about as i told you (utterance_1828) there are always too many red skins about cried chris impatiently (utterance_1829) i wish you could charge them boldly and send them flying over the plains (utterance_1830) never to come back again said ned sharply (utterance_1831) not quite my lads but do you see that we're playing a very ticklish game (utterance_1832) just then the doctor came into the shelter with the boys having talking bringing with them wotton loving shooting rather trying to shoot for he had had no success they too were talking earnestly about ways and means (utterance_1833) oh here ye are griggs cried the doctor (utterance_1834) had a good turn i scouting yes sir (utterance_1835) the indians have shipped to their quarters and therein the bow as awkward a position as they could contrive for our purpose (utterance_1836) we must get away from here to some good hunting ground (utterance_1837) did the inducing to be camping or only on the move (utterance_1838) this seemed to me to be hatching up some daughter another replied griggs (utterance_1839) then he began to walk up and down slowly evidently deeply thought (utterance_1840) there he said i have made up my mind (utterance_1841) it is merely evident that we may wait here a tarred stores are exhausted and be as far off the opportunity we seek as ever (utterance_1842) the indians can wait we cannot and they seem to know it (utterance_1843) going to give up young chris's plan said gligg slowly (utterance_1844) no i'm going to put it in force at once we start to night (utterance_1845) for all the same we can be making our preparations (utterance_1846) the barrels can be flowed with water and every one's bottle (utterance_1847) religions can be packed in our wallets in fact everything how ready for us start (utterance_1848) finally just at thus the animals can be driven into food and water and (utterance_1849) exactly replied the doctor (utterance_1850) but before any more said griggs i want to offer you the opportunity to draw back (utterance_1851) look for said glue sharply (utterance_1852) not a bit of it sir i'm going to take care they don't hed me (utterance_1853) i mean to do a bit to carry out young chris's plan i shut up the reskin for a week or two perhaps a month while we get right away (utterance_1854) there is a horrible sauteric griggs (utterance_1855) what be as we let them get to better for us sir (utterance_1856) you mean the shutting of the animicio stars (utterance_1857) ejaculated griggs so sharply that the boy started still the might if they did sir (utterance_1858) what business have they do on our scopes but we shouldn't shut them up to stars (utterance_1859) they'd have weeks a work before they could get their horses out but without horses they'd be out in the wake (utterance_1860) star nonsense (utterance_1861) but there i don't want you mix peaches it's all a settle gentleman (utterance_1862) will you have got to tell the lookout with coming off (utterance_1863) now every one understands that he is to be ready without showing any watchful and dense doubt that there is something on the way (utterance_1864) yet so strong was the effect upon him of contemplating a large fortune that in despite of reason and desire he lived in eager expectation of the word which should make him rich (utterance_1865) a part of that impression was due to the engagement which he must now fulfil (utterance_1866) to shuffle out of this duty would make him too ignoble even in his own eyes (utterance_1867) because in his salad days he dallied with a girl who had indeed many charms step by step he had come to the necessity of sacrificing his prospects to that war attachment (utterance_1868) unable to think of work he left the house and wandered gloomily about regent's park (utterance_1869) he felt himself ill used by destiny and therefore by marian who was fate's instrument (utterance_1870) he went to marian (utterance_1871) will you let me hear lord common scenery (utterance_1872) i scarcely thought of beef and as likely to kill himself (utterance_1873) but why the juice did he go all the way out there (utterance_1874) i hope you would bring me some news (utterance_1875) poverty i can only suppose (utterance_1876) but i will see welpt down i hadn't come across biffon for a long time (utterance_1877) was he still so very poor (utterance_1878) asked amy compassionately (utterance_1879) i'm afraid so his book failed utterly (utterance_1880) oh if i had imagined him still in such distress surely i might have done something to help him (utterance_1881) perchance his death was in part attributable to that hopeless love (utterance_1882) he sent me a copy of his nothing she said and i saw him once or twice after that (utterance_1883) having this subject to converse upon put the two more quickly at east than could otherwise have been the case (utterance_1884) amy might take a foremost place among brilliant women (utterance_1885) especially now that her father is threatened with blindness (utterance_1886) is it so serious (utterance_1887) even if mister yule recovers his side it is not at all likely that he will be able to work as before (utterance_1888) a difficulties are so grave that (utterance_1889) he paused and let his hand filed despondently (utterance_1890) i have a good deal of will you remember and what i have set my mind upon no doubt i shall some day achieve (utterance_1891) there was silence (utterance_1892) the last three years he continued have made no slight difference in my position (utterance_1893) recall where i stood when he first knew me (utterance_1894) just now i am in need of a little encouragement (utterance_1895) you don't notice any falling off in my work recently (utterance_1896) do you see my things in the count and so on generally (utterance_1897) sometimes i believe i have detected you when there was no signature (utterance_1898) her story in that girl's paper has attracted attention (utterance_1899) and i could so easily put her at rest by renouncing all claim upon her (utterance_1900) i surmise that that you yourself would also be put at rest by such a decision (utterance_1901) john look at me with that ironical smile he pleaded (utterance_1902) i couldn't go about declaring that i was harp broken in any event i must be content for people to judge me according to their disposition and judgments are pretty sure to be unfavorable what can i do (utterance_1903) the case is too delicate i fear for my advice (utterance_1904) well i'll go back to my scribbling (utterance_1905) again jasper held the white soft head for a superfluous moment (utterance_1906) yet for such feelings he reproached himself and the reproach made him angry (utterance_1907) erin could not mistake the air of restless trouble on her companion's smooth countenance (utterance_1908) she had divined that there was some grave reason for this sons and the painting with which she approached was half caused by the anxious beats of her heart (utterance_1909) he began abruptly (utterance_1910) he gave her such details as he had obtained then added (utterance_1911) there are two of my companions falling in the battle (utterance_1912) i ought to think myself a lucky fellow marrying what (utterance_1913) you had better fit it to find your wife jasper (utterance_1914) more of a great ravine (utterance_1915) he had known very well i died (utterance_1916) i have made up my mind about air affairs he went on presently (utterance_1917) this (utterance_1918) will you marry me and let us take your chance (utterance_1919) you feel yourself indispensable to your father at present (utterance_1920) i should be so afraid of the effect upon his health jasper (utterance_1921) she paused and looked up at him touchingly (utterance_1922) dear i can't feel it would be my duty to announce you because my father had become blind (utterance_1923) has one thing occurred to you (utterance_1924) will he consent to receive an allowance from a person whose name is missus miltaine (utterance_1925) and if he obstinately refuses what then what is before him (utterance_1926) she listened anxiously and reflected (utterance_1927) as i have said there is a very serious doubt whether your father would accept money from you when you are my wife (utterance_1928) it isn't your fault marian and well then there's only one thing to do (utterance_1929) except jasper but if father is helpless i must find means of assuring his support (utterance_1930) did you think them insurmountable (utterance_1931) that is just what i have decided is impossible nowing you shall have the plain truth (utterance_1932) i don't trust myself (utterance_1933) but shall he face them willingly (utterance_1934) pull up your umbrella marian (utterance_1935) what do i care for a drop of rain she exclaimed with passionate sadness when all my life is of stake how am i to understand you (utterance_1936) every word you speak seems intended to dishorten me (utterance_1937) why need you conceal it if that is the truth (utterance_1938) is that what you mean by saying you distrust yourself (utterance_1939) we must see each other again marian (utterance_1940) how am i to live an hour in such uncertainty as this (utterance_1941) i do wish it (utterance_1942) her emotion had an effect on him and his voice trembled (utterance_1943) there is no natural law that a child should surrender everything for her parents (utterance_1944) you know so much more of the world than i did can't you advise me (utterance_1945) does that known way of providing for my father (utterance_1946) good god this is frightful marian i can't stand it (utterance_1947) i will be faithful to you (utterance_1948) he had made a pretence of holding his umbrella over her but marian turned away and walked to a little distance and stood beneath the shelter of a great tree her face averted from him (utterance_1949) moving to follow he saw that her fame was shaken by soundless sobbing (utterance_1950) in what can there be more selfishness (utterance_1951) but i couldn't say on word that would seem to invite such misery as this (utterance_1952) you don't love me jasper and that's an end of everything (utterance_1953) happiness or misery come to us by fight (utterance_1954) is it in my power to make you happy (utterance_1955) but if you had said you loved me before that i should have it always to remember (utterance_1956) if i believe anything i believe that i did love you (utterance_1957) what can you say to me more than you have said now (utterance_1958) remember me as a man who disregarded priceless laughs such as yours to go and make himself a proud position among fools and knaves indeed that's what it's come to (utterance_1959) soon enough you would thoroughly despise me and though i should know it was merited my perverse pride would revolt against it (utterance_1960) what can be simpler than the truth (utterance_1961) it is a thing that happens every day either in a man or woman and all that on a demands is the courage to confess the truth (utterance_1962) marian don't you do this or you let her engagement last for another six months but without her meeting during that time (utterance_1963) that seems to me childish (utterance_1964) the rain fell unceasingly and with it began to mingle unwartumned on mist (utterance_1965) just but delayed a moment they asked calmly (utterance_1966) are you going to the museum yes (utterance_1967) go home again for this morning marian you can't work (utterance_1968) i must and i have no time to lose (utterance_1969) good bye she gave him her hand (utterance_1970) they looked at each other for an instant that marian left the shelter of the tree opened her umbrella and walked quickly away (utterance_1971) jasper did not watch her he had the face of a man who was suffering a severe humiliation (utterance_1972) his sister said very little for she recognized genuine suffering in his time's and aspect (utterance_1973) a few weeks ago he actually proposed to a woman for whom he does not pretend to have the slightest affection but who was very rich and who seemed likely to be foolish enough to marry him (utterance_1974) yesterday morning he received her final answer a refusal (utterance_1975) you will understand though surely you need no fresh proof how utterly a worthy he is of you (utterance_1976) you are the only friend i have of my own sex and i could not bear to lose you (utterance_1977) several days passed before there came a reply (utterance_1978) i must only ask that you will write to me without the least reference to these troubles tell me always about yourself i be sure that you cannot tell me too much (utterance_1979) we have succeeded in a massing two hundred ounces of silver enough i trust to erect a handsome bronze figure (utterance_1980) to be sure it seems a shame yet if i could steal the money this priest is boasting about i could live at ease for the rest of my days and so he began casting about how best he might compass his purpose (utterance_1981) but the priest far from guessing the drift of his comrades thoughts journeyed cheerfully on till they reached the town of coona (utterance_1982) here there is an arm of the sea which is crossed in fairy boats that start as soon as some twenty or thirty passengers are gathered together and in one of these boats the two travelers embarked (utterance_1983) when the boatmen and passengers heard the splash and saw the priest struggling in the water they were afraid and made every effort to save him but the wind was fair and the boat running swiftly under the belling sails so they were soon a few hundred yards off from the drowning man who sank before the boat could be turned to rescue him (utterance_1984) when he saw this the roon feigned the utmost grief in dismay and said to his fellow passengers dearest please to whom we have just lost was my cousin he was going to kioto to visit the shrine of his patron and as i happened to have business there is well we settled to travel together (utterance_1985) now alas by this misfortune my cousin is dead and i am left alone (utterance_1986) he spoke so feelingly and wept so freely that the passengers believed a story and pitied and tried to comfort them (utterance_1987) then the roman said to the boatman (utterance_1988) what think you gentlemen added he turning to the other travelers (utterance_1989) they of course were only too glad to avoid any hindrance to their onward journey and all with one voice agreed to what the run had had proposed and so the matter was settled (utterance_1990) when at length they reached the shore they left the boat and every man went his way but the rhonet overjoyed and his heart took the wandering priest's luggage and putting it with his own pursued his journey to kiota (utterance_1991) fortune favoring his speculations he began to amass great wealth and lived at his ease denying himself nothing and in the course of time he married a wife who bore him a child (utterance_1992) since then always gone well with me yet had i not been poor i had never turned to sasson northeaf (utterance_1993) he would have fled into the house but the ghost stretched forth its withered arm and clutching the back of his neck scowled at him with a vindict of glare and a hideous ghastliness of mean so unspeakably awful that any ordinary man would have swooned with fear (utterance_1994) at length undone by such ceaseless vexation took away fell ill and kept muttering o misery the wandering priest is coming to torture me (utterance_1995) now it chanced that the story reached the ears of a certain wandering priest who lodged in the next train (utterance_1996) and hiding his head under the coverlet he lay quivering all over (utterance_1997) three years ago at the coon of ferry you flung me into the water and well you remember it (utterance_1998) happily continued the priest i had learned to swim and to die of as a boy so i reached the shore and after wandering through many provinces succeeded in setting up a bronze figure to buddha thus fulfilling the wish of my heart (utterance_1999) on my journey homewards i took a lodging in the next street and there heard of your marvelous ailment (utterance_2000) thinking i could divine its cause i came to see you and i'm glad to find i was not mistaken (utterance_2001) and would it not ill become me to bear malice (utterance_2002) repent therefore in abandon your evil ways (utterance_2003) to see you do so i should esteem the height of happiness (utterance_2004) be of good cheer now and look me in the face and you will see that i am really a living man and no vengeful goblin come to torment you (utterance_2005) in a fit of madness i was tempted to kill and rob you (utterance_2006) fortune befriended me ever after but the richer i grew the more keenly i felt how wicked i had been and the more i foresaw that my victim's vengeance would some day overtake me (utterance_2007) haunted by this thought i lost my nerve till one night i beheld your spirit and from that time forth fell ill (utterance_2008) but how you manage to escape in her still alive it's more than i can understand (utterance_2009) a guilty man said the priest with a smile shudders at the rustling of the wind or the chattering of his stork speak a murderer's conscience praise upon his mind till he sees what is not (utterance_2010) every well ordered japanese home of the old fashioned kind has its little shrine which is the centre of the religious life of the house (utterance_2011) she it is who sets the rice and wine before the ancestral tablets who lights the little lamp each night and who sees that at each feast day and inversary season the proper food is prepared and set out for the household gods (utterance_2012) these must be kept carefully by the mother as the safe guard against the many evils that beset child life (utterance_2013) visits to noted temples by relatives and friends often result in addition to the child's collection (utterance_2014) all these are put together by the careful mother and preserved as jealously as queen othia kept the charred stick that governed the destiny of her son (utterance_2015) as the children arrive at years of discretion these treasures pass out of the mother's faithful keeping into the hands of their actual owners and there usually kept sport away in some little use drawer or cabinet until death removed the necessity for any further safe guards over life (utterance_2016) each animal brings its own kind of good or bad luck into the hour day or year over which it presides and only a skilful balancer of prose and kinds can read a right the combinations and understand what the luck of any particular hour in any particular year will be (utterance_2017) for the greater events of family life the home prophecies are felt to be too uncertain than the services of the fortune teller must be called him (utterance_2018) no well managed family would think of building a new house without finding in what direction to pace the front door (utterance_2019) after this manner has been settled in the house is fairly begun there are occasional cracies in its construction upon which much depends (utterance_2020) of these the most important is the day when the ruth is raised (utterance_2021) the house owner then the sides whether the day set by the builder is a lucky one for himself and his family (utterance_2022) a present of money to eat workmen is also in order and will conduce to the rapid and faithful execution of the job at hand when at last the house is finished and carpenters and plasterers are ready to leave it the local firemen who have assisted all along in the building as unscaled laborers often ascend to the roof and from the bridge pole cast down cakes for which the children in the neighbourhood scrambled joyfully (utterance_2023) all come who can and those who cannot come send servants or provisions (utterance_2024) on the day after the death often in the evening the body must be placed in a cask shaped coffin that until recently was a style commonly in using japan (utterance_2025) now among the wealthier classes the long coffin has superseded the small square or round one but the smaller expense connected with the burial in the old way makes a survival of an old time a necessity for the majority of japanese (utterance_2026) at an appointed time all the relatives assemble in the death chamber and preparations are made for the bathing of the corpse (utterance_2027) there's no official ceremonial morning of parents for their children nor does custom require them to perform any of the last rites or attend the funeral (utterance_2028) upon the younger brothers and sisters falls the duty of attending to all the last sad ministrations (utterance_2029) when the body has been washed is as dressed in white and silkawati whenever the family can afford it (utterance_2030) the body to be placed in the coffin must be folded into a sitting posture and the chin resting upon the knees the position of the mummies found in many aboriginal american tombs (utterance_2031) this difficult to us apparently impossible feat safely accomplished there are placed in the coffin and number of small things that the dead takes with him to the next world (utterance_2032) the single exception to this rule about metal is that small copper coins may be put in to fee the old hag who guards the bank of the river of death (utterance_2033) last of all the vacant spaces in the coffin are filled it in with bags of tea (utterance_2034) so long as the coffin is in the house it must be watched over continually (utterance_2035) it is their duty to see that the incense burning before the coffin is never allowed to go out while the food for the dead is renewed a regular intervals by the mourners themselves (utterance_2036) there are few enlightened japanese who will defend the present system of cruelty to the afflicted or who do not long for some change but so great as the force of conservatism in this regard so haunting the fear that any change may indicate a lack of respect for the dead that reform advances slowly (utterance_2037) individual instances occur in which some of the worst features of these customs are modified (utterance_2038) a case and point is that that the late mister fuchasava a man whose life was devoted to the advancement of his countrymen in modern ways and who in his death continued his teaching (utterance_2039) in his will he provided that his body was to be buried without washing in the clothing in which he died (utterance_2040) through this growing feeling and the unselfishness of maternal affection may come in time the release from these mournful ceremonies (utterance_2041) just before the procession starts a religious ceremony is held at the house which is attended by the friends of the deceased and which is substantially the same as that performed at the cemetery (utterance_2042) on the day of the burial great bunches of natural flowers are sent to the dead each bunch so large as to regard the services of one man to carry it (utterance_2043) sometimes with the gift a man is sent to take part in the possession but if the giver feels too poor to higher a man this burden too falls upon the breathed household for edica had requires that all flowers sent be borne to the grave by uniform coolies who march in the funeral train (utterance_2044) another favored present at this time among buddhist is a cage of living birds too be born to the grave and released thereon (utterance_2045) it seems more like a bridal than a burial (utterance_2046) during this period the spirit of the deceased is supposed to be still inhabiting the house and a tablet or shrinus set up in the death chamber before which food and flowers are renewed daily (utterance_2047) of course you must be alone anne said diana (utterance_2048) of course it would be romantic conceited jane andrews but i know that i couldn't keep still (utterance_2049) but it's so ridiculous to have a red headed elaine mourned anne (utterance_2050) and a lane was a little made (utterance_2051) your complexion is just as fair as rubies said diana earnestly and your hair is ever so much darker than it used to be before you cut it (utterance_2052) it was splendid to fish for chat over the bed and the two girls learnd to row themselves about in the little flat bottomed door mister bhaer kept product shooting (utterance_2053) it was anxiety that dramatisoline (utterance_2054) those days she said were so much more romantic than the present (utterance_2055) they had often gone down like this and nothing could be more convenient for playing a lane (utterance_2056) the black shell having been procured anne spitted over the flat and then lay down in the bottom with closed eyes and hands folded over her breast (utterance_2057) it spoils the effect because this is hundreds of years before missus lundbist borne (utterance_2058) john eare ranches (utterance_2059) it's simply for the interview talking when she is dead (utterance_2060) jane rested the occasion (utterance_2061) the fine of the landing (utterance_2062) anne gave one gasping little scream which nobody ever heard she was white to the lips but she did not lose her self possession (utterance_2063) there is one chance just one (utterance_2064) under such circumstances you don't think much about making a flowery prayer (utterance_2065) the flat drifted under the bread and then promptly sank in mid stream (utterance_2066) ruby jam and diana already awaiting it on the lower headland saw it disappear before the very eyes it had no doubt but that anne had gone down with it (utterance_2067) the minutes passed by a simming like an hour to the unfortunate lily maid (utterance_2068) why didn't somebody come where had the girls gone (utterance_2069) her imagination began to suggest all manner of girson possibilities to her (utterance_2070) anne shirley (utterance_2071) how i'm earth to drive it up there he exclaimed (utterance_2072) it was certainly extremely difficult to be dignified under the circumstances (utterance_2073) what has happened anne (utterance_2074) asked gilbert taking up his oars (utterance_2075) we were playing elaine explained anne frederick without even looking at her rescuer and i had to drift down to kimot and the barge i mean the fight (utterance_2076) for a moment anne hesitated (utterance_2077) her heart gave a quick queer little bee (utterance_2078) her resentment which to other an older people might be as laughable as its cause was in no wit alaide and softened by time seemingly (utterance_2079) no she said coldly i shall never be friends with thee of gilbert blythe and i don't want to be (utterance_2080) all right (utterance_2081) i'll never ask you to be friends again anne shirley and i don't care either (utterance_2082) of course he had insulted her terribly but still (utterance_2083) everything i do gets me or my tears franz into escape (utterance_2084) and per centiment proved more trustworthy than percentements are apt to do (utterance_2085) will you ever have any sense anne grim marilla (utterance_2086) i don't say how said marilla (utterance_2087) ever since i came to green gables i've been making mistakes and each mistake has helped to cure me of some great short coming (utterance_2088) vanity and vexation of spirit (utterance_2089) the spring was abroad in the land and marilla's sober middle aged step was lighter and swifter because of its deep primal gladness (utterance_2090) i must say with all her thoughts i never found her disobedient or untrustworthy before and i'm real sorry to find her so now (utterance_2091) perhaps you're judging her too hastily marilla (utterance_2092) of course i knew you take her part mattie but i'm bringing her up not you (utterance_2093) demanded marilla anxiously going over to the bed (utterance_2094) anne cowered deeper into her pillows as if desirous of hiding herself forever from mortal eyes no (utterance_2095) get right up this minute and tell me (utterance_2096) this minute i say darna what is it (utterance_2097) and had slid to the floor in despairing obedience (utterance_2098) yes it's green modan (utterance_2099) i thought nothing can be as bad as red hair (utterance_2100) he even got an intunious scrape for ever two months and i was sure another one was due (utterance_2101) now then what did you do to your hair (utterance_2102) and surely didn't you know it was wicked thing to do (utterance_2103) yes i knew it was a little wicked admitted anne (utterance_2104) i know what if you used like to have you a word at it (utterance_2105) and missus allen says we should never suspect any one of not telling us the truth unless we have proof that they're not (utterance_2106) but i hadn't been and i believed every word he said implicitly (utterance_2107) who said are you talking about (utterance_2108) oh i didn't let him in the house (utterance_2109) in a trice i saw myself with beautiful rays and black hair and the temptation was irresistible (utterance_2110) oh marilla but a tangled web weep when first we practiced to deceive (utterance_2111) your must be cut off there is no other way you can't go out with a looking leg back (utterance_2112) with a dismal sigh she went for the scissors (utterance_2113) but there was nothing comforting and having your hair cut off because you've died at a dreadful color is there (utterance_2114) i'm going to weep all the time you're cutting it off if it won't interfere (utterance_2115) it seemed such a tragic thing (utterance_2116) anne wept then but later on when she went up stairs and looked in the glass she was calm with despair (utterance_2117) yes i will too (utterance_2118) i never thought i was vain about my hair of all things but now i know i was in spite of its being red because it was so long and thick and curly (utterance_2119) i expect something how more happened to my nose next (utterance_2120) anne's clip ted made a sensation in school in the following monday but to her relief nobody guessed the real reason for it not even jussy pie who however did not fail to inform anne that she looked like a perfect scarecrow (utterance_2121) it's hard to be told you look like a scarf and kicked scarecrow and i wanted to stay something back but i did it (utterance_2122) and makes you feel very virtuous when you forgive people doesn't it (utterance_2123) i mean to devote all my energies to being good after this and i shall never try to be beautiful again (utterance_2124) of course it's better to be good (utterance_2125) i do really want to be good marilla like you and missus allan and miss stacy and grabs to be a credit to you (utterance_2126) dionysses when my hair beguns to grow to tie a black velvet ribbon around my head with a bow at one side (utterance_2127) i will call it a snude that sounds so romantic (utterance_2128) my head is better now (utterance_2129) it was terrible by this afternoon though (utterance_2130) genior avonlea found it hard to settle down to humdrum existence again (utterance_2131) perhaps after a while i'll get used to it but i'm afraid concerts spoil people for every day life (utterance_2132) i suppose that is why marilla disapproves of them (utterance_2133) i feel just now that i may grow up to be sensible yet (utterance_2134) i just lay awake and imagine the concert over and over again (utterance_2135) eventually however avonlea school slipped back into its old groove and took up its old interests (utterance_2136) none of the sloanes would have any dealings with the bows because the bells had declared that the sloanes had too much to do in the programme and the sloans had retorted that the bells were not capable of doing the little they had to do properly (utterance_2137) the winter week slipped by (utterance_2138) on anne's birthday they were tripping lightly down it keeping eyes and ears alert amid all the chatter for miss stacy had told them that they must soon read a composition on a winter's walk in the woods and it behoved them to be observant (utterance_2139) i can scarcely realise them in my teens (utterance_2140) it's a great comfort to think that i'll be able to use big words then without being laughed at (utterance_2141) ruby gillis thinks of nothing but bow said anne disdainfully (utterance_2142) she's actually delighted when any one might's her name i've been had taken notice for all she pretends to be so mad (utterance_2143) i'm trying to be as much like missus allen as i possibly can for i think she is perfect (utterance_2144) if i had alice belle's crooked nose said anne decidedly i wouldn't but dare (utterance_2145) i'm afraid i think too much about my nose ever since i heard that compliment about it long ago (utterance_2146) oh diana look there's a rabbit (utterance_2147) they're so white and still as if they are asleep and dreaming pretty dreams (utterance_2148) i read at last monday evening (utterance_2149) it's called the jealous rival or in death not divided (utterance_2150) i read it to marilla and she said it was stuff and nonsense (utterance_2151) it's a sad sweet story (utterance_2152) cordelia was a regal brunett with a coronet of midnight hair and duskly flashing eyes (utterance_2153) you know so much more than you did when you were only twelve (utterance_2154) they grew in beauty side by side until they were sixteen (utterance_2155) i asked free beguilis if she knew anything about how men proposed because i thought she'd likely be in authority on the subject having so many sisters married (utterance_2156) but she pretended to be jelly and's friend the same as ever (utterance_2157) let's ew and me have a story club all around and write stories for practice (utterance_2158) you ought to cultivate your imagination you know miss daisy says so (utterance_2159) only we must take the right way (utterance_2160) this was how the story club came into existence (utterance_2161) neau boys were allowed in it although ruby gillis a pine that their admission would make it more exciting and each member had to produce one story a week (utterance_2162) each girl has to read her story out loud and then we talk it over (utterance_2163) mine is rosamond mont morcery all the girls keep pretty well (utterance_2164) i am sure that must have a horse from that fact (utterance_2165) the more was the great thing mister allen said so (utterance_2166) i read one of my stories to him and missus allan and they both agreed that the moral was excellent (utterance_2167) jane and ruby almost always cry when i come to the pathetic parts (utterance_2168) miss josephine barry broke back that she had never read anything so amusing in her life (utterance_2169) i'm sure missus allan was never such a silly forgetful little girl as you are (utterance_2170) i felt so encouraged when i heard that (utterance_2171) missus lynde's as she always felt shocked when she hears of any one ever having been naughty no matter how small there were (utterance_2172) now i wouldn't have felt that way (utterance_2173) pelix nuckers the generally of lady man of the hall had just brought the boys up from cedarville to its place they had journeyed from itata under a glove after the old boat running up kayovolak (utterance_2174) winterdoors had come thread garrison larry colvine and several others of the old school chums (utterance_2175) oh how do you do missus strong (utterance_2176) and he ran to meet the heptita (utterance_2177) well thomas i hope you have left all your plans behind observed george stung (utterance_2178) hollowaylak (utterance_2179) of gains of king hounds and (utterance_2180) you'll let me go say you are sticking prince and my hand hold paul (utterance_2181) he moaned as tom ran off throwing away several tiny tacks as he did so (utterance_2182) so you come back have you (utterance_2183) observed missus green as tom stopped at the kitchen door (utterance_2184) asked tom and then his face fell (utterance_2185) oh dear you always did put me down at the first door in the school when i i do my very best and almost sobbing tom put his face up against the coat sleeved (utterance_2186) missus green was very tender hearted in spite offered somewhat free tongue and she was all sympathy immediately (utterance_2187) dad there's home i didn't mean to hurt your feelings he said soothingly (utterance_2188) i i will know sop tom (utterance_2189) tom said dumb and have a pie that's a good boy (utterance_2190) i scarcely like home he murmured presently (utterance_2191) missus green when you die they ought to etique an awfully becoming ornament over your grave (utterance_2192) what force i trouble come then sancho (utterance_2193) and yet with it all she couldn't help but liked to boy (utterance_2194) and to think the stove just began (utterance_2195) and he mobed his bow with his foot bentella handkerchief (utterance_2196) what kind of joke is that master over (utterance_2197) oh it's not a joke you're a handsome (utterance_2198) have you got a cameta to be sure here it is (utterance_2199) sam drew a tiny box from his pocket (utterance_2200) i'll stand still and i'll take his natural (utterance_2201) don't stand up straight and look happy (utterance_2202) cried sam as the count collected her own (utterance_2203) raise your right hand to your breast this is all statesmen do (utterance_2204) no greater minute and the picture will be finished (utterance_2205) no this is a new patentic process (utterance_2206) sam drew a square of the tent from the box (utterance_2207) i don't see any future growled snubbers looking at his square blankly (utterance_2208) as a little fresh yet (utterance_2209) who boys gathered around set up a shovel (utterance_2210) sam rower i'll get square see if i don't (utterance_2211) he murmured sam innocently i was afraid of code picture (utterance_2212) so me i'll sonny donkey (utterance_2213) a donkey o pelic i did nothing of to find (utterance_2214) it's a donkey's head i say (utterance_2215) and i say to your picture (utterance_2216) i guess i know a donkey's head when i see it asked the robber (utterance_2217) hallowed there is some mistake here (utterance_2218) oh you can't joke me no more (utterance_2219) one night when both were sleeping the prince had a mockbirdren (utterance_2220) they rushed into the room added their cries to hers and forgetting all their form of precautions left the doors open so that the guards outside hearing the clamour entered and saw the prince (utterance_2221) she is a disgrace to her family and shall soon see her husband impaled on a stake (utterance_2222) then when his fore had disfigured by a fearful frown he continued to abuse the prince and having tied his hands behind him tied him from the room (utterance_2223) treated thus like some wild beast roughly shaken and neglected razubarona would have suffered greatly had he not been protected by the magic thrill given to him in partala and which he had comptiled to conceal in his hair (utterance_2224) advancing therefore with a large army he prepared to beseech champa the capital city (utterance_2225) a terrible battle ensued in which both kings were formed prodigies or valor (utterance_2226) should there be any pity for the violated otiheim (utterance_2227) at the old king my father now in his stoultage was foolish enough to favor the criminal for the sake of his worthless daughter you had no need of his permission and ought not to have been influenced by him (utterance_2228) let that wife seducer me immediately put to that my torture and his baromot be shut up and present shall i come (utterance_2229) how ready also of fierce elephant suitably equipped which i have mounted immediately after the very to overtake my army a march against the enemy and as i set out i will make the elephant trample the life out of that criminal (utterance_2230) while he stood there calmly awaiting that which now seemed inevitable he suddenly felt his feet free and a beautiful lady appeared before him (utterance_2231) she humbly bound down said let my lord harden her servant for the injury which she has unconsciously caused (utterance_2232) i am an officer born from the race of the moon (utterance_2233) monday as i was flying through the air wearing a white dress a swan mistaken me for a lot of slaughter tact me (utterance_2234) in his anger he cursed me saying oh wicked one for this offence you are condemned to be changed into a piece of unconscious metal (utterance_2235) the change to place immediately and i fell to the ground turned into a simple chain (utterance_2236) on his way he saw that silver fettered descended to the ground picked it up and continued his fight (utterance_2237) the slave of tendoradma hearing this came out of the palace and quickly mounting the elephant who held down his trunk to deceive him placed himself behind the prince (utterance_2238) kate for some mutual astonishment and joy and derewychnic nite each other depends exclaiming is it possible (utterance_2239) is it really you my dear friend apararia rama who have done the steed (utterance_2240) two days they forced their way and flying with good effects the weapons placed on the elephant for the use of tindle rima (utterance_2241) before however they had gone far they heard the noise of battle at at a distance and saw the soldiers and floated them scattered in all directions (utterance_2242) me hap just now encountered and artily defeated the enemy so that there is no fear of any further assistance (utterance_2243) and i did not hardly think to this (utterance_2244) out of curiosity he hung one of them outside his house (utterance_2245) in cases of scout in sting the marometison men drop up pagan ploses with human milk or juice of the milk hughescrant u fodpierre through kelly and apply them to the parts (utterance_2246) when the ambulical guard of a conte beef laws off aspired as burnt in the fire and its ashes are placed in a cope in its shell mixed with castro oil and applied by means of a fowl's feather to the naval (utterance_2247) nileen called the dead man by his name and eagerly made till some insect settle on the cloth (utterance_2248) blood was described as oozing out of his eyes (utterance_2249) made the patient suck the milk off depressed offer woman whose baby is more than eight days old (utterance_2250) his campboy told him of a case in which debt was said to have the sultan from eating one of these annuals cooked with some jack fruit (utterance_2251) a few years ago i scarce in connection with an insect which was said to have taken up its aboard an imported german class bangels which complete foot being deacon is industry of the garson of bangled makers the insect was supported to lie law on the bank of the fauchers when it would come out and nip the bearer after warning her to for sucumbrant (utterance_2252) his body was long and slender heart and a child his sight keen his aim and errand (utterance_2253) in the month of algrahian county i gone out shooting near the swamp of fliddy he with a few sporting companions (utterance_2254) one morning and scanty was seated in his boat leaning a favorite gun he suddenly started at what he thought was the cry of a while tot looking up he saw a blaze man and coming to the water's edge with two white tocklings glass to her breast (utterance_2255) the girl put the birds into the water and watched them anxiously (utterance_2256) looking round kranti saw one of his men pointing an unloaded gun at the rocks (utterance_2257) county went on clinging his gun (utterance_2258) after county had eaten and drunk the brammon begged him to induce himself county gave his own name his father's name and yet this was home and then said in usual bay if i can be of any service sir i shall gain my unfortunate (utterance_2259) so saying county peter had salute and repay (utterance_2260) the prickmild mansion of the muzumnas had been borrowed for the burning ceremony which was fixed for the next mark as kan did not wish to delay (utterance_2261) in due time the pride grammaribed on his elephant with drums and music and with the parts of the procession and the ceremony began (utterance_2262) in that passful doncast face grown with the railing coroneer and barracked with sandal paste he could scarcely recognize the relates made enough his fancy and in the fullness of his emotion a mist seemed to be cloud his eyes (utterance_2263) delight of the lamp seemed to grow them and darkness to tannish the face of the pride herself (utterance_2264) at first he felt angry with his father in law the old scoundrel had shown him one girl and married him to another (utterance_2265) close upon it followed the girl he had seen the fall (utterance_2266) oh the mad girl cried the woman as they made signs to her to lead the room (utterance_2267) all the women in the room began to titter (utterance_2268) the increasing laughter in the room betokened in a musing joke (utterance_2269) with a sigh of intense leaf as of his cave from the lametry he looked once more into the face of his pride (utterance_2270) the fawn had taken this morning meal and now lay curled up on a bed of moss (utterance_2271) whenever the fawn cut up he was quite content to frisk about (utterance_2272) the danger was certain now it was near (utterance_2273) the house had struck a trail where she turned and the fawn was safe (utterance_2274) one was rowing the other had a gun in his hand what should she do (utterance_2275) her tire lakes could not propel the tiet bony rapidly (utterance_2276) the door saw the boat nearing her (utterance_2277) in a moment more the boat was on her and the men at the oars had leaned over and caught her (utterance_2278) i was tormented by thirst but had abstained from drinking for many days according to the doctor's orders (utterance_2279) that old man ceased to give so much annoyance yet sometimes he appeared to me in dreams (utterance_2280) phileache had given them orders not to speak to me of this (utterance_2281) this maid had stolen from me certain little things of some importance and in her fear being detected she would have been very glad if i had died (utterance_2282) accordingly she allowed me twice to take as much as i could of the water so that in good earnest i swallowed more than a flask full i then covered myself and began to sweat and fell into a deep sleep (utterance_2283) they see that my poor friend was on the point of falling to the ground so grieved was he to hear this (utterance_2284) afterwards he took an ugly state and began to beat the serving girl with all his mind shouting out ah traitress you have killed him for me then (utterance_2285) she may indeed have saved my life so led me a helping hand for i have sweated and be quick about it (utterance_2286) phileache recovered his spirits dried and made me comfortable and i being conscious of a great improvement in my state began to reckon on recovery (utterance_2287) just then the other doctor bernardino put in his appearance who at the beginning of my illness had refused to bleed me (utterance_2288) master of french chesco the most able men exclede o power of nature (utterance_2289) she knows what she requires and the physicians know nothing (utterance_2290) that simboted my symbornardino made uncerseen if he had drunk another bottle he would have been cured upon the spot (utterance_2291) afterwards he turned to me and as if i could have drunk more water (utterance_2292) i answered no because i had entirely quenched my thirst (utterance_2293) in like manner she was asking for what she wanted when the poor young man bade do to breed him (utterance_2294) if you knew that his recurvare depended upon his drinking two flasks of water why did you not say so before (utterance_2295) you might then have boasted of this cure (utterance_2296) at this words the wretched quite sulkily departed and never showed his face again (utterance_2297) the very evening i was taken with great precautions in a chair well wrapped up and protected from the cold (utterance_2298) do not permit him any irregularities for though he has escaped this time another disorder now would be the death of him (utterance_2299) then he turned to me and said my ben vinounte be prudent commit no excesses and when you are quite recovered i begg you to make me a madonna with your own hand and i will always pay my devotions to it for your sake (utterance_2300) so i made my mind up and prepared to trouble (utterance_2301) that day many friends came to see me among others pierre laudani who was the best and dearest friend i ever had (utterance_2302) next day there came a certain niccolo de mont de agotto who was also a very great friend of mine (utterance_2303) i had harbored him in rome and provided for his costs while he had turned my whole house upside down for the man was subject to a species of dry scarf which he was always in the habit of scratching with his hand (utterance_2304) meanwhile that able physician french esco de morn tevarchi attended to my kio with great skill (utterance_2305) there they seated me to wait until the duke went by (utterance_2306) many of my friends at court came up to greet me and expressed surprise that i had undergone the inconvenience of being carried in that way while so shattered by illness we said that i ought to have waited till i was well and then to have visited the duke (utterance_2307) at this words my strawgostino viguke's tailor made his way through all those gentlemen and said if that's all you want to know you shall know it at this very moment (utterance_2308) george or the painter whom i have mentioned happened just then to pass and my astroagostino exclaimed there is the man who will accuse you now you know yourself if it be true or not (utterance_2309) as fiercely as i could not being able to leave my seat i asked george o'clock if it was true that he had accused me (utterance_2310) he denied that it was so and that he had ever said anything of the sword (utterance_2311) my slurgustino retorted you gallows bird (utterance_2312) don't you know that i know it for most certain (utterance_2313) george o' made off as quickly as he could repeating that he had not accused me (utterance_2314) then after a short while the duke came by whereupon i had myself raised up before his excellency and he halted (utterance_2315) the duke gazed at me and marvoat i was still alive afterwards he bade me take heed to be an honest man and regained my house (utterance_2316) when i reached home mikola dabonteagooto came to visit me and told me that i had escaped one of the most dreadful perils in the world quite contrary to all his expectations for he had seen my ruin written with indelible ink now i was able to destroy me (utterance_2317) i answered that i had done nothing to displease him but that he had injured me and told him all the affair about the mint (utterance_2318) he repeated get hence quickly as you can and be of good courage for you will see your vengeance executed sooner than you expect (utterance_2319) i the best attention to my house gave pierre to o pagolo at vice about stamping the coins and they went off upon my way to rome without saying a word to the duke or anybody else (utterance_2320) you want them to immortalize their ferocious tyrant (utterance_2321) you have never made anything so exquisite which proves you i will evaterate foam and that devoted friend and yet the pope and he have had it twice in mine to hang you without any fault of yours (utterance_2322) it was firmly believed that duke olisandero was the son of pope clement (utterance_2323) master frenchscope used also to say and swear by all his things that if he could he would have robbed me of the dyes for that meadow (utterance_2324) i responded that he had done well to tell me so and that i would take such care of them that he should never see them more (utterance_2325) i now sent to florence to request lowering cinna that he would send me the reverse of the meadow (utterance_2326) nicolo dah monte guito to whom i had written wrote back saying that he had spoken to that mad melancholy philosopher lord c naud for it here replied he was thinking night at day of nothing else and that he would finish it as soon as he was able (utterance_2327) nevertheless i was not to set my hopes upon his reverse but i had better invent one out of my own head and when i had finished it i might bring it without hesitation to the duke for this would be to my advantage (utterance_2328) i composed the design of a reverse which seemed to me appropriate impressed the work forward to my best ability (utterance_2329) this being so as he was a fellow of much humor we used often to laugh together about the great credit he had gained (utterance_2330) i therefore dismounted at once got my fowling peas ready and at a very long range brought two of them down with a single ball (utterance_2331) i never used to shoot with more than one ball and was usually able to hit my mark at two hundred cubits which cannot be done by other ways of loading (utterance_2332) i lived at my foot and let the water run out then when i had mounted we made haste for rome (utterance_2333) there was no answer and after one or two ineffectual attempts phronsie turned fearfully away (utterance_2334) i'll try and she laid a quick hand on one now (utterance_2335) two red spots burned on her cheeks and her pale blue eyes snapped (utterance_2336) i'm sure i heard it raging up and down (utterance_2337) i don't want any dinner said charlotte drawing back (utterance_2338) yes indeed said polly cheerily just as fine as can be (utterance_2339) assuredly said old mister king with great satisfaction in polly's pleasure and at her success in drawing charlotte out (utterance_2340) and after this there were no more quiet days for charlotte chatterton (utterance_2341) oh bless me at you phronsie in pleased surprise (utterance_2342) yes grandpapa said phronsie coming in and shutting it or carefully i came on purpose to see you all alone (utterance_2343) so you did dear said mister king highly gratified and pushing away his writing table he held out his hand (utterance_2344) oh no grandpapa cried phronsie in a rapture i could never be too big for that so she perched up as of old on his knee then she folded her hands and looked gravely in his face (utterance_2345) well my dear what is it (utterance_2346) asked the old gentleman presently you've come to tell me something i suppose (utterance_2347) yes grandpapa i have said phronsie decidedly and it is most important too grandpapa and oh i do wish it so much and she clasped her hands tighter inside (utterance_2348) well then frogsy if you wanted i suppose it must be said mister king quite as a matter of course (utterance_2349) whom she left you everything she had phronsie a couple of millions or so it is why (utterance_2350) charlotte poor repeated the old gentleman (utterance_2351) why no not exactly her father is a rich but charlotte i think they do very well especially as i intend to keep her here for a while and then i shall never let her suffer phronsie never indeed (utterance_2352) grandpapa said phronsie wasn't missus chatterton aunt to charlotte (utterance_2353) if missus chatterton was aunt to charlotte persisted phronsie slowly it seems as if charlotte ought to have some of the money it really does grandpapa (utterance_2354) maybe said the old gentleman with a short laugh and i shouldn't wonder if cousin eunice was sorry over a few other things too phronsie (utterance_2355) wouldn't it make her very glad if i gave charlotte some of the money (utterance_2356) for answer mister king set it down hastily on the floor and took two or three turns up and down the room (utterance_2357) oh i do so wish i might she said there's so much for a little girl like me (utterance_2358) it will be so nice to have charlotte have some with me still no answer (utterance_2359) i was writing a note to missus fargo said phronsie putting up her lips for a kiss (utterance_2360) sure as i can be phronsie said old mister king smiling good bye dear (utterance_2361) there there my sister's boy shall never say that but come in come in (utterance_2362) not to be ungracious the young man threw himself into a chair (utterance_2363) oh hang it uncle why can't you let me alone (utterance_2364) which is a wonder interpolated pickering (utterance_2365) i know you did uncle said pickering you've done everything that's good (utterance_2366) for heaven's sake pickering cried his uncle darting in front of the chair and its restless occupation don't say that again (utterance_2367) i've been a lazy dog all my life and a good for not but i hope i've not sunk to that (utterance_2368) the church bells were ringing and people on the avenue going by to service turned curious inquiring looks up at the great house and then went on talking at the recent events which had so strangely entered into and made history in the city (utterance_2369) and all through his impassioned appeal this morning there was a note of sadness and rebuke and stern condemnation that made many of the members pale with self accusation or withinward anger (utterance_2370) raymond had voted to continue for another year the saloon (utterance_2371) the christians of raymond stood condemned by the result (utterance_2372) for that had been the fact in raymond for years the saloon ruled (utterance_2373) president marsh sat there his usual erect handsome firm right self confident bearing all gone his head bowed upon his breast the great tears rolling down his cheeks unmindful of the fact that never before had he shown outward emotion in a public service (utterance_2374) what if he had begun to do as jesus would have done long ago (utterance_2375) when had the first church yielded to such a baptism of tears (utterance_2376) what had become of its regular precise conventional order of service undisturbed by any vulgar emotion and unmoved by any foolish excitement (utterance_2377) they had been living so long on their surface feelings that they had almost forgotten the deeper wells of life (utterance_2378) the meeting was tender it glowed with the spirit's presence it was alive with strong and lasting resolve to begin a war on the whisky power and raymond that would break its reign for ever (utterance_2379) since the first sunday when the first company of volunteers had pledged themselves to do as jesus would do the different meanings had been characterized by distinct impulses or impressions (utterance_2380) and all through it ran one general cry for deliverance from the saloon in its awful curse (utterance_2381) grannie's wife were besieched by inquirers who wanted to know what lorian's friends and acquaintances were expected to do in paying their last respects to her (utterance_2382) grey had gone up to virginia's and after talking it over with her in maxwell the arrangement had been made (utterance_2383) i am and always have been opposed to large public funerals said grey whose complete wholesome simplicity of character was one of its greatest sources of strength but the cry of the poor creatures who knew lorraine is so earnest that i did not know how to refuse this desire to see her and pay her poor body some last little honor what do you think mister maxwell (utterance_2384) i will be guided by your judgment in the matter (utterance_2385) i am sure that whatever you and miss page think best will be right (utterance_2386) under the circumstances i have a great distaste for what seems like display at such times but this seems different (utterance_2387) it happened that that afternoon a somewhat noted newspaper correspondent was passing through raymond on his way to an editorial convention in the neighbouring city (utterance_2388) she was a common street drunkard and yet the services of the tent were as impressive as any i ever witnessed in a metropolitan church over the most distinguished citizen (utterance_2389) it struck me of course being a stranger in the place with considerable astonishment to hear voices like those one naturally expects to hear only in great churches or concerts at such a meeting as this (utterance_2390) mister maxwell spoke of the fact that the dead woman had been fully prepared to go but he spoke in a peculiarly sensitive manner of the effect of the liquor business on the lives of men and women like this one (utterance_2391) raymond of course being a railroad town and the centre of the great packing interests for this region is full of saloons (utterance_2392) then followed what was perhaps the queer part of this strange service (utterance_2393) it was one of the simplest and at the same time one of the most impressive sights i ever witnessed (utterance_2394) there must have been a hundred of these women and i was told many of them had been converted at the meetings just recently (utterance_2395) the next moment he fell back in amazement before the impetuous rush of a starry eyed flushed cheeked young woman who demanded (utterance_2396) where is he peat miss billy gasped the old man (utterance_2397) aunt hannah's cheeks too were flushed in her eyes starry but with dismay and anger the last because she did not like the way p t had said miss billy's name (utterance_2398) it was one matter for her to object to this thing billy was doing but quite another for peak to do it of course it's she (utterance_2399) retorted aunt hannah testily as if you yourself didn't bring her here with your crazy messages at this time of night p t where is he (utterance_2400) interposed billy tell mister bertram i am here or wait i'll go right in and surprise it (utterance_2401) pte had recovered himself by now but he did not even glance toward aunt hannah (utterance_2402) miss billy miss billy you're an angel straight from heaven you are you are oh i'm so glad you came (utterance_2403) it'll be all right now all right he's in the den miss billy (utterance_2404) billy turned eagerly but before she could take so much as one step toward the door at the end of the hall aunt hannah's indignant voice arrested her billy stopped (utterance_2405) p t go tell your master that we are here and ask if you will receive us p twitched (utterance_2406) but his face was predernaturally grave when he spoke (utterance_2407) a flying figure brushed by him and fell on its knees by the couch with a low cry bertram's eyes flew open (utterance_2408) don ling found a mare a minute later polishing a silver teaspoon with a fringed napkin that had been spread over bertram's tray (utterance_2409) in the hall above aunt hannah was crying into william's greyland and duster that hung on the hall rack aunt hannah's handkerchief was on the floor back at hillside (utterance_2410) then very gradually it dawned over them that there was after all something strange and unexplained at all (utterance_2411) as if to make sure that she was here like this he drew her even closer bertram was so thankful that he did have one arm that was eusable (utterance_2412) why of course stammered billy i couldn't help thinking that maybe you had found out you didn't want me (utterance_2413) demanded bertram angry and mystified (utterance_2414) as for my not painting again you didn't understand petery (utterance_2415) she pulled herself half away from bertram's incircling arm (utterance_2416) billy drew a quivering sigh (utterance_2417) good heavens is kate and this too bertram's voice was savage now (utterance_2418) well she wrote a letter (utterance_2419) billy laughed gayly but she shifted her position and did not meet her lover's eyes (utterance_2420) and you never did think for a minute billy that you cared for him (utterance_2421) he had not been slow to mark that swift lowering of her eyelids (utterance_2422) billy was so glad bertram had turned the question on her love instead of arcrites (utterance_2423) after a minute billy stirred inside happily (utterance_2424) you see i wasn't in love with mister arcrite (utterance_2425) and and you didn't care it spash i'll be for from miss winterpole (utterance_2426) billy put a soft finger on his lips (utterance_2427) bertram kissed the finger and subsided humph he commented (utterance_2428) well what is that is that kate too demanded bertram grimly (utterance_2429) there was another silence then suddenly bertram stirred (utterance_2430) billy i'm going to marry you to morrow he announced decisively (utterance_2431) i don't know as i can trust you out of my sight till then you'll read something or hear something or get a letter from kate after breakfast to morrow morning that will set you saving me again and i don't want to be saved that way (utterance_2432) i'm going to marry you to morrow i'll get he stopped short with a sudden ground come down that why forgot (utterance_2433) five days indeed sir (utterance_2434) i wonder if you think i can get ready to be married in five days (utterance_2435) don't want you to get ready retorted bertram promptly i saw marie ready and i had all i wanted of it (utterance_2436) if you really must have all those miles of tablecloths and napkins and doylies and lacedruttlings will do it afterwards not before but (utterance_2437) besides i need you to take care of me cut in bertram craftily (utterance_2438) the tender glow on billy's face told its own story and bertram's eager eyes were not slow to read it (utterance_2439) sweetheart see here dear he cried softly tightening his good left arm (utterance_2440) billy my dear (utterance_2441) it was that hannah's plaintive voice at the door way a little later (utterance_2442) we must go home and will you miss here too and wants to see you (utterance_2443) you mean to do before october (utterance_2444) aunt hannah glanced from one to the other uncertainly (utterance_2445) yes nodded billy demurely (utterance_2446) yes i know that is a good while cut in bertram merely (utterance_2447) we wanted it to morrow but we had to wait on account of the new licence by (utterance_2448) in my reason travels in the vest i felt that out there freedom as an idea has become feeble and ineffectual (utterance_2449) the same thing is happening now with the people of the west (utterance_2450) they have flattered into believing that they are free and they have the sovereign power in their hands (utterance_2451) as it has become more and more evident to me that the ideal of freedom has grown tenness in the atmosphere of the vest (utterance_2452) the mentality as that of a slave owning community a mutilated multitude of men tied to its commotion and political treadmill (utterance_2453) he who cares to have slaves must chain himself to them he who builds walls to create exclusion for others built smalls across his own freedom he who distrusts freedom in others loses as marvelled right to it (utterance_2454) have they acquired a true love of freedom (utterance_2455) the great apex of the cell of her people the mother parteder gives us a bounteful vision of an overflowing life full of the freedom of inquiry and experiment (utterance_2456) when the age of the bouda came humanity was taught in our country to its automobile step (utterance_2457) it hardened into an age of inert construction (utterance_2458) the organic unity of a varied and elastic society gave way to a conventional order which proved its artificial character by its inexorable law of exclusion (utterance_2459) life hath at any qualities i admit but they are natural and are in harmony with our vital functions (utterance_2460) my squeezing human beings and the group of an inelastic system and forcibly helding them fixed we have it known the laws of life and growth (utterance_2461) we have forced living cells into a poem in passivity making them incapable of molding circumstance to their own intrinsic design and of mastering their own destiny (utterance_2462) as to perfection has become so absolute that we do not even realize that this persistent misfortune dogging us chaps for ages cannot be a mere accident of history removable only by another accident from outside (utterance_2463) they will be incapable of holding a just freedom in politics and of fighting and freedom's cause (utterance_2464) it represents the active aspect of inertia which has the appearance of freedom but not its truth and therefore gives rise to slavery doubt within its boundaries and outside (utterance_2465) it is at the foot of woman that we lay the laurels that without a smile would never have been gained it is so image that strings the liar of the poet that any maids are boys in the blaze of eloquent faction and guides her brain in the august toils of stately counsels (utterance_2466) as they no hope for them so full of help (utterance_2467) it makes the heart ache but to picture such recitatives to their imagination (utterance_2468) the knowledge that such changes can occur flits over the mind like the thought of death but scouring all our gay fanfies with its bad like wing and changing beheld the atmosphere of her happiness with its venomous explorations (utterance_2469) mine own (utterance_2470) what dat what could you do (utterance_2471) i bit about my chamber like a filly bird in a cage (utterance_2472) do not think of moving to day (utterance_2473) do not keep the messenger an instant (utterance_2474) chiefon may pony (utterance_2475) right only one word to urel henrietta (utterance_2476) ferdinand to henrietta (utterance_2477) god bless you my henrietta my bellowed my matchless henrietta (utterance_2478) what has the separation not const me (utterance_2479) pangs that i could not conceive in a human misery could occasion (utterance_2480) and yet i ought to be grateful that he was unenjored last night (utterance_2481) i dare not know oh no foolish i was (utterance_2482) do not be angry with your henrietta but i am nobles about concealing our engagement from papa (utterance_2483) days must elapse before you can reach path and i know ferdinand i know your offices mortifical than you will confess (utterance_2484) but compared my own as soon as he can and write to me at the post office as he settled (utterance_2485) the conscious mesticuous so near mixed in restless (utterance_2486) i wish to meet him but as much calmness as i can command (utterance_2487) on the prads and hides where he had fallen with the flagstrof in his hand laborings and rue bullgonsky bleeding profusely and unconsciously uttering a gentle piteous and childlike moon (utterance_2488) certainly he again felt that he was alive and suffering from a burning lacerating being in his head (utterance_2489) or fifty first thought (utterance_2490) he feebly moaned his leg and uttered a vague sidly groan which aroused his own pity (utterance_2491) lift this young man up and carry him to the dressing station (utterance_2492) prince andrew remembered nothing more he lost consciousness from the terrible pain of being lifted down to the stretcher the jolting while being moved and the probing of his bone at the dressing station (utterance_2493) during this transfer he felt a little stronger and was able to look about him and even speak (utterance_2494) he asked on seeing the prisoners (utterance_2495) i commanded his children replied ratcnin (utterance_2496) prince ratman named la tannon suttellan (utterance_2497) after looking at him napoleon smiled (utterance_2498) yut as no entrance to courage muttered sir tristram in a failing voice (utterance_2499) a splendid reply said apollin (utterance_2500) prince andrew who had also been brought forward before the emperor's eyes to complete the show of prisoners could not fail to attract his attention (utterance_2501) his face shone with self satisfaction and pleasure (utterance_2502) the soldiers were carried prince andrew had noticed and taken the little gold eyecon princess mary had hung round her brother's neck but seeing the favor the emperor showed the prisoners they now hastened to return the holy image (utterance_2503) prince andrew did not see how and by whom it was replaced but the little eye calmed with its thin gold chain suddenly appeared upon his chest outside his uniform (utterance_2504) how good it had been to know where to seek her help in this life and want to expect after it beyond the dream (utterance_2505) how happy and calm i should be if i could now say lord have mercy on me (utterance_2506) either to a power indefinable incomprehensible which i know too lately trace but which i cannot even express in words the great all or nothing said he to himself or to that god who has been sown into this amilet by mary (utterance_2507) the stratters moved on (utterance_2508) the quiet home life and peaceful happiness of bonhilles presented itself to him (utterance_2509) kee is a nervous peeliest subject said larry and will not recover (utterance_2510) that too far you will of course undertake (utterance_2511) then something has happened he has some special information some great meals (utterance_2512) when glawkee peered it was evident that something had gone wrong with him (utterance_2513) gone now just when he most warned him never (utterance_2514) eighty eight triple eight year (utterance_2515) you shall be dismissed discharged from the saw you are a disgrace to the force (utterance_2516) it is that or you great gludgeeny (utterance_2517) my gentleman made himself most pleasant (utterance_2518) well at any rate for my things i accepted (utterance_2519) we entered the first restaurant that of the reunited france you know it perhaps monsieur (utterance_2520) i had no fear of him not till the very last when he played me the feeble tone (utterance_2521) i suspected nothing when he brought out his pocket book it was tuft full monsieur i saw that and my conscience increased called for the reckoning and paid with an italian band note (utterance_2522) excuse me one moment pray (utterance_2523) he bent out my fear and pith barefire he was no more to be seen (utterance_2524) while let him out of his side (utterance_2525) it was only now at the leventar that the italian had become impulcated and the question of his possible anxiety to escape had never been considered (utterance_2526) he left everything behind (utterance_2527) hand it to me said the chief and when it came into his hands he began to turn over the leaves hurriedly (utterance_2528) i do not understand not more than a bird here and there (utterance_2529) it is no doubt italian (utterance_2530) of course such a consummate as as you have proved yourself would not think of searching the restaurant or the immediate neighbourhood or of making inquiries as to whether he had been seen or as to which way he had gone (utterance_2531) it was a note for a hundred later a hundred francs and the restaurant belost no more than seventeen francs ha (utterance_2532) he was much dressed in a great hurry (utterance_2533) directly he crossed the threshold he called the first cab and was driving away but he was talked the devil (utterance_2534) he wished to pass on to leave her she would not consent then they both guarding to the cab and were driven away together (utterance_2535) but tis dye host so wide dispread wakes in my heart one doubt and dread lest chattening rama good and great ill tarts digeani stimulate (utterance_2536) he is my eldest pratta he is like a father to year to me (utterance_2537) i go to lead my bradda dance oh makes a word his residence (utterance_2538) no tard but this thy heart should frame the simple trout my lips brooklay (utterance_2539) as guhadaz and vorrit each to other spoke in friendless page the day god sanguit go he dead and night over all the sky was prayed (utterance_2540) soon as king guah's tartful care had quoted all the armadaire well honoured while it laid his head beside satrogna on a bed (utterance_2541) thus sighing and distressed and misery and beat a grave with fevered heart that mocked relief this struck it in his mind the cheer still mourned and found no rest (utterance_2542) rest deteous minded i will keep my watch while rama lies asleep for in the home wide world is none dearer to me than rugged son (utterance_2543) harbor no doubt or jealous fear i speak to truth with hearts sincere for from the grace which he has shown will glory on my name betray its store of marriage shall i gain and dutius form no wish in vain (utterance_2544) let me unphassed by many a row our followers arbit shaft and bow for while la bramas we are propriete who lies asleep by cedar's side (utterance_2545) with wots like these i spoke designed to move to highsalt barrot's mind but he upon his duty bent plied his parsuous of argument oh how count slumber closed my eyes while lowly cows should seat our lives deroild rama (utterance_2546) he hoped no mighty demon now nor have only garrke and overtrow seek her how he lies alas what cedar couched on guarded crowds (utterance_2547) now as the sun is caused to fly the king elong will see only tie raftock is gulch in hound forlorn in a dudgreef this land will morn (utterance_2548) but ah for said cochenia how fair she and my lord mother now how fares the king (utterance_2549) oh t hopes upon setrogna said my mother mister wybez yet but the sad queen will die who bore to hearer for her grief is sore (utterance_2550) to wait a king would cry and conquered by his misery die (utterance_2551) when fate has brought the mournful day who it sees my father pass away how happy in the lives are day allowed his funeral rights to pay (utterance_2552) thus for it stood its many a sigh lamenting and nigh to anti (utterance_2553) when guha saw the long armchief whose eye was like a load of sleeve what lynd shoulders strong and fair high mattered to prostrate in despair pale bitterly afflicted he real does an art quake reels a tree (utterance_2554) constellia by her war oppressed the senseless poet's limbs caressed as a fond cow in love and fear carelessness of to her youngling dear ten yielding to her war she said hoping and saw disquieted what tarman saw my son artese of sudden pain or swift disease (utterance_2555) the lifes of us and all delight they pant their child on only die (utterance_2556) ra my lutchman forced to flee i leap by naught but seeing thee for as the king has passed away thou art my only help to day (utterance_2557) show me the cows whereon he lay tell me the forty eight i pray (utterance_2558) then carlmed's tail of jarred in tart he drank a water luxman brat and then obedient to his boughs he fasted with his gentlespouse (utterance_2559) he has danced a tree who slammed them shayth here is the cross vanet it laid where roma and his consults bent to night together ere de went (utterance_2560) he seized (utterance_2561) where way sita (utterance_2562) skulched by the fiery guard of day high on this mighty hill i lay (utterance_2563) h born an eve he brought me food and filial care my life reneared (utterance_2564) swift to the south his cause he bent and cleft a yielding element (utterance_2565) the wholeless parrots of the air came round me as i marvelled there and cried as their bride liviance met oh say is cedar leaving yet (utterance_2566) does cry to sines and told the name of him who hold the struggling dame (utterance_2567) turn from the flood some party paid two offerings to his broader shade (utterance_2568) seven nights in deadly storm i passed but strongly life returned at last (utterance_2569) around i bent my wandering view but every spot was strange and near (utterance_2570) on comrades to the cave i cried and armed in the caudle hide (utterance_2571) here thou with hospitable care hast fetters what the noblest fare preserving us about to die what dis thy plentiful supply (utterance_2572) but how will pious lady say may we digraceous boon repay (utterance_2573) he seized the estic dame replied well daughters am i satisfied (utterance_2574) a life of only works i need and from your hands no service need (utterance_2575) then speak again to barnache we came to dee and found relief (utterance_2576) now listen to a new distress and adaeus holy wateres (utterance_2577) our renderings and disvasty cave exhaust a time sagreeva gave (utterance_2578) once more then lady krontralis and let their supplins go in peace a gam upon their errant's pet for king segli vasire we dragged (utterance_2579) and the great task of a soreen set allahs is on accomplished yet (utterance_2580) and held his waters raw and grave terrifico to each crusted wave (utterance_2581) the montas last in toil and pain and now my friends what hopes remained (utterance_2582) your hearts with strong affection for art he is will in every labor sought and the true valor of your band was pleasant white in every land (utterance_2583) come let us all from food abstain and perish does since hope is vain (utterance_2584) far better does to end our lives i leave our wealth our homes and wives leave our dear little ones and all than by his vangeful hand to fall (utterance_2585) of a forfeit life since surely pay for idle search are long to lay and thou fearest king will beat us die the favor of his friend to buy (utterance_2586) dantera softly spake to chee the banner's heart suppressed by fear this beer no more your doubts dispel come in this ample cavern dwell (utterance_2587) doth only hopeless in this cave the vengeance of the foe to brave (utterance_2588) but luxman's arm a shallow will send off deadly shafts tows walls to rend (utterance_2589) thy loving kinsman true one wise looks on these tears with favoring eyes (utterance_2590) he heard the princess furious tread he saw his eyes glow fiercely red (utterance_2591) served sprang demolished to his feet obstarting from his golden seed (utterance_2592) on grateful barna king art thou and faithless to die plight and vow (utterance_2593) now if thy pride disown what he i told it prince has done for tea struck by his arrows shalt thou fall and barley meet in yama's hall (utterance_2594) still open to the gloomy god lies to sandpart thy brother trod (utterance_2595) then to die by the world be true nor let thy steps stand part to pursue (utterance_2596) he seized and tara starry eyed tillce to the angry prince replied not to my lord shouldst thou address a speech so fraught or to be to nurse not as reproach to my lord should be and list of all no prince by thee (utterance_2597) from parts of true he never strays nor winters in falbid and ways (utterance_2598) their volts of riots heart forget by rama saved the lasting dept (utterance_2599) restored to fame by rama's grains to empire over the barnaways from since this dread and toil set free restored to rumour and to me by grief and care and exile tried kneel to the bliss so long denied like this chamitra wants alas he marks not how the season's powers (utterance_2600) the matrons of lavana rays sea marks of fury in thy veins they see dying eyes like blood are red and will not yet become forted (utterance_2601) she seized a lunchman gave assent won by her gentle argument (utterance_2602) so taros breathing just and mild his softening heart and reconsiled (utterance_2603) the hero sighed i will not leave but he the conquest shall achieve (utterance_2604) so strong art thou so brave and belged so pure in taut so humble solv'd that thou deservest well to reign and all thy morals best to gain (utterance_2605) lent tau my brother aid and all his foes pinnet his arm will fall (utterance_2606) whatever hand it was the trot down berbon rome after his death was plundered devastated and ravaged by a brutal greedy licentious and fanatical sultry (utterance_2607) wherefore for the future write us nothing at all but appoint us the time and place of meeting and we will bring our sword for you to cross protesting that the shame of any delay in fighting shall be yours seeing that when it comes to an encounter there is an end of all writing (utterance_2608) sir answered the spaniard permit me to do my office and say what the emperor has charged me to say (utterance_2609) nay i will not listen to thee said francis if thou do not first give me a patent sign by thy master containing an appointment of time and place sir i have orders to read you the cartel and give it you afterwards (utterance_2610) burgendi without being put out began again sir (utterance_2611) nay said francis i will not suffer him to speak to me before he has given me appointment of diamond place (utterance_2612) give it me or return as thou hast come (utterance_2613) i am quite willing said the king let him have it (utterance_2614) the peace of cambre was called the lady's peace in honour of the two princesses who had negotiated it the morally different in a very unequal worth they both had minds of a rare order and trained to recognize political necessities and not to attempt any but possible successes (utterance_2615) all the great political actor seemed hurrying away from the stage as if the drama were approaching its end (utterance_2616) in fifteen sixty two at the battle of dru he was aged and so ill that none expected to see him on horseback (utterance_2617) he fully armed save only his head answered him right well sir this is the real medicine that hath cured me for the battle which is toward and up preparing for the honour of god and our camp (utterance_2618) the lady's peace concluded a cambray in fifteen twenty nine lasted up to fifteen thirty six incessantly troubled however by far from pacific symptoms proceedings and preparations (utterance_2619) at last he decided upon retreating (utterance_2620) it was garsalaso dilaviga the prince of spanish posy the spanish petrarch according to his fellow countrymen (utterance_2621) momer and c signed a similar one for p m (utterance_2622) they all repaired together to the house prepared for their reception and after dinner the emperor being tired lay down to rest on a couch queen eleanor before long went and tapped at his door and sent order to the king that the emperor was awake (utterance_2623) francis with the cardinal de laurente and the constable of the momorency soon arrived (utterance_2624) on entering the chamber he found the emperor still lying down and chatting with his sister the queen who was seated beside him on a chair (utterance_2625) yes said charles i had made such cheer that i was obliged to sleep it off (utterance_2626) francis stood the converse with his own collar (utterance_2627) only seven of the attendants remained in the emperor's chamber and there the two sovereigns conversed for an hour after which they moved to the hall where a splendid supper awaited them (utterance_2628) the genpies pleaded their privilege of not being liable to be taxed without their own consent (utterance_2629) orders had been sent everywhere to receive him as kings of france are received on their joyous accession (utterance_2630) will let's go as a delightful child (utterance_2631) there was no other such child there never had been and there never would be (utterance_2632) will etchka's mother sir phima alexam jovna was sure of that (utterance_2633) which his eyes were dark and large her cheeks were rosy her lips were made for kisses and for laughter (utterance_2634) but it was not these charms and lolechtrode they gave her mother the keenest joy (utterance_2635) she felt cold with her husband (utterance_2636) he was always fresh and cool with a frigid smile and wherever he passed cold current seemed to move in the air (utterance_2637) it even seemed to act serephiama alexen drovena that she was in love with her future husband and this made her happy (utterance_2638) the bride was also good looking she was a tall dark eyed dark haired girl somewhat timid but very tactful (utterance_2639) he had connections and his wife came of good influential people (utterance_2640) this might at the proper opportunity prove useful (utterance_2641) after their marriage there was nothing in the manner of sergey and ludostovich to suggest anything wrong to his wife (utterance_2642) later however when his wife was about to have a child sergeymolastovich established connections elsewhere of a light and temporary nature (utterance_2643) serfiena alexandrovna found the sauch and to her own astonishment was not particularly her she awaited her infant with a restless anticipation that swallowed every other feeling (utterance_2644) safiena alexandrovna drifted farther and farther away from him (utterance_2645) lutchka then ran away stamping with her plump little legs over the carpet and hid herself behind the curtains near her bed (utterance_2646) where is my baby girl the mother asked as she looked for lulutchka and may believe that she did not see her (utterance_2647) then she came out a little farther and her mother as though she had only just caught sight of her seized her by her little shoulders and exclaimed joyously here she is my la leggedca (utterance_2648) her mother's eyes glowed with passionate emotion (utterance_2649) her mother went to hide (utterance_2650) the ledge good turned away as though not to see but watched her much gustathily all the time (utterance_2651) where's mamamatchka astloatchka (utterance_2652) a smile of absolute bliss played on her red lips (utterance_2653) let's go's getting near her mother's corner (utterance_2654) her mother was growing more absorbed every moment by her interest in the game her heart beat with short quick strokes and she pressed even closer to the wall to serenging her hair still more (utterance_2655) but lettuce suddenly glance toward her mother's corner and screamed with joy (utterance_2656) through the half closed doors he heard the laughter the joyous outprised the sound of romping (utterance_2657) even phodosia felt abashed and over her mistress now for herself (utterance_2658) he liked coming here where everything was beautifully arranged this was done by sarah female alexandrovna who wished to surround her little girl from her very invency only with the loveliest things (utterance_2659) serphie maelix and jovna dressed herself tastefully this too she did for ludchko with the same end in view (utterance_2660) one thing sergey modestovich had not become reconciled to and this was his wife's almost continuous presence in the nursery (utterance_2661) it's just as i thought i knew that i'd find you here he said with a duresieving condescending smile (utterance_2662) merely you see that the child should feel its own individuality he exclaimed in answer to serfima out saint jarvikna's puzzled glance (utterance_2663) she's still little said serfeema alexandrovna (utterance_2664) i don't insist it's your kingdom here (utterance_2665) i think it over his wife answered smiling as he did coldly but genially (utterance_2666) then they began to talk with something else (utterance_2667) that the mistress does it well that's one thing but that the young lady does it that's bad (utterance_2668) why asked fedocio the curiosity (utterance_2669) this expression of curiosity gave her face the look of a wooden roughly painted doll (utterance_2670) yes that's bad repeated agahioith conviction terribly bad well (utterance_2671) it's the truth i'm saying remember my words a gafia went on with the same assurance and secrecy (utterance_2672) it's the surest sign (utterance_2673) the old woman had invented this sign quite suddenly herself and she was evidently very proud of it (utterance_2674) madam madam she said quietly in a trembling voice (utterance_2675) sere phima alexen droven i gave a start (utterance_2676) vedocia's face made her anxious (utterance_2677) what is it phidosia she asked with great concern as there anything wrong with glulettchka (utterance_2678) no madame said phodosia she gesticulated with her hands to reassure her mistress and to make her sit down (utterance_2679) let's cause a sleet make i'd be with her (utterance_2680) only i'd like to say something you see we'll let's give us always hiding ourself that is not good (utterance_2681) i can't tell you how bad it is said fidocia and her face expressed the most decided confidence (utterance_2682) i understand nothing of what you are saying (utterance_2683) you see madam it's a kind of omen explained vrocio abruptly and a shamefaced way (utterance_2684) nonsense said sir feuma alexandrovna (utterance_2685) who told you all this asked serfiama alexandrovna in an austier low voice (utterance_2686) nose exclaimed serephy met alexandrovna in irritation as though she wished to protect herself somehow from this sudden anxiety (utterance_2687) what nonsense as though lullech could die (utterance_2688) she saw clearly that there could be no possible connection between a child's quite ordinary diversion and the continuation of the child's life (utterance_2689) she made a special effort that even meaned to occupy her mind with other matters but her thoughts turned and voluntarily to the fact that will let you go love to hide herself (utterance_2690) when latchka was still quite small and had learned a distinguished between her mother and her nurse she sometimes sitting in her nurse's arms made a sudden roguish grimace and hid her laughing face in the nurse's shoulder (utterance_2691) then she would look out with a slay glance (utterance_2692) though she reproached herself at once for this unfounded superstitious dread nevertheless she could not enter wholeheartedly into the spirit lulutchka's favorite game and she tried to divert lilitch his attention to something else (utterance_2693) she eagerly complied with their mother's new wishes (utterance_2694) sarfiena alexandrovna tried desperately to amuse galatchka (utterance_2695) perhaps thought sarah ema alexon jovna she is not as strongly drawn to the world as other children who are attracted by many things (utterance_2696) if this is so is it not a sign of organic weakness (utterance_2697) serfie max and jovna herself began the game once or twice though she played it with a heavy heart (utterance_2698) she suffered as though committing an evil deed with full consciousness (utterance_2699) it was a side day for serfey mallics and jovna (utterance_2700) her mother covered her with a blue blanket (utterance_2701) lilutch could drew her sweet little hands from under the blanket and stretched them out to embrace her mother her mother bent down (utterance_2702) she seemed so small and so frail under the blanket that covered her (utterance_2703) sarfhema alexandrovna remained standing over lulletchka's bed a long while and she kept looking at willough to go with tenderness and fear (utterance_2704) on my mother is it possible that it shouldn't be able to protect her she thought as she imagined various ills that might be followed chuc (utterance_2705) she prayed long that night but the prayer did not relieve her sadness (utterance_2706) several days passed will let you be caught cold (utterance_2707) the fever came upon her at night (utterance_2708) when serfima alexon jovna awakened by fidosia came to lulutchgan saw her looking so hot so restless and so tormented she instantly recalled the evil omen and a hopeless despair took possession of her from the first moments (utterance_2709) i doctor was called that everything was done but is usual on such occasions but the inevitable happened (utterance_2710) and the lecture grew feebler from hour to hour (utterance_2711) nothing made her so unhappy as the reinerations of phidostia uttered between sobs she hid herself and hid herself and hid herself arlahlatchka (utterance_2712) fever was consuming luletchka and there were times when she lost consciousness and spoke in delirium (utterance_2713) three days passed torturing like a nightmare (utterance_2714) sir phima alexandrovna hid her face behind the curtains near lulutchka's bed how tragic (utterance_2715) i wait mamatchka whispered lulatchka (utterance_2716) when watched his white face became blurred and everything grew dark before lulutchka (utterance_2717) she met her husband (utterance_2718) sarfhema alexandrovna standing by the coffin and looking dully at her dead child (utterance_2719) simah my dear don't agitate yourself said sergey and let ustowich in a whisper (utterance_2720) you must resign yourself to your fate (utterance_2721) she'll be up in a minute persisted serfea malixon jovna her eyes fixed on the dead little girl (utterance_2722) sergey and montestovich looked round him cautiously he was afraid of the unseemly and of the ridiculous (utterance_2723) see my don't agitate yourself he repeated (utterance_2724) he was confused and annoyed (utterance_2725) her face seemed tranquil and her eyes were dry (utterance_2726) she went into the nursery and began to walk round the room looking into those places where luletchka used to hide herself (utterance_2727) she walked all about the room and bent now and then to look under the table or under the bed and captain repeating cheerfully where is my little one where is my lulatchka (utterance_2728) after she had walked round the room once she began to make her question you (utterance_2729) phidosia motionless with the dejected face sat in a corner and looked frightened at her mistress then she suddenly burst out sobbing and she wailed loudly (utterance_2730) she hid herself and hid herself arlo latchgar air and gelic little soul (utterance_2731) when she entered the parlour there were several people between her and latchka (utterance_2732) there was an oppressive feeling of heaviness and serfey malix and jovna's head as she approached lulatchka (utterance_2733) will much go lay there still and pale and smiled pathetically (utterance_2734) the little one did not reply (utterance_2735) sarah female accenturvna stood up a wrecked side in a lost way smiled and called loudly we'll let you get (utterance_2736) will much goes being carried out (utterance_2737) at this moment the heavy beat of the storm on the roof ceased with miraculous suddenness leaving the outside world empty of sound save for the drip drip of eaves (utterance_2738) we had ever sort of people with us off anon and as i was look at that a popular game i saw them all (utterance_2739) at the same instant i heard the rup of still through cloth and felt a sharp stab in the left leg (utterance_2740) then i scouted to see what it cut me and found that the fellow had lost a hand (utterance_2741) in place of it he wore a sharp steel hook (utterance_2742) there was no doubt of his being alive for he was breathing hard like a man does when he gets hid over the head it didn't sound good (utterance_2743) when a man breathes that way he's mostly all gone (utterance_2744) mingar battered over the head off and enough on those days (utterance_2745) sowerwine is fined to put a wound in shape to heel but it's no soothing syrup (utterance_2746) their coffin wears their ship and the grave was the sea blow high blow low what care we and the quarter that we gave them was to sink them in the sea done on the coast of the high barbari (utterance_2747) if fear made my hair rise to hear him with a big still solemn desert outside and the quiet moonlight in the shadows and him settin up straight and gone his eyes blazing each side his big eagle nose and his snakey hair hanging over the raw cut across his head (utterance_2748) however i made out to get him bandage up and in shape and pretty soon his sort of went to sleep (utterance_2749) and again it seemed that barbara sawing a tod go out and look at the old call rod a flowin by just to be sure i hadn't died a gun below or else he jist talk (utterance_2750) he began when he was a kid and he gave his side of conversations causing for replys (utterance_2751) i used to listen by the hour but i never made out anything really important as to who the man was where he'd come from or what he done (utterance_2752) i didn't pay any attention to him for he was quiet (utterance_2753) usually i didn't buy the withist talk for it didn't mean anything a something in his voice made me turn (utterance_2754) he was lying on a side the splash black eyes of he has blazen at me but now both of them saw the same distance (utterance_2755) where am i clothes he asked wearing tense (utterance_2756) one little squeeze talk about your deadly weapons (utterance_2757) but he'd been too sick too long abat (utterance_2758) in a minute or so he came too (utterance_2759) now you're a nice sweet proposition said i as soon as i was sure he could understand me (utterance_2760) there's safe enough let me have them he begged (utterance_2761) now look here said i you can't get up to day you ain't fit (utterance_2762) i know he pleaded but let me see them (utterance_2763) just a satisfying i passed over his old derreds (utterance_2764) i've been robbed she cried (utterance_2765) where's my coat he asked (utterance_2766) you had no coat when i picked you up i replied (utterance_2767) he looked at me mighty suspicious but didn't say anything more he wouldn't even answer when i spoke to him (utterance_2768) after he didn't a fair meal he fell asleep (utterance_2769) when i came back that even in the bunk was empty and he was gone (utterance_2770) i didn't seem again for two days (utterance_2771) then i caught sight of him quite away so (utterance_2772) guess he suspicious i stole that we'll coat his thinks i and afterwards i found that my surmise had been correct (utterance_2773) however he didn't stay long in that frame of mind (utterance_2774) i ran out pull migan (utterance_2775) the mix was flat on his face his arm stretched out (utterance_2776) on the middle of his back numah when i am friend (utterance_2777) anyway i thrust the muzzle of my cold into the sailor's face what's this i asked (utterance_2778) i mean he meant monte cristo fantonio curvis said he (utterance_2779) the gleam died from his eye the snarl lift his lips (utterance_2780) in any case he flew pococo pranto leaving me and my friend together (utterance_2781) during the next two months she was a good deal about town mostly doinard jobs i saw him often on (utterance_2782) however i didn't pay much attention to that being at the time al mighty busy holding down a card games (utterance_2783) that's all right said i which you'd better stay right there (utterance_2784) i want to make up to you for your trouble said he (utterance_2785) what kind of good thing i asked treasure said he (utterance_2786) he looked all right enough neither drunk nor loco (utterance_2787) sit out said i over there the other side of the table (utterance_2788) he did so a far away said i (utterance_2789) and it's a big thing said handissolm at himie for they's not only gold but all to jewels and diamonds (utterance_2790) don't make us rich and i doesn't like us and you can kiss the book on that (utterance_2791) that may all be true said i oh why do you tell me (utterance_2792) why don't you get your treasures without a need of dividement (utterance_2793) why mate he answered is just plain gratitude (utterance_2794) didn't you save me laugh and nuss me and take care of me when i was not killed (utterance_2795) look here anderson nor handy solomon or whatever you please to call yourself i rejoined to this if you're going to do business with me and i do not understand yet just what it is you want of me you'll have to talk straight (utterance_2796) it's all very well to say gratitude but that don't go with me (utterance_2797) the devil's a preacher if you may lost your grandfather said he (utterance_2798) well it's this then i got to have a boat to get there and she must be stopped (utterance_2799) and i got to have help with the treasure if this likeness fell said it was (utterance_2800) it's money i've got to have that it's money i haven't got and can't get and this a lit somebody in his partner (utterance_2801) while me i asked why not he retorted (utterance_2802) we talked the matter over at length (utterance_2803) i stood after a larger party (utterance_2804) he strongly opposed this as depreciating the shares but i had no intention of going alone into what was then considered a wild and dangerous country finally we compromised (utterance_2805) a third of the treasure was to go to him a third to me and the rest was to be divided among the man whom i should select this scheme did not appeal to him (utterance_2806) but since there existeth it for us no responsibility we each reported dutifully at the royal call of habit and draw back into our blankets with a grateful sigh (utterance_2807) i remember the moon sailing a good gate among apparently stationary clouds i recall a deep black shadow lined with four distant silvery mountains i glanced over the stark motionless canvases each of which concealed a man they are trembled with the bellawman of cattle and the corrals (utterance_2808) simmingly but a moment later the cooks how brought me to consciousness again (utterance_2809) three were to care for the rhmuda far were to move the stray herd from the crows to good feed three brind cruiser told to brand the cows we had collected in the cut of the afternoon before that's took up about half the man (utterance_2810) the rest were to make a sure drive in the solid grass (utterance_2811) we were the only ones who did go afoot however although the crowds were not more than two hundred yards as distance (utterance_2812) between the upright bars of greece wood we could see the cattle and near the opposite side the men built in a fire next defence (utterance_2813) we pushed open the wide gate and entered (utterance_2814) once stood waiting for them to finish the chief of long jay step and irons in his hand (utterance_2815) all the rest squadded on their heels along the fence smoke and cigarettes and chatton andgether (utterance_2816) at first rays of the sun signed across in one great sweep from the remote mountains (utterance_2817) homer wouldn't an old california john rode in among the cattle (utterance_2818) as a loop settled he jerked sharply upward exactly as one would strike to hook a big fish (utterance_2819) homer rapt the rope twice or thrice about the horn and set over and one stripped avoid the tide and lion and to preserve the balance (utterance_2820) nobody paid any attention to the calf (utterance_2821) behind him followed his anxious mother her head swinging in from side to side near the fire the horse stopped (utterance_2822) the two bull doggers immediately pass upon the victim (utterance_2823) it was promptly flopped over on its right side (utterance_2824) thus the calf was unable to struggle (utterance_2825) when once you have had the wind knocked out of you or a rib or two broken you ceased to think this unnecessarily rough (utterance_2826) hot iron yelled one of the bulldoggers (utterance_2827) marker yelled the other (utterance_2828) the brand oppressed the iron smoothly against the flank (utterance_2829) perhaps the cat blaitered a little less that he had scorched (utterance_2830) the branch show cherry which is the proper colour to indicate due pealin and a successful mark (utterance_2831) then he nicked out a swattle till on the other (utterance_2832) it seems to me that great dilvan necessary twaddle is abroad as to the extreme cruelty of brandon (utterance_2833) undoubtedly it is to some extent painful it could some other method of ready a dedification be devised it might be as well to adopt it in preference (utterance_2834) inextinguishable laughter fall the sprit of this doctrine through arizona (utterance_2835) the mansion of puncher descended to examine politely the ear tags of wild cattle on the open range were in around up (utterance_2836) a caffusily bells when the iron bites but as soon as released he almost invariably ghost of feet and or to look anidly about (utterance_2837) besides which it happens but once in a lifetime and is over in ten seconds a comforted night to those of us who have had our teeth filled (utterance_2838) one of the little animals was but a few months old so the rider did not bother with its hind legs but tossed his loop over its neck (utterance_2839) mister frost's bull cap alone and pictora history shows the attitudes (utterance_2840) and then of course there was a gorgeous contrast between all this frantic and uncomprehendred excitement and the absolute matter of fact in proputability of horse and rider (utterance_2841) as he knew his business and as the calf was a small one the little beast went over promptly bit the ground with the wax and was pounced upon and held (utterance_2842) he would catch himself on one foot scrambled vigorously and in by struggling back to the upright (utterance_2843) you can imagine what happened next (utterance_2844) this is productive of some fun of it fails (utterance_2845) but now the brain was a full swing (utterance_2846) when the nooses fell they turned and walked toward the fire as a matter of course rarely did the caste fail (utterance_2847) men ran to and fro busy and intent (utterance_2848) sometimes three four calves were on the ground at once (utterance_2849) dust aid anticipated (utterance_2850) no more neck caps they announced (utterance_2851) then he was spit on his hands and go out it alone (utterance_2852) of luck attended his first effort his sarcasm was profound there's your little calf said he (utterance_2853) would you like to have me totter to you or do you reckon you could toddle this far with your little old iron (utterance_2854) toward noon the work slept (utterance_2855) finally homer rode over to the cattlemen and reported the brandon finished (utterance_2856) the latter counted the marks in his talebook (utterance_2857) one hundred and seventy six he announced (utterance_2858) the markers squatted on their heels told over the bits of ears they had saved (utterance_2859) the total amounted to but an hundred and seventy five (utterance_2860) finally wouldn't discover it in his hit pocket (utterance_2861) they had been doing a wrestler's heavy work all the morning they did not seem to be tired (utterance_2862) i saw once of some crank physical culture periodical that a cowboy's life was physically ill balanced like a norchment and that it exercised only certain muscles of the body (utterance_2863) drank as he had been used to do when he was at at this court frequented tournaments (utterance_2864) before drank the scored to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of a battle a fearful torrent (utterance_2865) these tidings came to urban (utterance_2866) not i by my confession unto heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_2867) and the tears she said in the words she had spoken a welcome (utterance_2868) and evil be tied me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowest whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou didst say (utterance_2869) then durrance went to see urban (utterance_2870) sir said he i am going upon to quest and i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_2871) take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_2872) but one person only will go to me (utterance_2873) and he desired eat it to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_2874) and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_2875) and though thou shouldst desire to see mightify in my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_2876) and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_2877) and say not one word unto me unless i speak first unto thee (utterance_2878) i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_2879) i made and said he it is vain to a temper suiting food (utterance_2880) i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore wash the horses and sleep not (utterance_2881) and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked around her to see if he were waiting and thereupon he woke (utterance_2882) and they left the wood and they came to an open country with medals on one hand and mow was mowing the meadows (utterance_2883) my lord he added will it be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest all some (utterance_2884) wilt thou foul my counsel said thee you can take thy meal for me (utterance_2885) what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_2886) then they washed and took derrip past (utterance_2887) i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_2888) i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_2889) and after they had eaten and drank drain went to sleep and so did enid also (utterance_2890) the date seemed unemplored but throughout the period the officers and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_2891) bows attacked the ship's doors surveyed relissed and restalled them saving very much space by unstowing numerous cases and stolen the contents in the lazarette (utterance_2892) without steam the leak cannot be kept under with the hand pump by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_2893) as the ship was and in her present heavily laid in condition it would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_2894) the lives green tent was put up and proper supports made for it (utterance_2895) the enterumstack and animison's people on the engines scientists were stolen their laboratories the cook refitting his galley and so forth not a single spot but had its band of workers (utterance_2896) the men space such as it is therefore extends from the fore hatch the stem on the main deck (utterance_2897) under the four castlers stalls for fifteen ponies the maximum of the space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fodder (utterance_2898) meadly behind the forecastle bulkheads a small boobihette the only interest of the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_2899) about the four hatches the ice house (utterance_2900) we managed to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two cockases of mutton and three cockasses of beef besides some box of sweetbreads and kidneys into the space (utterance_2901) the sacks containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy deck cargo and one is naturally anxious concerning it but everything that can be done by lashing and scurring has been done (utterance_2902) forage i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed oat and hay from melbourne (utterance_2903) the scene is wholly enchanting in such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden flowers tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_2904) a great mass of people assembled (utterance_2905) cayenne i lunch with the party in the muzil and companyship ruperhu (utterance_2906) tell a grime to say tara nova had arrived sunday night (utterance_2907) a third sledge stands across the brake of the poop in the space hitherto occupied by the afterwentch (utterance_2908) the quantity is to unhaptuns and the space occupied considerable (utterance_2909) the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remedyed (utterance_2910) they must perforce be chained up and they have given what shelters afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_2911) it is a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beast admits a long pathetic wine (utterance_2912) there are generally wanted to on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_2913) later in the day the wind has veered to the westward heading us slightly (utterance_2914) oats and atkinson with intermittent assistants from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_2915) there was nothing for it but to grapple with the evil and nearly all hands were laboring for hours in the ways of the ship heaving coal sacks overboard and relashing the petrol cases et cetera and the best man impossible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_2916) no sooner would some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy way would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_2917) from this moment about floriam the engine room became the centre of interest (utterance_2918) the water gained in spite of every effort (utterance_2919) the outlook of paid grim (utterance_2920) the amount of water which was being made but the ship so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_2921) williams had to confess he was beaten and must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_2922) the built pump is depended on the main engine (utterance_2923) on one occasion i was waste deep when standing on the rail of the poop (utterance_2924) the after god were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and one imagined account is a soul safeguard of the ship from sinking practically in attempt to bale or out (utterance_2925) occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only saved by his chain (utterance_2926) now this is how author hunted the stag (utterance_2927) and the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of atho caval was his name (utterance_2928) then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered out (utterance_2929) one wished that it should be given to the lady best beloved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_2930) and after midday they beheld an unshaply little man upon a horse and after him a day more damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully and clad in broken and worthless armor (utterance_2931) i know not who they are said he but i know said glenarva this is the night whom deraint pursued and meet things that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_2932) but gerant has overtaken an adventure insult to the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_2933) lady said he at the gate there was a night and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon as he (utterance_2934) i do said he he tells me that he is ederan the sum of nutt (utterance_2935) then she replied i know him not (utterance_2936) sagoniver went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_2937) and geran greets thee well and in greeting thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure for the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf nowhere did he overtake thee (utterance_2938) sir said she when thinkest thou that gerant will be here (utterance_2939) to morrow lady i think you will be here with the maiden (utterance_2940) i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_2941) well let us offer from what i hear it because gwinever to be merciful towards thee (utterance_2942) the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_2943) thus will it be best to do said arthur let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_2944) to go over in her handmaid and said he (utterance_2945) and the steward of the household so awaded her (utterance_2946) and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of montret otha's nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_2947) and when durand came to the place where glenarva was he saluted her (utterance_2948) then they went in and dismounted (utterance_2949) heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_2950) and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished edmund the son of ned thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_2951) and from that time she became his wife (utterance_2952) and the maid took up her abode in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more steamed than she in the island of britain (utterance_2953) and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fame had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_2954) and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_2955) and the neighbouring chief's knowing this grow insolent toyed him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_2956) and otha told yurant the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of conwol truly said draint be it to my advantage your disadvantage load i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_2957) what discourse said glenarva do i hear between you (utterance_2958) said draint i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they sat forth (utterance_2959) and never was there seen a fair host journeying towards a severn (utterance_2960) and he said to drank i am a feeble and an aged man and whilst i was able to maintain the dominions for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_2961) and every one asked that which he desired (utterance_2962) and they were not long in giving so eager was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask if none departed unsatisfied (utterance_2963) then geraine sent ambassadors to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_2964) and they also that it would be the fullness of joy and honour to them for gerank to come and receive their homage (utterance_2965) so he received the homage of such as were there (utterance_2966) and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_2967) a number of other days were observed with a christian church of various times as a birthday of jesus the gospels give no date and appeared to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_2968) yet there is no evidence that he was born on that day (utterance_2969) might as discrepancy and historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_2970) again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of herod marian joseph with the infant jesus fled into egypt looks as nothing about this hurried flight nor of heroes intended to kill the infant siah (utterance_2971) when we come to the more important chapters of jesus we meet with queer difficulties (utterance_2972) or is always on a friday that the crusphicians commimorated the week in which the day occurs very free to hear (utterance_2973) get friday falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox is the full moon louse thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun and the zodiac and the phases of the moon (utterance_2974) the pagan ostaria has become the christian easter (utterance_2975) that in the absence of evidence origin offers a folly metaphysical arguments against a sceptical senses one (utterance_2976) if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the midst of jesus (utterance_2977) the immediate companions of jesus appeared to be on the other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_2978) who was matthew who was marked (utterance_2979) who were john peter judas and mary (utterance_2980) there is actually no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_2981) if peter ever went to rome with the new doctrine how's it that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_2982) here again we see the presence of a myth (utterance_2983) he was the only one who saw them (utterance_2984) peter paul john james judas i'll keep out the stage almost exclusively (utterance_2985) it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of this time you not take notice of him (utterance_2986) who they had been in a conspiracy against him (utterance_2987) how is his eumaenamous science be accounted for (utterance_2988) how then are we to decide which of the a numerous candidates for divine honour should be given our votes (utterance_2989) and such a faith is never free it is always maintained but a sword now and by health far hereafter (utterance_2990) yet the most impossible utterances are put in juda's mouth (utterance_2991) only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the gulme of eaters who had petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_2992) moreover givitis could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no childless mothers no shipwrecks no floods no famines no disease no cripple children no insanity no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_2993) heavy squares been answered (utterance_2994) how me self delude profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_2995) and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_2996) the same which a preachers of to day give he parried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was to be taking with the provision that what we asked for would be given if god fired for our good (utterance_2997) but he said if he asked anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_2998) did he not mean just what he said (utterance_2999) self effort and not prayer is a remedy against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_3000) but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_3001) but there is more of a moral tonic in the open and candid discussion of a subject like the one in hand than in the multitude of platitudes (utterance_3002) i never deliver a lecture in which i do not either directly or indirectly you full and free expression to my faith in everything that is worthy of faith (utterance_3003) if i do not believe in dogma he is because i believe in freedom (utterance_3004) oh he tears down for he is not built up is another chryst is one about my work it is not true (utterance_3005) no preacher a priest is more constructive (utterance_3006) clasping truth in a jail jagged in the mouth of a student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_3007) when brino lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world who was his reward the stake (utterance_3008) count your rights political religious social intellectual and intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_3009) i wish to tell you something (utterance_3010) the first list be impersonal be a pites irreverent blastummer atheist and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from indie (utterance_3011) not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of men and books searching with a sweat of his brow for the real bread of life when in the open page afore him with his tears push into the wee hours of the night his quest animated by the fairest of all loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience by calling him names (utterance_3012) as i approached the city i heard bells ringing and a little later i found the streets astir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_3013) looking about me i saw a gentleman in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_3014) he must have realized i was a stranger and wished to tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_3015) we gazed for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_3016) of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_3017) yes he answered i can not the worship i am a priest (utterance_3018) an idle i whispered taken by surprise (utterance_3019) they worship god they did not exist (utterance_3020) that the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clamory in my breast (utterance_3021) no i said in a low voice (utterance_3022) he was an idle then and not a god (utterance_3023) it made athens a sea of light he created the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_3024) that had only one fault and true to my guide what was that (utterance_3025) i inquired without knowing what his aunt's would be it was not true (utterance_3026) forgive him (utterance_3027) i went with it to myself what blast of me (utterance_3028) then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo's radiant presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_3029) do you doubt homer (utterance_3030) i said to him homer the inspired bard (utterance_3031) no no a pole was not an idle (utterance_3032) he is a god and the son of a god (utterance_3033) the air was heavy with incense a number of men and gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro thou and a kneeling before the various lives and images (utterance_3034) observing my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that a people were syllable in the anniversary of the berth the other readiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_3035) forget apollo he said with his suggestion of severity in his voice (utterance_3036) there is no such person he was only an idle (utterance_3037) if you would assert for apollo and all the universe you would never find any one answering to his name or description (utterance_3038) i won't deceive jesus i hasten turning toward him (utterance_3039) will he not be here this morning (utterance_3040) will he not speak to his worshippers i asked again (utterance_3041) will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to classes to find feat to inhale the embrasial fragrance of his breath to basque in the golden light of his eyes to hear the music of his immaculate accents (utterance_3042) i asked my eyes fell with wonder in my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_3043) would not that then i ventured to ask impatiently make jesus as much of an idol as a pawlo (utterance_3044) and if faith it jesus is a god proves him a god while will not faith in a parallel make him a god (utterance_3045) i met his a fanciful explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_3046) the mind craze for knowledge the child ask questions because of an emborning desire to know (utterance_3047) now and then they came close enough to snap at each other (utterance_3048) with this mythos the broom man was satisfied and his developing intelligence realized its inaniquisy science was born of that realization (utterance_3049) the merest of a one eyed people live in an india has in replace by accurate information concerning the hindus (utterance_3050) and this is precisely the use to which me has having put (utterance_3051) in his judasameth (utterance_3052) there is in man a faculty for fiction (utterance_3053) at faint slats and a guesses (utterance_3054) it is reflection which introduces a bit into the mouth of imagination curbing its pace and subduing its relentless spirit (utterance_3055) we feel the space abound over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beings (utterance_3056) we come at the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_3057) our feet not really begin to touch the firm ground until we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_3058) science was not born till man had matured (utterance_3059) gone at people create science (utterance_3060) the cradle is the room of other fairies and face to mankind (utterance_3061) the school was the birthplace of science (utterance_3062) religion is the science of the child (utterance_3063) in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_3064) he has god's mouth peace and no one may disagree with him (utterance_3065) the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_3066) let us place ourselves entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_3067) as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only costing the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawn to his service to time the ejees the affections the devotions and the labor of humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_3068) and again when the artist following malicorne's advice was a little late in arriving and when saint agnen had been obliged to be observed to though no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side two souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quiet meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_3069) in a word malicorne philosopher that he was though he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of plenty and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_3070) in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confidant she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tardy perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_3071)